Annie and I hit a long rough patch in our marriage. Arguments, fights, just drama. We separated and still lived together while she made arrangements to move to another state, and got along better as just "roommates" than we had in a long time as a couple.
One night her and I were hanging out and actually getting along well. We kept rolling and smoking blunt after blunt and she was drinking wine and I was drinking whiskey and Coke. I had told her a few days previous about my desire to be more of a sub, and she took that info and fucking ran with it!
She took out her collection of toys and some of her less-favorite panties and told me to take my pick of one toy and whatever panties, if any, I wanted. Crossdressing is comfortable to a point, and exciting to an even finer point, but not really a kink for me. I picked glass toy that's too small to be considered a dildo but too oddly shaped to be a plug, and a few pairs of panties. I was in an amazing place in my head. Despite the relationship issues, this is still someone I've entrusted my whole life and being to for the last 7 years, and for her to be so willing to share such an intimate thing with me, even at this point in our lives together, was like an out of body experience. But as exciting as it was and as much of a turn on as it all was, I thought this was as far as things were going to get. Until she rolled another blunt and popped her next cork.
After we smoked the blunt she told me she wanted me to try on the panties and model them for her. She took pictures on my phone and couldn't stop herself from commenting about how she had forgotten how nice my cock is. I was rock hard already, caused by seeing the excitement and desire she was displaying. But when she said that it twitched and felt like it instantly inflated another inch in both directions!
She downed the rest of her current bottle of wine and *ordered me* to take the panties off and get on all 4s on the ottoman. I quickly did and as I knelt I felt this wave of intensity wash over me. I was nervous, I was high, I was drunk, and I was incredibly horny. She started spanking my bare ass. Not very hard until I told her I wanted it harder, and she started ramping it up. Eventually she would start rubbing my cheeks after every smack, and then she stopped spanking and just kept rubbing. And every rub lingered longer than the last. And every rub inched closer and closer to my balls and cock, until she was fondling and grabbing at them like she was examining them for flaws.