Waking up the next morning, I was still a bit out of it. It wasn't as much the blow job that was the traumatic experience as much as the whole evening. It had mostly been a great deal of fun. There were just these things about Kim that irked me. Like how she pushed, for example. Or that she didn't even react in any way when Linda kissed me. And thinking back to that kiss, and most of the Linda-stuff, I had to think that yesterday's successes were mostly due to her, to Linda.
And how she kissed me. It was a hunger I had never felt before. And even when she was in the midst of being an aggressive, dominant lover, she was able to communicate with me and try to make me feel better throughout. Why was it so that Linda was the one who took care of my well-being when neither Kim nor I did? I felt guilty, sure, but even still...
As I looked at my wife and my... new friend... sleeping peacefully beside me, I couldn't help but think that there was something wrong with me. Maybe I was just overthinking all of this. I had half a mind to even call Amanda, just to have someone to talk with who wasn't in this weird mix-up. Someone to get some advice from.
I rolled out of bed, and as quietly as I could, snuck to the bathroom. After a quick wash and a few splashes of cold water to wake up, I made my way out to the kitchen. As I stood there, making myself a cup of coffee, I could feel Kim's presence enter the room.
"Good morning," she said.
"Morning," I said without turning around.
"Last night was a lot of fun," Kim said. I wanted to say something, but again, we were going to be stuck here at the lodge for another week or so. I tried to convince myself it was just an overreaction on my part. It probably was. The more I thought about what had happened, the more thrilled I was about perhaps a repeat. However, by now, it was hard to discern which part I wanted a repeat of. It was all a bit fuzzy and I felt a bit numb. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing," I said, looking back at her. "I'm just a bit out of it, I guess."
"You do look like you're in deep thought," Kim said. "You can always talk to me about whatever. I'm your wife, after all, Josh."
"I know," I said, not knowing how to express it. "I just..."
"It's okay," Kim said, pulling me into her embrace. "It's all a bit weird, but we're all young and dumb and horny."
I couldn't help but smile at that.
"You're right," I said, giving her a kiss. "I'm probably just overthinking it."
"You can talk to me," Kim reiterated. She gave my shoulder a gentle squeeze. It was odd that it was weird that my wife showed me affection like this. It was always debauched sexual stuff. I then felt guilty for even thinking that way.
"Yeah. I just want to get on with the day, honestly," I said.
"Go wake Luna, then. That girl goes into hibernation anytime she hits the pillow," Kim said, chuckling.
I felt kind of dirty talking like nothing was wrong. I still couldn't help but feel a bit violated. Linda too, for that matter. She never asked for this to happen to her, for me to... suck... her cock. Linda did say she hoped for it, but perhaps under different circumstances. I wondered what she meant by that.
"Luna," Kim reminded me.
"Right," shaking it off before leaving the kitchen to go find her. I found Luna's door open and peeked in. "Luna, time to wake up!"
I looked inside, seeing her sleeping form on the bed. A bear in hibernation indeed. I walked up to the bed, but instead of waking up, I sat down on the bed and sort of just sat there for a moment, alone with my thoughts for a bit.
But I did actually want to get on with my day. I looked over at her. Luna was wearing nothing but a black thong and her bra, but I didn't feel bothered by that. We had always been quite comfortable around one another, and even more so lately I guess.
I then grabbed the blanket and quickly yanked it off the few parts that still covered her, making her roll on her side and grab for the blanket.
"Wake up, you lazy fuck!" I chuckled.
"Fuck off," Luna murmured, rolling over, but I rolled her back. "Josh... get the fuck out."
"That's no way to talk to your brother," I said, grabbing her pillow and yanking it from under her head.
"It sure the fuck is!" Luna complained, trying to get the pillow back. And by trying, I mean she launched herself forward and slammed her forehead into my chest. "Fuck!"
"You're so dumb," I said, ruffling her hair. She looked up at me, squinting at me through the morning sun, but then she broke out into a smile.
"I know I am, but what are you?" Luna said, and she playfully slammed her elbow into my ribs. "Get out, you fuck. I'm almost naked."
"Don't act like I haven't seen it before," I chuckled.
"True," Luna said, getting up from bed.
I stayed seated for a moment, just watching her get dressed. I mean, it was still sort of early, and I was still half asleep, so I just halfway laid there against the wall. It was Luna's bed, but it smelled pretty nice. Feminine and sweet. Pleasant.
"I thought we were getting up," Luna said, poking at my stomach with her finger.
"I'm up," I said. "I'm just... enjoying the view," I teased.
"Yuck," Luna said, poking her tongue at me. "I want you to join me sledding. Linda and Kim got all the mule fun yesterday, so today I want you to be a darling big brother and sled with me, then drag me back up at full throttle."
"You know what, Luna, I might be able to do just that!" I said as if she was asking me to run to the store.
Leaving Luna to get properly dressed, I headed to help Kim set the table for breakfast. Linda soon joined us, giving me an apologetic smile. In the light of a good morning, and with three pretty girls smiling and chatting, I felt my whole world lift up. I guess I had experienced a bit of melancholy, but I was starting to feel much better. Linda even leaned up to give me a quick peck on the cheek, which earned me an unreadable look from Kim.
"Wait, what happened last night?" Luna asked. "Did I miss out on something?"
"Don't get so drunk and you won't miss out on the fun," Kim smiled.
"Fuck that," Luna said, grabbing the OJ. She didn't really pry other than that. She was a lot more interested in what to do today. The weather was just perfect, so it would be a shame not to use it.
"Luna wants to sled," I said, looking at Kim. Kim then exchanged a look with Linda. Luna then looked between the two of them.
"Fuck you two, you fucked, didn't you?" Luna said, then looked at me. "You okay with this?"
Linda and Kim at least had the decency to blush. Luna threw her hands in the air.
"I'm getting left out?" Luna complained. "Come on, Josh. Let's go do some motherfucking sledding." And thus she stormed off.