I am a 36yr old housewife married for ten years and live in a quiet suburban area. This letter is about what happened just after I wed. I was very naïve about sex and had never done anything exciting although I seem to attract the attention of many men. I had then shoulder length blonde hair and a good figure with 36c bust which looked bigger because of my slim waist.
Anyway after six months of marriage I lost my job and my husband suggested I stay home awhile before looking for another. I tended to get a bit bored and one of the things I looked forward to was the company of two men, one almost 60, the other 55. They were retired and did peoples gardens for a bit of extra cash and to keep busy.
Sometimes I let them into the house for a drink or chatted to them in the garden. Nothing sexual ever crossed my mind, or I think theirs until one afternoon when they were leaving one of them dropped a magazine. I picked it up and was about to call them back when I realised it was a sex magazine. Instead of giving it back I began to thumb through it. I had never seen anything like it before; it featured mainly women being spanked. I was amazed; I had never associated sexual pleasure with that sort of thing and was shocked to find these elderly gentlemen reading such things. One picture showed a woman bent over a man’s knee and her skirt pulled up being smacked with his hand. Another showed a series of pictures that started with a woman in a room with three men. As the pictures progressed she was touched up and then they bent her over a chair and pulled down her panties taking turns to spank her.
The ones that really caused me to have a funny feeling were at the back of the book. They showed men with their penises out and masturbating while women were spanked. Some showed the woman holding a cock. It made me feel turned on and so I settled down to have a really good look. I was very excited at seeing pictures of men’s cocks and fascinated on how these women let themselves be treated like that. Something about the whole idea of being spanked intrigued me - it was very kinky and unusual.
When the men were about to finish for the day I called the elder one in and gathering up courage I handed him the magazine saying, “You dropped this earlier.”
He was shocked and spent the next five minutes apologising to me. As he seemed more embarrassed than me I felt brave enough to say that it was OK and I had looked at it and found it interesting.
“At my age it’s just for a bit of excitement,” he said.
Then he asked me not to tell his wife. I said I wouldn’t and somehow it made me feel a little naughty sharing a sex secret with another man. Before he left he said he was glad that I had found it worth looking at and that I wasn’t annoyed. When they had gone it wasn’t long before I was laid on the bed with my hand inside my knickers. For the next few days my mind kept thinking about the unusual sex magazine. It had excited me more than just pictures of couples making love would have done. I had never had any desire to look at porn magazines but these had had a strange effect on me.
Next time the men came to do the garden I found I was very excited. I wondered if the subject would get mentioned again though I wouldn’t dare ask if he had any more books. When I heard a knock at the door and saw the elder man I invited him in. He apologised again and said that he hoped I wasn’t disgusted with what I had seen. I reassured him that it was fine and that I found it interesting and said that it was the first time I had seen such a thing.
He asked if I had looked at all the way through and when I nodded he seemed a little stirred up. He then asked which parts I had found most interesting. Now I was becoming a little embarrassed and told him that I didn’t know spanking caused people sexual pleasure and they actually had books on it. I added that I was surprised the women being spanked liked it so much. I had read the section with reader’s letters and found them also interesting.
He told me that lots of people indulged in spanking, and he added pointedly, also in other unusual pastimes to do with sex. Without thinking I blurted out, “Have you ever actually done it – spanked someone?” It was really only a thought and I knew I shouldn’t have said it.
“Yes,” he answered calmly, “Many times when I was younger, though not so much now – less opportunities.”
His answer made me blush and as I looked down he asked if I would like to see another book, while they worked on the garden. Not daring to speak I couldn’t resist nodding my head. He put down on the table a magazine showing a woman on the front page being smacked on her bare bottom with a riding crop while a man stood at her front with a very big hard penis – about to insert it in her open mouth. I went fiery red and gasped with shock letting out a little yell.
The man laughed softly and said, “This one’s a bit stronger than the other one. If you don’t want to look give it back when I leave.”
Then he went out and left me stood there stunned.
So this nice old man that did our garden was turned on by punishing women by spanking and caning them. He said he used to actually do it so did he do what the men in the pictures did? I imagined him in the pictures, naked, or with his penis in his hand. Did he I wonder get women to put his cock in their mouths or did he fuck them from behind? Did he know women that liked having several men together use her and get her to do dirty things? I was becoming aroused thinking about it – especially the question – did he have fantasies about spanking me?
The book was disgusting, even showing something I thought no-one would be allowed to photograph and publish. A man with his cock up a woman’s bottom smacking her while she sucked on another. Whips featured too, and I had never seen cocks so big! On one a woman knelt on all fours with sperm from three men running down her face. And this old man who did our garden had given me this to look at?
Over the next three weeks I was given similar magazines and fantasised a great deal. I began to bend over differently as though sticking my bum out for a spanking. I let men have a good look and a couple of times wore skirts shorter than I normally would. The books were having a strange effect on me. I thought of the men spanking me and thinking I was being discrete I found it arousing to bend over while they were in the house and just for a second pretend they were about to spank me.
Then one day the old man came in from the garden as he usually did. It was the pattern that he would pop in and leave me the book and they would both come in later for a coffee and then I would return the book as they were leaving. I didn’t know at that stage whether the other man knew or not. This time the man handed me the book and as I was sat at the table he pulled a chair out and joined me. I was a little surprised but said nothing. He told me have a look inside the book and I was nervous reading it in front of him. It was one of the stronger ones and featured more than spanking and whipping. It had lots of anal sex and nearly died when I turned over one page – it showed men peeing.
The man smiled at my embarrassment and he asked me if I had seen that before. My voice shook as I answered no. Then he asked me if the books had made me wonder what it would feel like to try some of the things I read about. Reluctantly I said some of them get me thinking. He asked if I would like to give it a go – see what it felt like to be spanked. I said yes – thinking he was asking me the same question – do I wonder about it. Then I realised – he meant do it for real – let him spank me!
“Stand up,” he said quietly but firmly.
“No – I didn’t know what you meant!” I said but found myself obeying.
“It’s OK – No one will know – just try it to see if you like it. Lots of wives do.”
Now he came closer and putting his arm around my waist he gently started to rub my breasts.
“Do you like the pictures of men – showing how big and hard their cocks are?”
I froze and didn’t know what to do. He asked me again and I thought it best to answer him, “Yes.”