I had felt more embarrassed by what happened in the bar than I had ever felt about anything before. I also felt guilty for sneaking out of the back door rather than facing the man who had shared my orgasm with me. I knew that the embarrassment had added dramatically to the power and length of my orgasm. For weeks afterwards when I masturbated my thoughts would nearly always return to that very orgasm and the chocolaty voice that brought it on. Common sense said I could never relive the experience but that did not stop me trying.
Eventually I went to the same bar, at the same time and day of the week. I sat on the same stool with the same vibrator buzzing very gently. Would the handsome man turn up and turn me on? As I ordered my second drink even the low level buzzing was so stimulating I had to turn it off. As I drank I turned the vibrator on and off at various power levels. Edging close to orgasm time and time again. It was as I was forced to switch the vibrator off again that a female voice invaded my surprisingly private world. I wasn't sure whether her voice was excited or concerned as she asked me if I was okay. She was an attractive woman a little older than me. In my super aroused state I was tempted to let her into my private world. It did take a little to convince her that I was fine. She appeared very reluctant to leave me. As she walked away she gave me a lovely smile that seemed to confirm that she knew what I was doing and was excited by it.
I was also offered a drink by a young man that I declined. For a second I imaged him fucking me. He was quite good looking but I was glad that even in my super-charged state I still retained some standards. I scanned the bar looking for a target, to at least tease, without success. It then hit me that I was actually searching the bar for him, the man with the chocolaty voice. My heart sank as I realized that he was an important element of my fantasy, an important element of my current arousal. The excitement of the situation had somehow reduced dramatically. I turned the vibrator up high and was close to allowing myself to just orgasm. I pulled myself back just in time as I knew I needed something more to make my effort worthwhile.
I settled back trying to reestablish the excitement I had been enjoying earlier. I accepted that it would be super exciting to experience an orgasm with an audience who had no idea that I was having one. Very little existed for me as time went on. The bar was not very full but there was a nice hubbub going on. The molten mess between my legs and my swollen clit were everything.
As I got close to finishing my drink I accepted edging myself much longer would be unlikely to make my orgasm stronger. I had a last scan of the bar that was filling up. I wanted in my own head to give my orgasm to a particular person in the bar, even though they would be unaware of it. To my surprise the only person who I kept coming back to was the woman who had approached me. This was strange, as I have never been attracted to females. At least my orgasm would involve something new.
It is a strange sensation when you sense somebody close to you without any of your normal senses being involved. I knew someone was close behind me before I heard the words,
"That was very rude of you to run out on me the other week. I can only think of one way to ensure you don't do it again. Please give me the controller to your toy. I will assume that if you don't you did not enjoy the other night as much as I did."
I heard every word he said but much more importantly I heard his voice. The vibrator was not on but my excitement level went through the roof. I was sure if he kept talking his voice alone would bring me to orgasm. He was behind me with his mouth close to my ear. I didn't want to spoil things by turning round. I passed the controller over my shoulder hoping that he would carry on talking me towards a climax. I wasn't keen to speak but knew that I owed him an apology.
"I am so sorry. My panties were so wet and I was so flustered I just could not make myself come back into the bar."
He walked round so that he was in front of me. I had loved him whispering in my ear but now I remembered, for the first time since leaving the bar previously, that he had stunning looks. His smile melted me as if I was a candle that he had just lit with a bunsen burner.
As I finished saying this the vibrations ramped up and I was sure nothing would stop me cumming. He looked deep into my eyes laughed and waited a couple of seconds before switching the buzzing off.
"Wow, that was close wasn't it? Your eyes said everything. It was like your whole sexual being was open to me. This time I am controlling things and you will not orgasm unless I give you my permission."
"I would love that but please change 'unless' to 'until'. I can barely think straight right now as I have been excited for many hours and edging for nearly one. If you turned the vibrator off and told me to cum I think I would be helpless to disobey. Please promise me you will give me permission."
"You may be ready to pop but I have only just arrived. Let's just start with a drink and see how things go, shall we? You do look super sexy up on that stool with your legs just offering hope that they might open enough to see if you are wearing panties. But might I suggest we go to a table that offers just a little more privacy?"
I had to concede to myself that what he was saying was completely reasonable even though my body was not in full agreement. I thought he would choose the snug that was very private and usually occupied by couples alone. Instead he moved us to a table at the other end of the bar. We sat on the same side of the table looking towards the rest of the bar. In fact there was only one small table that would be able to see us clearly and this was unoccupied.
"You will not be able to display yourself quite so blatantly but you are still very much in public. If you don't wish to be on display you can be more discreet."
It hit me quite hard. It had been obvious that I had been displaying myself but being confronted by it felt deeply embarrassing. His smile was not only kind but it seemed to suggest that he had enjoyed my exhibitionism. As I started drinking I realized that my bladder was now full and went to go to the ladies. He questioned me and said that as punishment for using my previous trip to the ladies as a method of escape he would not allow me to go now. I was surprised by this but loved the gentle dominance. This was heightened when for the first time for a couple of minutes the vibrator started up. He smiled and asked me how it felt.
"It feels so much better when you are talking to me. Your voice excites and arouses me like no voice has ever done. Has anyone ever told you that before?"
He didn't answer but his smile communicated that it was no great surprise to him.
"If you enjoy my voice so much would you like me to make up a fantasy for you? I could set the vibrator on very low while you listened."
I could think of nothing I wanted more, well except maybe one thing that would not have been appropriate in a public bar. As soon as I agreed he moved round so that he was able to talk into my one ear.
"What I am going to tell you is a fantasy. I want you to live the fantasy in your head whether you would want it to happen in real life or not. Are you happy with that?"
He had not even started but he had ramped up my excitement levels dramatically. I was sure that with the vibrator on low he could have made me orgasm by reading me a shopping list. Fortunately he didn't want to put this to the test.