I was not surprised to find you already naked and sprawled comfortably on the bed when I entered the playroom. You jumped up, taking your hands off of your genitals, to hug me. I let you rub yourself against me while I ran my hands up and down your back tenderly for a minute and then tickled down your left side. This, of course, turned into a brief wrestling-tickle fest.
I pushed you backwards onto the bed and looped your wrists, which brought an immediate pout to your lips. I set the tether so that you had quite a bit of range without being able to reach your hardening member. Such a torment this caused you! As I was restraining your ankles you twisted your ass trying to maneuver for a better reach to no avail.
I kneeled on the bed next to you, "Stop pouting and pay attention," I said.
You were whining, and pleading with your eyes, refusing to focus on what I was saying. I swatted your thigh with open hand for sound, but no sting. "Look at me and pay attention," I repeated. You begged for your favorite cock ring.
I gave a sharper slap to your thigh as I got up and walked to the chest against the wall. "If you do not pay attention to me, we will not be able to play today," I said as I picked up the studded length of leather from where you had set it on your way into the playroom and dropped it into a drawer. I had your attention.
I returned to the bed and propped myself up next to you, close enough to feel heat, but not touching. "Tell me about your safe word."
The combination of terror and excitement that passed across your face was delightful. Last time we had this conversation you had almost stopped the session as I pressed your boundaries. "Um ... do I have to?"
"If you want your birthday present, you have to."
"Um ... OK." You were using your little boy voice and looking at me with puppy-dog eyes. "If I say no or stop, it does not really mean no; it just means I am choosing to resist you. But if I get too scared, I must say my first name. If I say my first name, you will stop and talk to me about what I need to feel safe and continue. If I really want to stop fast, I need to say, 'Dwain is done' or 'Dwain stop now' or something like that and then you will untie me fast and help me get myself back together."
To show how good you had done, I opened the curtain between this room and the next. You never knew if there was someone watching or not, but it did not matter. The thought of who might be there was enough to bring a grin to your face.
I ran the back of my hand gently from your right toe up the side of your leg and torso to your chin and back down the other side. You twisted toward my hand with your pelvis trying to rub yourself against me. I tormented you in this fashion, watching you writhe and twist, for a few minutes and then glanced toward the adjoining window.
You caught my glance and looked at me curiously. "Is there anyone in there today?"
"Would you like me to check" I toyed.
"Yes please," you said, knowing full well that if someone had slipped in there it was because they were part of the day's game.
I am focused here. This next couple minutes may be difficult for you. I know you have been curious but afraid of exploring yourself with a man, so I have set this all up very carefully to help you feel safe. I open the door to the viewing room and peek in as if I do not know what is there. I look at you with a cautious grin. "The person in there is naked and blindfolded."
"What is the point of that?" you ask.
"He says his master will let him listen but not watch today. He asked if he might be allowed to come in and sit in the corner to hear more clearly. The speakers are not nearly as good as being in the same room, he says." I watch you get tense, but you do not say no. I wait for nearly a minute to let you get used to the idea, watching you squirm nervously, but remain fully erect.
"Joel, give me your hand and I will lead you to the chair." The skinny young man sits in the chair and rests his hands on the armrests as he has been instructed, making no effort to hide his hardness from you view.
I return to the bed, grabbing your long braid and using it to tickle your ear while looking sweetly in your eyes. "Do you trust me?"