"How you doing with your...." The postman started before tilting his head down towards Curt's wheelchair and lack of legs while Curt signed the postal form for a registered letter.
"Just great." He handed the clipboard back and stuffed the envelope between his hip and the side of the chair.
The postman looked him over a few more times. "The misses' been bugging me for the past weeks since she saw you and your lady friend ... Patty? Yeah, since she saw you two. Damnedest thing, she's all afire about her legs now." He muttered something Curt didn't understand and didn't ask to hear again. "I wish your lady friend would talk to her. I just don't know what to tell her."
Curt looked up at the man, probably in his forties, as he shifted between feet and the large mailbag pulled one shoulder lower than the other, his hand rubbing his chin then tugging at an earlobe.
"What seems to be the problem?"
"Damn if I know ... something about not wanting them. Guess she's seen others at the mall. Almost like a plague. She's after me all the time 'bout how she's always wanted them gone. I never knew. Have her talk to Wanda, will ya?"
"Sure. Curt pulled a card out of his wallet and held it up to the man. "Have your wife call and we'll find a time."
"Damnedest thing...." He kept shaking his head and muttering as he walked back out to the truck idling in the rutted drive.
Curt watched for a while until the truck turned around then he rolled into the house. "It's here!" he yelled.
Patty rolled out of the kitchen and towards him. "What?"
"A registered letter from the courthouse." He handed the envelope to her."
"About time," she mumbled as she opened the envelope and unfolded the papers. "The divorce decree," she said, waving them in the air.
"So, now will you marry me?" The front of their wheelchairs banged together and he leaned forward kissing her.
"Not like this is going to change anything," she complained backing her chair away.
"No, it won't ... now you won't be a hussy." He laughed and rolled down the hall to his study.
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Paul stood beside the hospital bed watching Jean sleeping. Jack and Thelma stood at the foot of the bed. "She looks good," Paul said. The remaining portion of her arm amputated, now both arms were completely gone. "She'll be happier this way."
"I don't think Mom was ever content with the arm ending just above the elbow," Jack said. "Did you call Amy?"
"Yes. It was too bad your sister couldn't be here. She's happy with just the one arm."
Robert wore his white doctor's coat, a stethoscope around his neck, and carried a clipboard as he strolled into the room and looked at his nephew. "She did just fine in surgery."
"You do a good job," Thelma said, and then scratched at the end of her own leg stump.
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Slightly older than Patty, Wanda was, at best, plain. Her hair hung straight down the sides of her face. She wore a dress that hid all of her shape and ended below the knees. Patty guessed she wasn't overweight, but it was hard to know. There was no makeup, not even lipstick. They sat on the deck facing the woods behind Curt's house. She thought it strange she still considered it 'his' house, but that was changing.
"I always wondered what this looked like," Wanda said. She stared a moment longer. "I drive past your house all the time ... and wonder." The woman looked at Patty. "I'm not crazy. I went to graduate school to study psychology. I'm even a licensed clinical psychologist. Guess I was trying to find out why I felt the way I did." She stopped and looked again at the trees, then Patty. "About my legs."
"Did you ever find out why?"
"No, never did. Then I decided it didn't matter. What about you?"
"I didn't like my legs, the way the looked ... knobby knees and other things."
"How about Curt?"
"Pretty much the same thing. I don't think that is common amongst 'us'." It was clear to both women she meant all the people that desired to have amputations.
"I used to bind them up at night and try to stop the circulation. It was always too painful. It eventually got all tangled up in my sexuality. I was almost frigid without them bound. I had only one boyfriend back then. Told him 'bout it. He thought I was a bit of a freak. Back then; everyone was a bit of a freak, so it was okay to him. We screwed like bunnies ... for about a year. There wasn't anyone else, not until I met Grant. By then, I was too scared to tell him. Then I saw you and Curt at the market. It all came unraveled for me."
"What do you want?"
"To be like you. Oh, maybe longer stumps would be okay. I don't want to walk with prosthetics. Being in a chair is a dream ... without legs."
"Grant doesn't seem to understand," Patty said.
"Nope, he doesn't at all. I've tried to explain it isn't about him, ... that it's something in me that's been there forever. I studied this and I just don't believe there's a way to cure myself without the surgery." Her mouth now moved without a sound. Tears began to drip along her face and she wiped at them. "If he left me, I'd understand. I'd still go ahead. It's that important. I'm surprised I've lasted this long."
"He's your husband. You need to work this out. He loves you ... right?"
"Yeah-h," she drawled though the sobs. "He's a good man, not much of a lover ... he was at the start. Maybe I don't...." She continued to sob and futilely wipe at the tears. "He probably won't want to sleep in the same bed...." She grew silent and stare at the trees then the clouds. After a few moments of silence, she stood and walked towards the door. Patty followed. "Thanks for your time," Wanda meekly said. She pushed though the door and out into the driveway before looking back. A hand dragged over her cheek and wiped it dry on her dress.
"Listen Wanda, would you want Curt to talk to him? Maybe a little guy talk would help."
Wanda spoke though the sobs. "Some nights he hangs out at Max's saloon ... rather than be with me." Patty could hear the sobs until the car door closed.
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Patty sat silently in the doorway of the study and watched Curt typing, his back to her. She was about to roll away when he caught her reflection in the monitor.
"Hey darling." He noticed her crying and wiping at the tears. "Must have been a rough conversation."
"I just had to make sure you know how much I love everything about you." She rolled beside his wheelchair and hugged him. Her tears leaving a growing wet spot on his shirt. He said nothing and just hugged her back for several minutes.