As we sat sipping the tea my mother began to ask me questions. Such as, "when did you start to masturbate?"
"What was your first experience?"
By now I was feeling a lot more comfortable. After all, I wasn't being punished, in fact a bit catered to.
"I know you are still a bit embarrassed Vinny. Don't be. I am your mother and want only what is good for you. My first experience was seeing my uncle Will masturbate using panties. I was young and he was staying overnight to help my dad with some work on the next Sunday. I got up to go to the bathroom and passed the guest room. The light was on and I heard moaning so I looked in to see if he was all right. What I saw was a big surprise. Will was masturbating with a pair of my mothers panties wrapped around his penis. I looked in just as he was having his orgasm.
I knew about boys and masturbation. The girls at school all talked about it. How some saw their brothers, even some saw their fathers. There was my friend, Sue, who even said she had helped her brother masturbate and when he did this white stuff just shot out of his penis. It was all very exciting. I never thought I would see anything like that. My brother was 5 years older and gone so I never had the chance. And your grandfather was a very private man. But, after that, I was just so excited. I knew how babies were made, but never thought that I would be involved. That just how young girls are. Or, at least I was. Most of my friends were a lot more knowledgeable. I just couldn't wait to tell all the girls at school on Monday.
So, on Monday at lunch I told them all about my experience. Sue even suggested that the next time he was over that I should help him. Men are so different than girls, she said. They have to "jack off" to relieve the pressure that builds up. She knows all about that because of her brother. He tells her all this stuff and she relates how much fun it is to "jack" him off. How his penis grows even stiffer and begins to bulge just before he cums.
Well, I was getting pretty excited about all this and didn't know what to do. The girls all talked about the different ways they would sometimes masturbate. Jane even suggested that I wear Will's boxers and rub myself. To get off.
I'm telling you all this so you will know that what you are doing is natural. When I met your father I started to masturbate him on dates so he wouldn't go home with "blue balls". I did this for many years just to give him pleasure. He also likes to have me watch him. So, I will watch you if you like. That way you won't have to go around in a constant state of frustration. It will calm you down a lot, I think.
I do understand what a young man goes through. So, anytime you want you just put on my clothes and masturbate. I'll even masturbate in some panties to make them smell a little more like a woman for you.
"How's that for you, Vinny?"