Time is a construct that the best physicists don't even bother putting in their equations as it is so relative to our world. It expands, shrinks, stops, speeds up all in accordance with where we are in its grasp. And as our lives are a series of moments one after the other, if you're in a situation that causes you discomfort, you but only need to wait for the next moment, or the next, or the next and your place in time will invariably change. As the crop came down on my flesh for the sixth or seventh time on my welted flesh I cried out and prayed for this time to be over, but also for it to never end. I wanted time to both speed up and stop.
Dina came to my apartment later than usual, at midnight. She told me "she had something to deal with" and breezed past me and into my bedroom. She was wearing a very, very sexy outfit to which my cock responded immediately. Short skirt with high boots and she smelled different. Not bad, just different. Whereas she usually smelled of flowers and freshness, she smelled somehow more ... musty. Almost sweaty. As though she ran here.
"Come on in here. We have work to do." She said with force.
I entered my bedroom. "Take off all your clothes and lie on the bed. Face down."
I did as instructed while she took the crop off the back of my door swishing it through the air several times.
I lay on the bed and gripped the sheets waiting for the inevitable.
"Do you know why I was late tonight?" And with that question came the first slick to my ass. I cried out.
She paused for a moment and hit me again. Harder.
"That wasn't fucking rhetorical." And then the crop came down again. I screamed into my pillow.
"No! I don't know why."
"I was letting my boyfriend cum inside me." She hit me again, but the pain of the crop was lessened by her words. I was jealous and hurt and the physical discomfort was overshadowed by thinking about someone fucking her pussy. The pussy I loved. I was in pain inside and out. Time stopped for a moment.
She hit me again. Hard. The sting of crop bringing me from my thoughts to the real world and time moved again.
"I rushed over here to tell you all about. After, of course, he left." She hit me again and my heart beat faster realizing she was going to tell me every sordid detail while she beat me. "We fooled around for a while. He's a great kisser. On the couch. You remember my couch?" The crop came down and I had to close my eyes from the torment of remembering that couch we had shared so many memories on now the place where she was forging new moments with another. "I got on the floor and sucked his thick cock. Slowly. He's thicker than you. Really stretches my mouth and pussy."
I gripped the pillow as another strike made me cry out. The idea of her enjoying another man over me in the basest terms hurt the most. On an atavistic level that cuts so deep. Caveman deep. "I teased his cock with my lips. Making sure he watched me. Took him all the way in to his balls. I sucked his cock for 20 minutes. Keeping him on the edge. You remember when I used to do that to you? How crazy it made you?" I did and my cock was now raging and the pain to my ass was almost unbearable.
When we separated, I never thought I would have to think about these things. They were in the past. Now I was being forced to go back in time and think about all the wonderful things she used to do to me, but with someone else. Like breaking up with your roommate and having to hear them fuck their new boyfriend. But with me, the jealousy only made me hungrier.
"I made him take a photo of me sucking his cock. He took a video instead. It's a solid 40 seconds of some of my best work. I'm going to send it to you from the cab on my way home. I really feel like making you fucking suffer tonight."
The crop came down again.
"Then I rode him. Your favorite position. I took his cock in me and played with his nipples and told him to not cum."
I found myself grinding into the bed for relief.
"NO!" She cried out and hit me with a series of blows to my ass. "This isn't for you to get off on, you fucking dog!"
I lay still, my cock throbbing in its cage.
"He tried to hold off for as long as he could, but once I started fucking him real slow, really letting him feel the grip of my pussy riding him and the gently flicks to his nipples and my tongue in his mouth, licking and biting his lips. Well, you remember. He came so hard in me."
My stomach dropped farther than I thought it could. I was being crushed and the weight was pushing me further into myself and my pain of loss, regret, and jealousy.