A story about a husband and wife discovering a side of her neither one would have suspected. It takes a bit to get to the sex.
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It was the latest variation of discussion that they had for years. Eric had told her his latest fantasy over their second glass of wine, a relatively tame one where Susan gave him a long list of chores right before bed, teased him mercilessly by stroking him until he was right on the edge then told him he could not go to sleep until he finished the list of chores, and then went to sleep herself.
Susan sighed to herself. At least in this one she wasn't wearing leather. She listened attentively, and tried to change the subject. She nodded then after a pause said "So what do you want for dinner tomorrow?" It was the weekend and she liked to ln ahead.
"I don't know" Eric replied noncommittedly "got any preferences?"
"Not really" Susan said. Before she could say anything, else Eric said quickly "So" he took a breath, "Do you think you could ever do anything like that?"
Susan shrugged "I don't really think it's me" she said. She loved Eric, but his kinky fantasies were sometimes wearying. It was kind of complimentary that they involved her, although they usually they involved her in leather and being a bitch.
"Maybe you could try something like that sometime." He looked at her. Every now and then Susan would try to indulge one of his fantasies, like the times she had tied him up, or teasing and denying him a few times. Those times were few and far between and none had occurred for some time.
Susan shook her head "I'm just not kinky like you are "she protested.
"You could try, who knows you might like it."
It was the latest in a series of conversations that had gone on for the last few years of their married life.
Now Susan played the card that usually ended it, ended it because they both feared it might be true.
"Maybe" she said "you married the wrong woman., maybe you need someone else."
Predictably, Eric shook his head. "No" he exclaimed "I love you and I want be with you."
"Then you understand, that's not who I am. I'm not that leather clad bitch."
It usually ended there, Eric was about to go back to the dinner question, but then almost as an afterthought he said "Don't you ever have kinky thoughts?"
"Haven't you ever wanted to try some thing different?" he asked "Something wild or forbidden."
"No. I..." Susan said then paused, her mouth slightly open, "well..." Because there was something, something from her past, a wild thought that she had, well before she met Eric, something she found wrong and therefore exciting. Something she had once thought about and when she did it used to excite her.
Eric gave her a knowing smile. Now THIS is interesting he thought. He poured them both some more wine. "So, what was this fantasy?"
"It wasn't exactly something I fantasized about" she replied "just a thought that I used to have that was kind of" she shrugged "exciting".
"So" he encouraged "tell me". He tried to imaging what it could be, a threesome? Sex with another woman? Exhibitionism? What forbidden thought would excite his vanilla wife?"
She blushed. "It's embarrassing to say." She looked away couldn't meet his eyes.
"After all the stuff I've told you? He held up his hands palms upward. "C'mon what could be more embarrassing, besides I'm your husband and I love you."
She took a sip of wine to buy time, she could refuse to answer, but that hardly seemed fair., and she knew he would pout and then ask again. Susan oddly felt a sudden thrill spasm through her stomach. "Ok, it's something I've never done..."
"Yes?" Eric prompted.
"It's" she took a breath "to kick a man in the balls."
Eric's eyebrows rose in surprise, and to be honest a touch of shock. Susan was the nicest person he had ever known, he would have never guessed this. "And that excited you?"
"Yes" Susan admitted "It seemed so different from who I have always been, so wrong to do, so unlike me. And it also seems, I don't know, wrong." She repeated. After a moment she finally met his eyes. "You know what I mean?"
"Yes" he said took a sip of wine. "I do, it's not like you, but it has the appeal of the forbidden, especially for you, the nice girl."
Susan wasn't sure she liked how he said "nice girl", but she simply sipped more of her wine.
"Do you still think about?"
"No" she said "Not for years."
"Still excite you"
Susan turned her head. She really hadn't thought about it for years. How did it make her feel? She thought for a second, analyzed her feelings and was surprised. Then she lied.