I have been happily married to my wife Nicola for 20 years, we met as teenagers and now, in our late 30's we thought of ourselves as happy and content. We have a lovely home, both work full time and by any standards are living a good life.
Nicola is a beautiful blonde with perfect natural breasts, she has long toned legs and a nice slim waist and shapely hips. Her face is simply beautiful and our sex life great, what more could a man want and yet...I was frustrated.
I have a secret urge, a fetish really, one that I had been too embarrassed to tell her about yet it took up so much of my mind it had started effecting me in the bedroom. I explored it on the internet and no matter how popular I read that it was becoming I was still too scared to tell the woman I loved about it.
I was desperate to be a cuckold.
I am 38 and reasonably fit, I look after myself yet I do have a smallish penis, its about 3 inches soft and only 5 inches when hard. However as Nicola and I met as teenagers I am the only man she'd ever been with so to her its fine. Of course she's seen porn movies but naturally assumed male porn stars are the exception and not the rule so she has always been satisfied with me when we fuck.
I don't know when my interest in being a cuckold started but it had been going on for a few years, I started introducing porn on my laptop when we were in bed and tried to coax an admission from her that she'd like to fuck one of the huge blokes fucking on film. Then not long ago we'd been to a party and naturally she'd received a lot of attention from the other husbands and boyfriends there.
She'd gone in a tight white dress that fell just above her knee's that showed her perfect figure off to all. Her long smooth legs were tanned and looked amazing in the 5 inch killer heels she'd chosen and had worn her hair up high on her head, she looked like a blonde goddess.
Once home we took ourselves up to bed. "Did you notice how the men there were constantly checking you out?" I said slipping the thin straps of her dress down over her shoulders.
"Yeah they can look but I'm all yours babes," was her reply.
Damn it, I wanted her to respond and tell me it turned her on as much as me but as always she was being the good loyal wife.
As her dress fell to the floor I looked her up and down, my god I was lucky, stood before me in heels, lacy white bra and a scandalously small matching thong was a sexual fantasy come true...but I wanted more.
She ran her hands over my chest and pulled my shirt off over my head, she kissed my neck and ran her long red painted nails down my torso to my belt. As I kissed her neck and breathed in her perfume she unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down to my ankles. Then, from her knee's, she began to lick the outline of my throbbing cock through my boxers, my heavy breathing gave way to groans of delight, she loved to take her time and knew exactly how to use her tongue.
She pulled my boxers down and helped me step out of them as I almost frantically kicked of my shoes. She licked the underside of my cock until her ruby red lips were at its tip, she gently used her tongue to make me as hard as I could get but something was wrong, I still only had a semi.
She looked a little disappointed at this so instead of the usual teasing she took my semi hard 4 inches in her mouth in one go. It wasn't difficult for her yet I still wasn't getting hard. "What's the matter babes?" she asked looking up at me with my cock soft in her hands.
"Nothing, its just, well I'd like to try something different tonight," I replied as I eased her back to her feet. She stood up and looked me in the eyes, still stroking and massaging my cock trying to get me hard. "What do you have in mind?" she asked with a grin.
I laid her on the bed and joined her. "I'd like you to talk dirty to me while we, you know played around, something a bit different, a bit more...taboo." She looked at me slightly puzzled, she wasn't a prude by any means and has been open to anything sexual I'd ever suggested but it was always pretty normal. We'd bought vibrators, we'd dressed up, we would have anal sex once or twice a month and she was always happy to talk dirty but I'd always been rock hard the moment we'd start kissing. In fact she took great pride in knowing that's all it took, but tonight it wasn't working.
In a moment I made up my mind, she loved me and knew that I loved her, we'd gotten kinky before and she was always fine with it. "What did you think of those blokes eyeing you up tonight?" I asked as I ran my hand over her soft smooth hip and down her leg. As I said it butterflies exploded in my stomach, what if that was too much? what if she thinks I want to use her like a whore?, what if it works and she leaves me?, all these thoughts and a million more raced through my head in a second.
She looked deep into my eyes and for a moment there was a look, an almost knowing look, the sort that a couple can give each other when they've been together a long time a look that said, "Oh I get it."
"Well at the time not much but now that you mention it I kind of liked it." she said softly.
"Liked what?" I pushed.
"Just the thought that they thought I was hot, its nice you know, a compliment."
"Well as a bloke I can tell you that every one of them, even the ones with attractive wives themselves wanted to fuck you and the single guys will all be home now wanking over you." I added eagerly.
She then reached out her hand and took my still semi cock in her hand and began to slowly wank me off, she understood exactly what I wanted.
"Well I have to admit that Sean was petty hot and he was looking at me most of the night, I'd like to think he's probably cum a few times by now wanking over me but if I was single he wouldn't have had to wank!"
"Why what would you have done?" I asked becoming more aroused.
"I'd have fucked him all night, he's only 25 and I bet he has a massive cock!"
That last answer took me by surprise and I felt my cock harden the second she said it but more importantly so did she.
"I'd have taken him home, sucked his cock while he fingered me and then let him bend me over the couch and fucked me really hard from behind. Then I'd have straddled him and rode him until he was just about to cum and then sucked him off into my mouth until he shot his jizz down my throat!"
I was shocked at that, even during our dirty talk she'd never spoken like that, in fact she looked shocked herself but she knew i'd enjoyed it as i'd cum all over her stomach.
"Wow that really turned you on didn't it!" she said looking down at the cum that was now sliding down her flat stomach on to the sheet.