"It was with a guy back in college." Aimee already knows that I'm bisexual, so this shouldn't be very surprising for her. I continue, "Jake. He was a typical White frat boy alpha male at our mediocre state university: tall, chiseled, arrogant, racist, and stupid. He used to call me Jihad Tranny."
"What?! I get the jihad part, because you're Middle Eastern, but why tranny?"
"Because he's fucking stupid! The dorms at our university were from the '50s, and they still had communal showers. Most of us just stared at the wall while we showered to avoid looking at anyone else, and we got out as quickly as we could, but frat douches like Jake always wanted to swing their big dicks around and compare. Jake saw me in the shower, and he thought I was on hormones because of how big my chest is and how small my penis is."
"Hahaha!! You do have weirdly big boobs, even for an overweight guy. Is your penis really that small though? I think Jake was on to something! Maybe your feminine body is nature's way of telling you who you were really meant to be! Maybe that's why it's so comforting to do girl-talk with you!" My hot friend Aimee is genuinely enjoying herself laughing at my big tits and small penis. This is why I didn't want to tell her this story-I'm going to die of embarrassment! But I also kind of secretly enjoyed telling her too.
"Ahem. Anyway, it was mostly just him calling me names, until one instance in the showers. I was in there by myself and was just about to leave when Jake and his frat boy posse walked in together. I stared at the wall and tried to ignore them, but I guess Jake thought he could earn some douchebag cred with his buddies if he humiliated me in front of them. He grabbed my arms from behind and dragged me out in the open, facing me towards his friends, and shouts 'Hey guys, there's a girl in the boy's shower!' He's standing behind me and I can feel his huge dick pressing against my lower back and the top of my ass. His friends, five hot White douchebag frat guys with ripped bodies and big dicks hanging down to their mid-thighs, all looking at me and laughing. I remember one guy making a groping motion like he was fondling my tits. Another guy was making the pinching small penis sign with his hand. I couldn't help it under those circumstancesβI got an erection. Jake pushed me away from him, saying 'get away from me, shitskin faggot!' The other guys were shouting 'get out of here sissy faggot!' at me as I ran out of the showers."
"After that day, more and more people started calling me gay slurs, I guess to fit in with the frat douches. I was forced to come out as bisexual. If I didn't, everyone would have assumed I was gay, and I wouldn't have had any chance with women for the rest of college, not that I had any chance anyway. My roommate requested another room. Since no one was willing to swap with him, he got a new room to himself. The dorm advisors blamed me for not listing my sexuality properly on the paperwork, so they made me pay for his new room."
"Oh my god, that's awful!" Aimee holds my hand and gives me a look of earnest sympathy. My heart palpitates.
"It really wasn't all bad. There were a lot of bigots, but I had allies too, and I ended up making some true friends with the other LGBT students. Plus, I now had my dorm room to myself." There really were a lot of ups and downs during my college days.
"Being out and losing my roommate both led to my experience with Jake. One night, Jake barges into my dorm completely unexpected, drunk out of his mind, holding a bottle of sex lube. He says, 'Hey, Jihad Tranny! You like my big White dick, don't you, sissy boy?' He pulled his clothes off, then he grabbed me and tore my clothes off too. I made feeble attempts to push him away and tell him to get out, but I knew there was no way I could stop him. He started spanking my ass, and I got hard immediately. Jake starts laughing, 'Hahaha, look, your big tranny tits jiggle when I spank your fat ass! You got excited from that? You've been waiting for me to conquer your brown ass with my White cock, haven't you?' He shoved me over my bed, pushing my face firmly into a pillow so I couldn't scream even if I wanted to. I feel him pouring lube on my boi pussy, and he's rubbing it in with the tip of his dick. He plunged it in very suddenly, all the way in, and I wasn't ready for it. I couldn't stop myself from moaning loudly into the pillow, sounding like a female pornstar. I had fingered myself before, but I'd never had anything as huge as Jake's 8-inch cock jammed into me. He got really excited from hearing me moan. I could feel his dick swelling even more inside me. He says, 'That's right, you love my White cock, don't you, she-male? You sound just like a woman! You should change your name to a girl name. You shitskins need to assimilate-I'll give you a white girl name. You're Kaylee from now on.'"
Aimee seems really engrossed in the story for some reason. "Holy shit, I can't believe that happened! You got fucked by him?! And I can totally imagine a racist White guy saying that about your name. I think White guys think me having a Western name means that I'll be more subservient towards them."
"Yeah, they think they're the masters of the universe, and in some ways that White supremacy has been internalized in all of us." I remarked.
"Yeah, yeah, tell the rest of the story!" Aimee really wants me to continue. It's odd, but I feel really validated having her listen to me so intently. Her body language has been a little strange though for the past few minutes.
"He kept holding my head down while he slammed me from behind. He was spanking me and calling me things like 'sandnigger sissy' and 'Taliban t-girl' while he deep-dicked me. My little dick rubbed against the mattress each time his pelvis slammed into me. He said 'Kaylee, you're such a White cock slut!' and I squirted against the edge of the bed, but he kept going with no sign of stopping."
"Oh, oh fuck! Uh, I get really turned on when Brad calls me 'White cock slut' too!" Aimee looks really fidgety for some reason, and she keeps biting her lower lip.
"Jake fucked me for so long that I came four times, and I was moaning like a bitch the entire time. I can't forget how slimy it felt having all my cum on the mattress rubbing against my genitals and thighs. When he finally came, he jammed his dick all the way in and held it there while he unloaded. My lower body quivered while he filled me up. He pulled his dick out except for the tip and kept shooting his cum, topping me off. I thought he was done, but he flipped me over onto my back and started jacking off even more cum onto my face. My eyes were closed, and after about 10 seconds the cum was so thick on my face that I couldn't feel whether he was still going or not. I kept laying there on my back, dazed, cum seeping out of my ass, face heavy with goo. I feel him slap the tip of his cock against my cheek; it made a sticky sound as it splashed against the cum. I guess he was milking out the last few squirts. He said, 'Wow Kaylee, you're such a cum dumpster!' I heard him climb up onto the bed next to me. He lifted up the back of my head a little, and then I heard the sound of a camera shutter. My eyes were still closed, but I found out later it was my phone he used to take a selfie with. He took a photo of me laying there covered with cum, his huge dick hanging next to my face, his ripped abs and muscular chest visible behind me."
"I went to the adult toy store the very next day to buy an 8-inch dong, the same size as his. I still use it every day to this day, fucking myself and spanking myself while I look at that picture. Jake was the biggest douchebag in the world, and I fucking hate him, but nothing has ever turned me on more than getting fucked by his huge, dumb, White cock."
Aimee lets out a wail. "Ah, ah, fuck!"
"What the..." I look under the table, and sure enough, I see Aimee with her hand in her pants.