I am a 42 year old single mother of one. My son left for college 2 years ago which left me with a lot more time. I have tried to fill my time with activities and doing things with friends, but lately it hasn't been enough. I knew it was time to get a guy. It had been more than 9 years since I have had sex with man and I wasn't quite sure how to go about it. I know I still look fairly good because I am somewhat of a fitness nut. My issue is with what used to be my favorite part of my body, my breasts. I used to have very perky 34 Double Ds. Now they are kind of saggy and not very attractive to me. This gave me extra insecurities that made it even more difficult to find a man. This is what sparked my transformation. I did some research to see what could do to enhance them with out augmentation. That's when I found out that I can make them fill with milk again.
I started a regiment that day that consisted of manually manipulating my breasts and nipples 5 times per day until my pump arrived. Once my pump arrived a week later I already started to see the changes and even got a drip of yellowish cream out the night before. I started to alternate between the two methods of tricking my body into making milk. As soon as my milk really started to come in I began getting extremely horny every time I pumped. This quickly turned into a ritual of me pumping and finger my warm, swollen wet pussy. It was like clock work. It would be time to pump and my nipples would start leaking, and my pussy would start to feel warm. As soon as the milk was draining out of my body I would become insanely wet. I couldn't stop myself from sliding my fingers inside me and coming 3 to 4 times during each "feeding". It was so amazing that it drove me to do more. I started going wild ordering dildos and vibrators of all kinds. I can't imagine what the mail man thought.
Soon enough my mind was becoming even more wild and I started to drink all the milk I was pumping rather than throw it away. I would even put what I couldn't or didn't finish in the fridge for another time. One day during a lustful feeding with one of my largest dildos deep inside me, I was looking around online and found lots of sex cam sites with men paying good money to see women do exacty what I was doing. I decided to go for it. The thought of a man wanted me so bad that he would pay for me to get off while he watched drove me nuts.
Quickly I had several regulars that would watch me everyday. My fear of being identified made me not film anywhere near y face which aggravated all of "my men". One day I decided to do a special show just for them. I showed my face and they went nuts. They gave me so many compliments that I felt like I owned the world at this point. Then one offered to pay me a large some to come feed. I immediately denied his request but in the back of my mind I wanted to so bad. Being with a man was something I had lost focus of in my heats of passion while I pumped.
The next day when I got back online he had sent me a bunch of messages begging me and raising the sum of the money he was willing to pay considerably. For some reason I instantly agreed and he made arrangements at a local hotel. He would fly in the next day. I became very nervous for what I had just agreed to but I promised him. He had sent me many photos of him and he was a rather attractive mid 20s man that really loved for me to call him son. The incestuous theme was very popular in the lactation cams and for some reason actually drove me a little more nuts. I wasn't a sicko but the roleplay was just different and the forbidden nature made it sexier.
The next day, just after noon, I made my way to the hotel. As I walked through the lobby I felt that all eyes were on me, but shook it off and continued to the room number he had given me. I knocked on the door and he immediately opened it. Surprisingly he was even more attractive than I had originally thought.
"Hello Momma," he said playfully.
