PREFACE
Caitlin stretched and yawned as the alarm pierced her sleep. A shaft of sunlight hit her face through a crack in the curtain and she gradually became aware of busy, industrious noises from downstairs.
Her excitement made her stomach somersault, and her pussy moisten, as she remembered what day it was.
'T minus 10 minutes love' called her husband Gene from downstairs.
'Coming down now!' she called back.
Gene's bags were leaning against the front door as she came down the stairs.
'Did you order the taxi yet?' she asked
'Yep, on their way!' he replied.
Heart thudding in her chest at the lie slipping so easily out of her mouth, she said 'I'm really going to miss you while you're gone'
He smiled at her and kissed her on the cheek 'you too babe'.
ALONE AT LAST
10 minutes later, Gene safely seen off, Caitlin was back upstairs, digging through the wardrobe for a particular suitcase. She found the bag, buried beneath a pile of fallen jumpers, and entered the combination only she knew to the built-in lock...
There they were. A new, unopened pack of puffy, high absorbency adult nappies. Purchased in secret on a throw-away Amazon account and sent to a collection locker on the other side of the city, these nappies represented a long-held desire. Obsession even. One that Gene could never find out about.
Pussy thudding along with her heartbeat, she tore open the package and pulled out a soft, cushiony nappy. Stroking the material gently, she positioned herself and the nappy on the bedroom floor and taped herself in. The soft fabric against her pussy, and cushioning her ample bottom, felt like heaven and she gradually began to rub her padded pussy against the floor.
As she humped her new nappy, she thought back through the 20+ years of obsession with wearing and using nappies. What started as secret childhood experiments of pooing her knickers grew into teenage sexual fantasies of messing herself, alone and with other women. Although she was bisexual, her messy fantasies never seemed to involve men.
Eventually, she discovered fetish sites online and was able to indulge in stories, videos, and anonymous chats about messing. In the last few years, she found herself increasingly drawn to nappies. The age play and adult baby side of the Diaper Lover community had initially put her off but her thoughts kept returning to dropping a huge smelly load into a nappy and being able to enjoy wearing it for hours going about her day without worrying about too much poo escaping, maybe even adding to the mess throughout the day. But despite all the dreaming, she had never found the opportunity to indulge much. She had managed a few more deliberate pooey accidents in her knickers as an adult, and thoroughly enjoyed each one. But she was also terrified of being caught and had rushed to clean them up. And nappies? She always assumed those would have to stay in her fantasies only...
GETTING WETTER
Her throbbing bladder brought her mind back to the present moment and reminded her of the dream that was coming true around her.
She tried to relax and allow the pee to flood into her waiting nappy, but something inside her stayed clenched and refused to give up her potty training so easily.
Not to worry, she had all the time in the world. Gene was going to be away for10 whole days and she was working from home. The toilet was not going to be getting very much use for those 10 days!
She climbed back into bed, enjoying the sensation of the nappy shifting around her as she moved and forcing her to waddle as though it was already loaded.
She dozed off for an hour and woke up in a panic as she felt about to wet herself. The rustle of the nappy as she jerked upright brought her back to her current situation and before she could even try resisting, her crotch started to feel very hot and wet. She groaned and released more pee into her nappy, relishing the hot wetness and the way the padding around her crotch was swelling and becoming slightly squishy. She had never been hugely aroused by wetting, viewing it as simply an inevitable part of pooing yourself. But the warm squishiness of the nappy around her crotch almost made her orgasm on the spot.
So engulfed in the new sensations happening around her pussy was she, that she didn't hear the phone vibrate on the dresser behind her.
She resisted the urge to shove her hands into her nappy and bring herself to orgasm straight away. She wanted to tease herself a bit first.