A Roommate Unlike Any Other Vol 8
Chapter 10 Embracing the new normal
Our one year anniversary as roommates was fast approaching and we'd talked about turning it into a special occasion. Our friendship had continued to strengthen to the point that I could honestly say, I had never felt as close to any other female in my life. No topic was off limits and matters of sex and sexuality were discussed between us freely and without judgement.
I look back on this time in my life as one of extreme satisfaction. Work was going very well and with advancements at the office, the demands on my time had increased. My social life was as full as I needed it to be at the time. In addition to the time spent with Jake and Hannah, I had a number of coworkers I'd grown closer to and made the effort to join in for pub nights and such. Any hard feelings of the ex-boyfriend had long-since faded from memory.
The experience I shared with Hannah and Scott reminded me of how much I enjoyed sex with men. I was mentally in a place where I was ready to think about dating again. But practically speaking, I couldn't imagine the sort of time commitment this would require and to be honest, I hadn't put any effort into seeking out 'that guy' that would check all the boxes. I suppose that it didn't help that I was receiving all of the mental and physical stimulation I needed in the comfort of my own home.
Though I had 'changed my stripes' to a certain degree and very much developed an ever expanding appreciation for lesbian experiences, I knew in my heart that I would always remain primarily heterosexual. And if I'm being completely honest, my experiences with Hannah had changed a great deal about my expectations for a committed partner. I now desired much more from a sexual relationship than I would have in the past but wasn't quite certain of how to find 'that guy' who would be able and willing to meet my needs.
My private life with Hannah continued on with a clear delineation of the power imbalance between us. Even when she would spend a night ravishing and pleasuring me in ways that never failed to satisfy, it was always clear that she was doing so for her own pleasure. And there were many times that we would fool around as 'equals' but for the most part, I was always made to feel as another one of her 'pets' whose mission in life, was to pleasure her.
We would talk about the things we did together which eventually, also came to include others. Hannah would often remind me that in the process of serving or servicing her, I was learning what was required to properly assert myself as a dominant sexual being. To this end, she had begun to include me in more of her online session with her other 'pets'.
In the beginning, I would be in the room with her but off-camera when she would have one of her sessions. I watched as she instructed and commanded her desires to one of the many willing subjects in her stable. Hannah's confidence in her own sexuality made others eager to satisfy her kinky desires. It began to feel as though there wasn't anything she couldn't talk someone into doing. I knew that it was mostly designed for her pleasure but had come to understand how each of her subjects willingly obeyed and thanked her for the experience as though it had all been for their satisfaction. I was living this experience every day.