Eyes closed, nose pressed against the wall, James Martinez stood in the corner, sobbing. Tears streamed down his face, and his pants bunched at his ankles, a makeshift restraint. He thought about how he got here. His bottom blistered a glowing red, swollen, with a tinge of purplish tinted bruises, welts raised in perfect stripes from the tops of his cheeks to the tops of his thighs. Perfectly executed strikes of the rattan cane.
God, I hate that thing,
he thought to himself but knew tonight, the punishment he endured was well deserved. If nothing else, his wife was efficient and effective at administering her corporal punishments. Often, he wondered, how had he gone from a former Army sergeant to a husband punished by his wife?
He could try to fool himself and say he didn't understand, but he did. Three years ago, his marriage was a shambles, and his wife headed out the door. He hadn't been the husband he should have been, and only one option would work for his wife, to make her stay. Clamping his eyes closed harder, he wanted nothing more than to rub the burning cheeks of his ass but knew if he did, and April caught him, or worse yet, he lied to her, the punishment he had just received would be nothing compared to what he would earn for that infraction. He thought back to the day he met her, and how much had changed for both of them. A positive change, not without its ups and downs, especially for James, he definitely learned the hard way.
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Staring down at one slightly scuffed sneaker, eighteen-year-old April Burgess listened to the incessant beep of the IV machine. Another bag empty. The rhythmic hiss of the ventilator almost enough to lull one to sleep, if not for the fact that a loved one lay supine and helpless in a bed, that steady sound keeping them alive. April had spent the better part of the day at the bedside of her grandmother, the woman responsible for raising her, the woman responsible for her being the respectful, mature young lady she had become. Under far more stress than any teen should have to deal with, April decided to head down to grab a bite to eat. It would give her a chance to collect her thoughts while her grandmother rested. Blindly walking through the line, she grabbed a prepackaged salad and a soda. As she scanned the bustling dining room, finding an empty table seemed a daunting task. Finally, someone stood up to leave. April swooped in and sat down before anyone else could grab the only open chair. That's when she saw him, three rows over.
A sandy-haired guy, great shape, she could see the muscles move under the tight t-shirt he wore. He appeared to be lost in thought, and she glanced away before he looked up, catching her staring at him. Picking at the plate in front of her, moving lettuce around without eating more than a few bites, April felt the warmth of tears as they filled her eyes, silently rolling down her cheeks. What she hadn't felt was muscle guy's eyes on her. April dabbed at her face with a napkin, her shoulders slumped with grief and heartache. Tired, the past three days had been spent going to her morning classes at the university, racing to the hospital to be by her grandmother's side, studying and working on assignments, sleep being a mere afterthought. When she raised her gaze to see the guy again, a sensation close to dismay hit her. April found the table occupied a cute little old couple trying to enjoy their lunch.
Figures,
she thought to herself. April gathered the scarcely touched salad and made her way to the nearest trash can. As she checked her phone for any texts or calls, she pushed the door, bumping into someone. Her breath hitched when she looked up into the dark chocolate eyes of muscle man.
"I'm sorry, I should have been paying attention," April stammered.
"It's all good, I could say the same about myself. I'm James," he said.
The corners of April's mouth lifted into a half-smile, it was all she could manage at the moment, "April."
"You here visiting someone?" James asked, then added, "Of course, you are. Most people don't hang out at the hospital for no reason."
"Yeah, my grandmother. She's not doing well." Damn it, April, hold it together. Fresh tears threatened. James watched her for a moment before saying anything. "I'm sorry. I hope everything will be okay for you...and, well, her too."
"Well, it was nice to meet you, but I better get going. I don't like to be gone too long."
"Understandable. Hey, you think you might want to grab a coffee sometime soon? Maybe help give you a mental break for a few minutes?"
April's heart did a little dance in her chest, for the first time since arriving at the hospital, she had a fleeting moment of happiness. "Sure, I'd like that."
James added her number to his phone and told her he would call the next day. April walked down the hall with a glimmer of hope.
When she reached her grandmother's room, April went to the side of the bed, leaned in and kissed her on the forehead. "Grandma, I think I met him. I'm going to marry him someday, and you're going to wake up so you can meet him, and dance at my wedding." Tears formed and fell once again. This time, they were tears of hope, tears of what was yet to come.
The following day, April kept her phone clamped in her hand waiting for James to call. As he said he would, he called her mid-afternoon. They arranged to meet at a little coffee shop around the corner from the hospital. A place close to where she needed to be, yet enough of a distance to provide a sense of escape.
James greeted April with a smile, but she sensed he wasn't happy. As the two sat in a quiet little corner, they talked about April's grandmother, what she was studying, and more small talk, but James never offered any information about himself. She found it oddly curious that a man would mention nothing about his life, so, she asked.
"What about you, James? What do you do for a living?"
James shifted his gaze out the window. He was quiet for several moments, and April began to feel awkward for asking. Then, he began to speak. "I was a sergeant in the Army. Serving my second tour in Afghanistan, I was injured, sent back to the states and just recently out on a medical discharge." His tone was soft-spoken and tense. "Now, I'm trying to find a job. Think I'm going to apply at the community college. Have to get something going for myself."