It was a warm September noon and it was back to school for me as well as everyone else in college. I intentionally arrived somewhat late so I wouldn't be the first one to sit down only for everyone else to avoid me since I already made that mistake last year. There was a seat available next to my crush, Miriam, a highly-intelligent cute girl who wasn't weeded out by the difficulty of Computer Science. I first knew Miriam last year from English I, where the professor sat us together for an icebreaker about misconceptions others tended to have about oneself.
Miriam told me that she wanted to have more friends but struggled despite her looks and style. Normally, this would have come across as a humble brag because I'm going to be honest - she was hot as fuck; but her tone wasn't smug, bitchy, or pretentious at all. She said that men tried to befriend her because they thought she was easy pussy but they would leave when she would monologue about something called carcinization and how evolution converged to create species with crab-like structures.
One time, she told me about how she met a man named Zachary. Well, Zachary approached her, he towered over her and knew this. He called her a sweet girl and asked what someone like her was doing in a Calculus class. She answered that she was fascinated by how STEM could reveal more and more, and the implications it had on things like building bridges, building towers, and nuclear energy to power a glorious society. I noticed that her eyes slightly teared up at the next part, but I don't think she wanted to reveal her sensitivity. She told me that the man laughed and said to come to his place for something that didn't need to progress because it was already perfected - sex of course!
Incidents like that made her hesitant to trust men's intentions, but it was her nature to see the best in everyone. She was a good girl at heart, but I knew I didn't stand a chance in the sausage fest that was a computer science classroom. Out of 35 students, only about 3 or 4 of them were women. I really did not want to bother her, especially now that I've heard so much online about how women are bombarded by male attention or how women hated creepy losers that got in their way.
I let someone else take the seat next to her. There was nothing that I needed much brain power for for today so I simply fantasized about Miriam. She had shoulder length dust blonde hair and a round-ish face despite her slim body. Her breasts were on the average side and her ass was around the same. She had the cutest small nose, high-set eyebrows with big almond eyes and long eyelashes. My favorite thing to fantasize with her was a life in the future where I come back from work and see her in her panties and on the couch, playing video games and inviting me over to play with her.
The fantasies vary after this point. Sometimes I beat her at the game and she looks at me deviously and lightly caresses the upper part of my pants with her index finger, making my dick tingle and start getting hard. She then puts her face near it and rubs it gently with the side of her head, it slowly getting bigger and bigger. When it's fully erect, she unzips my pants and admires my erection in my underwear and gently takes it off before grabbing it with her hands and guiding it into her mouth, giving me a blowjob. She bobs her head back and forth, licking my shaft and making me quiver in pleasure while rubbing my dick with her hands. In response, I give her headpats for being a good girl and feel my orgasm building up. I tell her I'm about to cum and she looks at my eyes while sucking.
At last, I moan, filling her mouth with my cum and she slowly stops rubbing my penis and gently takes her mouth out of it, still full of my cum. She opens her mouth and shows me what I did to her before closing it again and swallowing it down. We hug each other tightly and I give her time to rest her jaw, touching her breasts and pussy while she simply smiles without saying anything.
That's just one fantasy though, there's ones where we conquer the world as a couple, where we're pirates, where we're galactic invaders... and there's the kinky ones. Despite her open-minded demeanor, I don't think she'd like the idea of letting me see her use the toilet or wearing an adult diaper and shitting in it. It's okay though, it's already hard enough to find a wife, finding a wife that lets me see her most private and shameful bodily functions would be a nightmare. I don't know if it's better or worse that my most coveted sexual fantasy is technically possible - yet so out of reach. Some people have fantasies that are literally impossible in real life, I cannot imagine how I'd feel if I had something like that.
Damn. I went from horny to slightly sad. It's no big deal though, I'm used to it. Right now, the professor was explaining our syllabus and our course expectations, how we would expand our knowledge of C++, how we would learn the ethics of computer science, et.c. I picked this major because I like complex systems and want to understand them. I could even help code or code my own video game entirely one day. I don't know what it'd be about but I'm only 19, there's still plenty of time.
I noticed Miriam was squirming in her seat for some reason. She got up and quickly made an awkward dance to the door and closed it. Thankfully, the professor just explained that we are allowed to use our phones for this course at any time as long as we aren't distracting others. I started to text Miriam.
Me: What happened?
Miriam: Nothing, I don't want to be weird.
Me: What do you mean?
Miriam: I know sometimes people don't mind, but I was always raised to believe being explicit was weird and that people would think of me less because of it.
Me: Who cares what judgmental people think?
Miriam:... I shit my pants.
No. Fucking. Way. Fuuuuuck. I felt a rush towards my dick. I quickly flexed my leg muscles to make the boner go away in case I got called on.
Me: I'm so sorry, that must be embarrassing.
Miriam: Extremely.
Me: What will you do now?
Miriam: I don't know, I take transport here and my parents wouldn't want to bring pants for something so stupid. I shouldn't have eaten that apple pie.
Me: I have extra gym shorts in my locker but they're for men. Would that be fine?
Miriam: Anything but the shit stained shorts. Come downstairs and to the left and then go outside to the benches. I don't need anyone to smell this. Ugh, I'm so sorry. This is so embarrassing.
Me: Happens to the best of us.
I got up and made an exit. I saw some pretty girls chatting but my mission right now was to help Miriam. I made a right to the locker rooms and got some gym shorts. I followed Miriam's directions and located her, clutching her stomach and leaning forward.
"Archer! You're here," she said.
