All of the characters in this story are entirely fictional, as is the narrative. It's an idea that's developed gradually through many iterations in my mind for my own diversion. Although everything portrayed is plainly consensual, readers should note that it does involve rape fantasy. Characters play out that fantasy in a safe environment with people they trust, as it should be when any violence is role played. I've bracketed the part of the story where that play occurs using
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so it's easy to skip. But if that's still something that troubles you, this story could be triggering. Mind your self care. All that said, I hope you find this story as enjoyable a fantasy as I have.
I sat naked on the single bench in the men's locker room. It was a tiny locker room with only eight lockers, the bench, a shower, a sink, and a toilet stall. The temperature was just right, though I knew it was much colder in the hallway... that would likely have an effect that on my male anatomy.
I was neither small nor large in that department. Pretty average, really, as in most physical attributes; about 5'11", I worked out and was fit (though, I was inconsistent, and nobody would mistake me for a football player). I later learned that I had "great hands and forearms," and that I was "deliciously hairy." I don't think I'm that hairy, but if that's pleasing, it's fine by me. And, of course, I could grow a great beard (though, all I had at the moment was the stubble of not shaving for a few days).
But I was about to enter a sauna, nude, with three gorgeous women from my grad department, and I worried that would affect me and make them uncomfortable. Maybe I should quickly rub one out before I went? Crude, but better to be flaccid, right? On the other hand, would it be weird if I didn't have a semi-erection? Would it be obvious I'd jerked off just beforehand? Speaking of making things awkward...
No quickie beforehand, I decided. I'd just have to keep it under control and not totally humiliate myself. That was definitely not a kink of mine. But there was a kink being orchestrated. Ming was its architect. She had it bad for me, though I was the only person not to know it. We were meme-buddies -- we were the resident meme quoters in the geology grad program -- and I felt like she had always kept me at arm's length, romantically, leaning into our "buddy" kind of relationship.
Ming was quite tall for a woman -- about 5'9", I surmised. Very pretty, very fit. She kept herself in excellent physical condition ever since being on the rowing team as an undergrad. I definitely thought she was beautiful, but, again, the way she acted towards me made me think of her platonically.
The woman I was attracted to, but who was unattainable, was Caitlin. She was cute-attractive. Her face was soft and pretty, and with her glasses on... Hoo boy. We all wore glasses, but hers made her look like a petite nerd girl, and that kicked something off in me. She was about 5'5", I guessed; breasts that fit her frame just so; brown hair typically pulled back in a ponytail. And she had a boisterous attitude that made me enjoy every moment with her. She had a girlfriend, though.
That was fine. Mine was a crush that wasn't meant to be, but I could still enjoy her company. Her girlfriend, also in our department, was Lara. Lara was slightly shorter than Caitlin -- maybe 5'3" or 5'4" -- but she seemed tiny. She was nearly flat-chested and she usually didn't wear a bra, so her nipples were often poking the fabric of her shirts. Her hair was curly almost-black, cut short. Meeting Lara had made me understand what people meant when they said someone had eyes that sparkled.
The four of us were from the U.S., but on a mineral expedition in the Northwest Territories in Canada, accompanying our professor, who we all called Bill. Bill wasn't staying with us, though. He was staying at a proper hotel in town. That had been an option for us, too. It was Ming who had found this set of rentable cabins near one of the trails, and had convinced him to let us all stay there. He wasn't going to say no. This place was almost half the price per night, even after accounting for an extra rental car. The price was even cheaper than usual because it was the off-season. The rooms were... rustic. No wi-fi, no TV... you get it. And they only cleaned the cabins between visitors. Ming convinced us, her fellow grad students, using promises of later wake-up hours because Bill had to come our way, anyway, about half an hour drive.
The cabins each had two rooms, accessible from the outside. Caitlin and Lara shared a room... of course. And Ming and I shared another in a different cabin. I didn't think anything of sharing a room with her, at the time. And, frankly, the first few nights returning from our treks, we were all so exhausted from hiking that Ming and I slept in our clothes. But on the fourth day, Bill was going to be delivering a remote lecture for which he needed the internet access of his hotel. We told him we were fine for the day and we'd do our own exploration around the place; Maybe do a little geocaching.
Unbeknownst to any of us, save Ming, our accommodations also had this sauna -- a nude sauna -- which, being the off-season, we had all to ourselves. It was down a dirt road, a bit, and out of sight until you were almost right on top of it. Ming expressed surprise, and wanted to investigate. Yes, Ming, it's a nude sauna. No towels beyond the locker room. Aren't you shocked? And wouldn't this be a fun evening activity after our dillying around the site? Would it make things awkward for anybody?
Right. Would it be awkward? Hmmm... This was a callback to an earlier conversation, and it made me I realize Ming had planned the whole thing. On the flight up, she and I had been seated next to each other and she'd said some things that I hadn't parsed properly at the time.
"You're into Caitlin, aren't you?" she asked, her eyes narrowing.
"Where did this come from?" I asked.
She smiled a sly smile. "Oh, Jonas
('YO-nas')
. Silly boy. You don't have to be coy with me."
I chuckled. "Fine. Yeah, I have a bit of a crush. Please keep it to yourself, though. I don't want things to get weird. Besides, she's a lesbian, so what does it matter?"
"She's bi," said Ming, matter-of-factly.
"All the same," I laughed, shaking my head, "she's got a Lara." And they were good together -- really cared about each other -- so I wasn't going to mess with that.
Ming bit her lip and leaned in, her shoulder-length black hair swinging forward. "You think Lara would share her?"
"With you?" I joked.
"Don't be smart," she chided. "Do you think she'd let the two of you see each other naked?" She had a great grin plastered across her face.
I snorted. "What?!" The sound of the airplane had drowned out most of our conversation to all but us, but that "what" turned a couple of heads. Ming was always candid, but this was particularly unfiltered, even for her. Unfiltered... Why was this even a thought?
"Not so loud, chucklehead." She waited a moment. "If you were given the opportunity to see her naked, would you take it?"
"Ming..."