[There is violence in this story. Consensual violence. There is also a threesome, woman to woman sex and discovery. The women in this story like pain. If you don't want a story where a woman or women like pain, don't read this story. Pain can be a powerful fetish.]
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"Did I hear you correctly?" I asked.
"I'll say it a different way. All my life since I was in middle school I have felt attracted to other girls. I dated boys in high school because that's what all my friends did. I was more turned on seeing other girls changing clothes than in kissing boys or being with boys. I knew my Mom and Dad would freak if I did anything with another girl. So, I didn't." Kim was lying next to me in our bed. The last half an hour had been spent teasing her body and then eating her to a couple of orgasms
"And?"
"And, I married Javier while I was in college. I had two kids with him. The marriage didn't work very well and we got divorced. For financial reasons I got married again, to Mark. No kids with him, lots of arguments and lots of him screwing around on me. Then we met you two years ago. That helped us a lot."
"Mark's gone. How did I help?"
"Mark's gone because he's dying or has died. You know why he left. He left so I wouldn't watch him waste away and die." Tears formed in her eyes, but didn't fall this time. "You helped us see what love really looks like. We'd both been married before. We'd both said we loved other people. You showed us how to really be in love. Mark left because he loves me and he loves you too."
"Sometimes love hurts."
"I know. It hurt when he left. I thought he didn't love me. Now I understand better. I still wish he didn't go, but I know it was love that had him go. It was love that had him give me to you when he left."
"His idea. Your choice. You could have said no."
"I could have. I thought about it. I thought about jumping of a bridge."
"I'm glad you stayed."
"I think I might be hurting you now. I don't want to hurt you."
"Say it."
She came to me. Her slender frame folded nicely against me and she snuggled into me. She was quiet for a time, then spoke.
"I love you. I think I may be willing to face something about me that I've suppressed all my life. I don't want to get old and still wonder. Am I gay? Am I bi?"
"And?"
"And, I want to find out."
"With?"
"Sue. I'm not super attracted to her, but she is our closest lesbian friend and I think if I asked her to she would have sex with me."
"Why are you talking to me about having sex with Sue?"
"You're my husband. I love you. We have an agreement about sex. I won't cheat on you. Either we change the agreement or I don't do it. My integrity is that important."
"So, if I say no way you won't have sex with another woman? You'll stay with me and wonder for years what the answers are to your questions?"
"Probably. The pain of not knowing may get so hard to be with that I end our marriage so I can go find out. It's taken me forty-five years to get here. I have no idea how long it may take before I have to find out."
"You want my permission to bring Sue home and fuck her, have sex with her, in our bed?"
"No! Not here. Not in our bed. Maybe at her house, in her bed or in a hotel room."
"I appreciate you being willing to talk about it. The couple down the street didn't talk about sex and both of them cheated and gave each other STD's. What I want to ask is this, what happens if you have sex with Sue and it is what you fantasize it may be? Will you come home, pack up and move out? What is the possible up side of this for me?"
"I won't stop loving you. I don't love Sue. I won't come home and pack. I may want to include gay sex in my life but I won't shut you out. I love you."
"Ok. When do you propose to do this?"
"I need to talk to Sue. She might say no. She might not be interested in a skinny girl like me."
"And, if she's interested?"
"Maybe this weekend?"
"The whole weekend?"
"No. Friday night. Like we'd have dinner and I'd be home before midnight."
"You are serious? This isn't a fantasy?"
"Yes, I'm serious. Am I hurting you? Us?"
"Hurt? No. At least not yet. Do you like sex with me?"
"You are the best lover I've ever had. I enjoyed sex with Javier and with Mark but they never made me cum. I had to feel safe to cum. I feel safe with you. You make the stars explode!"
"Then you aren't a lesbian. Maybe bi, but not a lesbian. As long as you don't shut me out. As long as I'm still your husband, your partner, your best friend... go find out if you love women too."
She tilted her face to mine and kissed me with her entire body. It didn't take long and we again shared the physical intimacy together that we both enjoyed so much. We fell asleep after I filled her pussy with my contribution and she had cum three times.
In the morning, we changed the sheets and showered together before getting ready for work. When I dropped her off at work she leaned over and kissed me soundly.
That was Wednesday morning. At five-thirty that afternoon I stopped at the curb and Sue was waiting beside Kim. Kim opened the car door and Sue slid into the seat. Kim closed the door and I looked at Sue.
"Pull around the corner and park, would you please?" Sue said.
I did. I put the Mustang in Park and shut off the engine. I twisted so I faced Sue.
"Kim talked to me." Sue said.
"I figured she would."
"She invited us to have dinner, Friday night."
"And she invited herself to be dessert." I said.
"She told me this was Ok with you. I wanted to be sure."