Chastity is a tormenting and awful experience. Simultaneously, it is fucking amazing. Don't ask me how that is possible, but it is. It had started Tuesday night and it was now Thursday. Night one wasn't bad, but then again night one has never been bad. This is usually because Shan and I had always had sex and I usually came twice before being locked up. I can always sleep easy after getting off the previous night.
The first morning is rough. I won't lie. It is rough. Morning wood, as we all know, is a real thing and my poor dick doesn't know it's in a cage. It is ready to go! It wants to watch me shave! It takes real effort and concentration to get past that, but I did just that on Wednesday.
I forced myself to focus on anything else. I don't just mean "think about it", I force myself to really focus on the issue and dedicate my mind to thinking through every detail. I usually pick something stressful, and focusing my mind on that stressful thought or event helped ease the urge to get a boner. Thinking about those things can really kill a boner.
I can work remote, but I decided I want to go to work to keep away from Shannon so she had less opportunity to torment me by wearing super sexy or slutty outfits and strutting her stuff around the house. Shan gave me a key for emergencies, but it was in a sealed envelope with her signature scribed across the seal. So, I could open the envelope and unluck myself with no problem, but she would know if I did as I can't replicate her signature. It was simultaneously a nice reassurance and constant mental thorn in my mind.
Chasitty, however, makes me work harder and more diligently: no dicking around at the office (no pun intended), no surfing the internet for a few minutes here and there. I don't know what I may find that may turn me on, so I focus on my job.
It is odd how much not being able to touch my dick affects my mind. I don't think about sex, women, or anything that may cause a boner: so, I am able to channel all my energy into productivity. I worked late Wednesday and Thursday to avoid seeing Shannon, but was home by dinner both nights. Wednesday night passed without incident with Shannon wearing loose sweatpants, and oversized t-shirt and socks. No stimulus there. Thursday was not so easy, however.
It seemed Shannon chose Thursday to torment me. When I walked in she was nowhere to be found. It was then that I got nervous. I called her name: no answer. Her car was out front and she had not called or texted so she was home, but not responding.
I went to our exercise room and found her, and God Damn I knew I was in for a long night. She was on the elliptical machine and had on light blue, super short, spandex shorts that were also low rise (not those ridiculous kind where the waist is way above the belly button) paired with a strappy light blue sports bra. She did not have a shirt on over the sports bra, and it showed plenty of her bare belly, cleavage, and my other chastity key bouncing back and forth between her glorious tits. She was glistening with sweat and much of the light blue was colored a darker tone with sweat. She gave me a huge, mischievous grin:
"Where the fuck have you been?" she taunted through labored breath. "Your long god damn late day forced me to stay on here another 20 minutes! Now I'm all sweaty and need a shower! You are going to be my shower bitch!"
"Oh God Shan... no, please no I can't I can't please don't make me wash you with this on please have mercy I will beg and you can own me for a month I will be Jamie's slave for a month, longer, please, please no, Shan don't...."
I word vomited the words with no pauses or breaths taken. I was immediately terrified she was going to make me bath her naked body while I was in chastity. I honestly and truly didn't know if I could do that after not having had a boner for two days.
"Shut the fuck up!" she taunted arrogantly as she walked up to me and grabbed my jaw with her right hand to silence me. She smiled wickedly, obviously loving her power over me, and looked into my eyes:
"Who fucking gave you a vote? I don't remember giving you a God Damn thing!"
She tried so hard to be a hard ass bitch at the moment, but giggles came regularly and she was forcing back more giggles. She wanted to be the stone cold dominatrix, but she just didn't have it in her when she knew what I was going through. Luckily, she either never planned for me to wash her or she relented. I don't care which it was, but her next words were pure heaven:
"But....... I can be a gracious mother fucking Goddess and owner, and I never intended for you to wash me. But you will attend me! Come bitch!"
She slapped my face playfully as she walked away, but I dutifully followed her and tried very, very hard not to stare at the spandex riding up her perfect ass crack. She walked straight to the master bath, and when I entered I saw several things laid out on the sink that made me nervous. I didn't have time to think about that as she snapped her fingers to bring me to her attention and ensure I was completely under her spell.
"Shoes." She commanded calmly.
I knelt down, sat on my ankles, and quickly untied and unlaced her shoes. She lifted her left foot so I could remove the shoe, then we repeated with her right.
The socks were next: I peeled them off deftly as I had done a thousand times. She had painted her toes a matching light blue color. My dick started to strain at the sight of her feet and the damp feel of her sweaty socks. She was playing with my foot fetish, and she fucking knew it.
"Up" she commanded again in that same tone. "Shower."
I turned on the water and adjusted the temp to know I knew she liked, which was just a bit hot for me.
"Top" she said as she raised her arms over her head.
I peeled off the damp sports bra and could feel her big tits fall out of it. I tried not to look, but could not help myself. Her boobs are just fantastic! I had run out of words to describe them, but they were just the best boobs out there.
My dick was really straining now, and it didn't help that the smell of feminine sweat was now filling my nostrils. I love the smell of her sweat. I can't say why, I just do. Her sweaty body. Her sweaty feet. Her sweaty pussy. Didn't matter, it was intoxicating to me despite grossing her out. It honestly drove me nuts with desire.
'She sweats when we make love, maybe that is it?' I thought silently as I tried to force my mind to focus on work or sports or investing or anything except her enchanting aroma.
'What would happen if I got fired tomorrow? That would suck, right?' I thought about this silently to try to take my mind off her scent.
"Kneel." She commanded in the same tone once again. "Shorts."