An Easy Challenge Or Is It

This is a completely true story, with small liberties taken to protect my identity and location.

I've been teasing myself for about a week now, which is the longest I've ever gone without accidentally cumming. I can't even ruin; I can't bear to take my own hand away. But recently something just... clicked. I'm able to get myself really worked up, just at the base of the peak of my orgasm, and I stop there instead of trying to stop just before the crest.

So, anyways. Tonight, I decided to spend the evening having some fun. I spent a good, long time rereading some of my favorite erotica while gently caressing my nipples, which are highly sensitive and seem to be connected directly to my clit. When I'm intensely aroused, I can cum just from nipple stimulation.

After a little while, I was ready to be teased for real. I browsed through my links of web teases when one of them caught my eye, and my pussy pulsed in response. It was an omorashi tease, one that has you drink water and then masturbate, lather rinse repeat, until you either pee yourself, have a ruined orgasm, or "win" the tease.

That was when I had my great idea.

I challenged myself to win the tease... and then some. You see, I had a fantasy. I wanted to be "forced" to wear a diaper and then made to soil myself in public. I wanted to be humiliated, wondering if anyone could tell that I was soaked in my own urine. I wanted to be teased and denied until I was so crazy with need that I would do anything just to cum.

I decided that, once I'd beaten the tease, I would drink one more glass of water for good measure. Then I would go out for a walk wearing my remote controlled vibrating egg, a diaper, a pair of leggings to catch any possible leakage, and a thin shirt through which if you looked closely enough, you could tell my nipples were clamped underneath. I would find a dark corner somewhere and edge myself just by rubbing my nipples, then I would empty my bladder before walking home. I wasn't allowed to pee before I edged, and I wasn't allowed to go home without fully emptying my bladder.

By the time I won the tease, my bladder was already stretched to beyond full. I took a few more sips of water, but I couldn't bring myself to finish the full glass since my bladder was already screaming for release.

I'd been edging myself for hours, and I was pretty sure I could beat my own challenge pretty easily. Since I had never done anything like this before, I told myself that I only had to edge one time before I was allowed to pee. When I got home, I would take a shower to clean myself up, freshly shave my cunt and legs, and edge one more time before bed.

And then, I told myself, no cumming tonight.

I was so certain that this challenge would be easy... boy, was I wrong. I live in a neighborhood that is fairly densely populated. So every time I found what I thought was a dark corner or a place hidden by trees and shadows, I would pause and begin rubbing my nipples though my thin shirt. And every time, I got closer and closer to edging before quickly dropping my hands when I was suddenly illumined by car lights, or a bicycle went by, or I would hear laughter from a nearby balcony. Adding to my frustration was the fact that the vibrating egg had lost connection from the remote control. The entire time I was out, it vibrated on and off completely randomly. Not gonna lie, it was a happy accident - it drove me absolutely wild.

Eventually I gave up on fully edging and decided that, as punishment, I would humiliate myself as much as I dared: I would walk to a more public area and fill my diaper in public. So, while I wasn't brave enough to go inside the 24-hour 7-11 down the road from my house, I did wander towards it. There was a couple sitting outside on the sidewalk, arguing.

This was it. It was time. Now or never.

I let go and filled my diaper. The pressure on my bladder eased. After a moment, I wondered if I was leaking through, but I told myself that the diaper was meant for adults and tried not to worry. I could feel the warmth spreading through my sex, my butt, my belly, my...thighs...

Wait. Thighs?!

Shit. Shit shit shit shit. I squeezed my muscles to stop the flow, realizing that I had gotten more than I'd bargained for. I finally allowed myself to look down, and saw a streak of liquid still falling from my crotch area even though I'd stopped peeing.

I was MORTIFIED. Holy shit. What if my neighbor saw me? I panicked, suddenly remembering that my neighbor smoked outside, and if he were out there at just the right moment, I would have to walk right past him.

I forced myself to take a deep breath, squeezing my legs together and catching the stream of urine with my leggings. I was horrified with myself. I forced myself to walk slowly away, so as not to draw any more attention to myself than was necessary. I took a chance and glanced at the couple casually as I slowly meandered away, my urine-soaked diaper squishing around m with every movement. Thankfully, there was a dark corner just a few paces away. I went as quickly as I dared, terrified that the diaper would start leaking again.

I'd already gotten much more than I'd bargained for, and my pussy was on fire. Humiliated as I was, I decided that I wanted to finish the challenge. I stood in that corner and peed more, just a little at a time, waiting for my leggings to soak it all up and willing my bladder to just be FINISHED already! Twice, I went completely still and heard my breath while complete strangers walked past me less than five feet away. After the second stranger, and after releasing most of my bladder, I lost my nerve and decided to allow myself to go home without completely finishing.

In order to get home, I had to walk over a narrow bridge. Unfortunately, the lights over the bridge are blinding, "for safety" of course. If anyone else decided to cross the bridge, they'd have to both turn sideways and slide past each other. I hurried through, praying that wouldn't happen.

I got lucky though, and I was able to make it the rest of the way home without anyone seeing me (that I noticed). As soon as I got home, I headed straight for the shower, where I climbed in fully clothes and finished releasing the rest of my bladder. There was still quite a bit left, and I was relieved that I had come home to finish. Then I followed up on my promise to shave my cunt and legs.

As a punishment for failing both of my tasks, I have decided to try and sleep with both the vibrating egg and my smallest butt plug. I've edged my hungry clitty twice now, then slapped it 10-15 times with a rubber paddle. When I edge, I say aloud, "I'm a dirty slut and I don't deserve to cum." I'm going to edge one more time and then go to sleep... if I can... tomorrow is another day.