It wasn't intended. It wasn't a conscious decision. Hell, it wasn't even a curiosity or a fantasy of mine. It just happened.
I was a product of the 21st century. I grew up on the internet, Facebook, Twitter, and several other types of social media. Therefore, by the time I went off to college, I was somewhat desensitized to certain thingsβsex not least among them.
Growing up in a home without a mom, but with just my dad and older brother was challenging. But that just seemed to desensitize me even more. Dad tried his best to insulate me from Brian's shenanigans, but he was a year older than me and quite the jokester.
I had to get used to him strutting around the house in his tidy-whities with his boner obvious, or even worse, him walking naked from his room to the bathroom with it waving proudly in front of him. When he'd see me, he'd laugh, grab his boner and wave it all around, "Come and get it." That was just Brian. I'd roll my eyes and shake my head.
* * * * *
One night, I was in my dorm room at UT Austin, and chatting in a local Dallas chat room on the internet. A guy named 'DifferentStrokes' sent me a private message that read, "I have something you'll probably want to see."
I laughed out loud. I found it funny that every guy in the chat room automatically assumed I'd like to watch them jerk off. I contributed some of that to the picture I'd posted on my profile. I wasn't nude in that picture by any means, but it was a rather sexy picture. I was in a silk tank top, braless, and with more than a little hint of my D cup tits showing.
"Thanks, but I don't care to see you jerk off. I get dozens of offers like that every night." Which was true.
"That wasn't what I was offering to let you see."
Okay, so now he had my curiosity piqued. "Give me a hint."
"Oh no. I won't do that. Watch and you'll find out."
I couldn't imagine what he wanted to show me, so 'what the hell', I clicked on his cam icon, fully expecting to see him jerking off, despite his denials. If that was the case, I'd just close his video. It wouldn't scar me for life.
Sure enough, when his video image came into focus, he was standing naked in his bathroom facing his bathtub. And, as I suspected, he had his hand around his hard dick. But just as I was about to close his video, I noticed something different about what he was doing. He wasn't jerking off 'exactly', even though his actions were similar to that. With every upstroke of his hand, a stream of pee shot out of his dick and splashed onto the wall behind his tub.
After several such spurts, he stopped stroking his rather impressive dick and removed his hand. There was a stream of pee arching high in the air, almost straight up. I had to laugh as I closed his video, 'THAT was different'.
*****
I was yawning, so I crawled into bed and turned off the light. I giggled again while struggling to get the image of that guy out of my head.
I'd finally managed to slip off to sleep when Angie, my roommate came in. I was surprised to see her. It was Friday night, and she usually spent all weekend at her boyfriend's house off campus.
"Sorry." She said when she saw me stir. "I was trying to be quiet."
"That's okay. I wasn't really asleep anyway." I lied to make her feel better.
"So, what were you doing all evening while I was getting plowed from behind until I couldn't take anymore? Oh wait! Don't tell me. You spent the evening in the Dallas chat room watching some cowboy jack off."
I chuckled, "Not exactly, but close enough."
She rolled her eyes as she reached behind her and unclasped her bra, tossing it over the back of the chair. Damn she had huge tits. They sagged though, so I was glad mine weren't that big. "Well, if it got you all hot and bothered," She said as she stepped out of her panties, "You're going to have to take care of yourself. I'm beat. I'm going to take a shower and crash."
Angie was one of the most sexual people I'd ever met. She had an awesome body with DD tits that looked WAY too big for her slender body. She was bisexual, and even though I was straight, I wasn't opposed to fooling around with her when we were both too horny to sleep. She had an incredibly talented tongue that never failed to get me off several times.
I'd even seriously considered taking her up on her many offers for me to join her with her boyfriend. I probably would have, if I thought there was a chance I could come away from it still a virgin. I wouldn't mind giving Greg a blowjob, which would be my first, and letting him eat my pussy, but I knew there was little chance of keeping things limited to that.
That would be, after all, the best of both worlds in my opinion. I could 'dabble' a little with sex without doing the whole 'dating' thing and putting up with a horny boy pressuring me to do more, and even worse, branding me as his girlfriend and pestering me to go out all the time. I was definitely not in college to get a 'MRS Degree'. I was eventually going to become a lawyer, and that meant maintaining the best possible grade point average I could. I couldn't afford any distractions. Sex would just have to wait.
*****
The next morning, Angie was still asleep, so I tried to be quiet as I got up to pee. We kept the room fairly cool at night, so I grabbed my laptop and crawled back into bed.
After logging in, I went straight to the Dallas chat room. 'DifferentStrokes' name was in the list of people in the chat room. I giggled when I remembered the show he'd given me the night before, but I resisted the urge to message him.
After several minutes of saying "Hi" to the regulars, I saw a message pop up from DifferentStrokes. "Let me know in advance if you want to see a repeat performance."
I giggled and then typed my reply, "I didn't think guys could do that."
"LOL, it gets easier with practice."
"Do you practice that a lot?" I asked him.
"Only a couple times a day. You can always come over and watch in person, you know."
"I'm at college in Austin. I won't be back in Dallas until Summer Break."
"I can wait."
"I have to warn you: I'm a virgin, and I plan to stay that way."
"Hum, that's too bad, but I'm not opposed to a blowjob, or even a handjob. Is that possible? After all, if you're here, it's going to be your job to get me hard enough to show you what you want to see."
"LOL, it looked to me like you did just fine on your own, or was there someone off camera I couldn't see?"
"No, I had to do it myself, but that's not my first choice. I also had to take care of 'things' myself after the show, and that's not my first choice either."
"Poor baby. Lol."
"So, are you going to come over and watch in person this summer?"
"I'll think about it."
"Okay, just so you know, I'm going to turn my cam on this afternoon and do an encore."
"What time?"
"Let's say two."
"I'll see how my day goes." And then I closed the message box and logged out.
FUCK Tina, what the hell was that all about? Why do you want to see that again? Are you really that perverted or kinky or whatever? Or are you just horny?
I closed my laptop, lay back and slid my hand inside my panties. A few seconds later, I was moaning and bucking my hips. I must have been louder than I intended, "Need some help with that?" Angie asked from across the room.
I'd already given myself a preliminary orgasm and was building toward a better one, "Sure, if you don't mind."
She giggled, "I need to pee. I'll be right back. You get naked."
A minute later, I was pulling on my nipples roughly while my roommate licked my pussy. It didn't take her long to give me a mind-blowing orgasm. "Oh Fuck!" I moaned out as I arched my back and thrust my hips up to smash my pussy to her face harder, pinching and pulling my nipples to the blissfully painful point.
Angie was laughing as she got up and walked back to her own bed, "That was fast."
"You need me to-"