Lucy held on tightly to the side of the bed in her cabin as the ship swayed. By the flickering light of a candle she saw a bucket slide across the floor towards her, its vile contents slopping over the side. She felt ill but could not vomit any more, the contents of her stomach already filled the pail.
The wind was screeching as the vessel rose, then swooped downwards before stopping and painfully rising again. Lucy revised her position; she no longer worried that she was going to die, she was now worried that she would not die.
She peered out of the window but there was nothing to see, the night was pitch black without a star or the slightest glimmer of light to indicate anything stable that she could fix her attention on. She could hear men's voices raised but could not distinguish any words. It was just a babble of bellowing. Her husband was out there somewhere, all available men - even passengers - were battling the storm either hauling on ropes or manning the pumps.
Apart from the wind and the distant shouts, the only sounds were the ship's timbers creaking and crashing as the vessel hit yet more troughs and breakers - she nearly landed on the floor for the thousandth time.
She turned her face to the mattress again, shutting out the world. Hopefully sleep would take her from this hell until daybreak. She retched once more and found that she had been mistaken about her ability to puke; a mouthful of bile worked its way up her throat and landed onto her nightdress. As she sat up to try to spit into the bucket a sudden wave threw her in the wrong direction and she half-fell onto the deck, with the foul mess soaking into her gown.
Lucy shuddered. The smells were horrific and the worst were from a series of unsightly stains on her clothing directly under her nose. She untied the strings around her neck and removed the soiled garment.
She could see her pale body in the dim light of a single flickering candle. She had been generously endowed with breasts, but in these latitudes they were uncomfortable with perspiration collecting underneath. They still stood out well from her ribs, she was still a young woman and there was no sign of sag - they were not like those of an older or weightier woman. She had developed a slight prickly rash underneath them where there was an area of skin to skin contact and she rubbed the irritated area to sooth it.
The tropical heat was oppressive and did little to alleviate her nausea. She considered leaving the confines of the tiny room but that would mean dressing in clean clothes and that seemed out of the question. She wished that her husband Bertie could return to comfort her.
Lucy lay down again, feeling the warm foetid air on her skin. All her worldly belongings were on this ship, with her new husband. They had sold nearly all of their old possessions to their neighbours to fund this trip and were planning a new life in a distant colony. All their friends had contributed, purchasing items that they were unlikely to need for inflated prices.
Government notices in the newspapers and posted on notice-boards had announced that settlers could build farms on the huge expanses of virgin land waiting to be cleared. The grinding poverty of their homeland meant that a bold move offered opportunities, but first this voyage on a slow leaky bucket in a howling gale had to be survived. And right now she had lost interest.
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There was a violent impact, a hundred times worse than any she had felt before. Lucy was thrown from her bunk and landed on the wet floor, in the mess. All around her there were sounds of crashing items and splintering timber. She sat naked and confused, as vile liquid flowed about her and she realised that the ship was stationary at a crazy angle. The gradient of the floor gradually increased and sea water started to pour in through the broken window. The candle was extinguished but its illumination was replaced by a luminescence from the water; the dim light showed just enough to move around the room.
She crawled to the door but could not reach the latch. The ship lurched and then settled again, to a strangely rigid position. She could hear screams and clamouring from the men but could hardly make a sound herself - and when she tried to shout there was a ripping pain from her ribs.
She stood, gasping with the agony and holding onto a strut that was now above her instead of being part of the wall.
Lucy realised that with the cessation of movement she actually felt much better. Except that she was in the middle of the ocean and the ship was on its side wrecked. She was going to die and in all likelihood her family would know nothing of it.
The level of water was starting to rise as it gushed through the hole and she knew that she could not climb out against the torrent. As soon as she lifted a foot through the space she was pushed backwards. Adrenaline was surging through her body but she was helpless.
She stayed alone in the cabin until the water was waist-deep and she was crouched on her submerging bed, then the ship was raised in the air and fell again, crashing and spinning around.
Lucy was hurled across the room, into the water. She just managed to save herself by grabbing hold of a bracket that was fixed to the wall, as the heavy furniture floated around her. The cabin door had been thrown open and she levered herself up. She heaved herself into the passageway, strangely disorientated with the vessel almost on its side. She walked along the wall of the passageway and emerged into the outside.
The scene was carnage. The front half of the ship seemed to be completely missing. Broken and twisted rigging, spars, masts, she knew not what lay all around. Various objects were tumbled over, pieces of cargo and unidentifiable splintered wood made traversing the deck impossible, especially at its near vertical slope.
She looked down into the white frothing water and saw no escape. There were no boats to be seen, but they would have been impossible to launch anyway without the crew and there was no sign of anyone else at all. A series of mountainous waves swept over the deck.
A massive lump of wood crashed against the structure close to where she huddled and made her jump; a few inches closer and she would have been crushed. The sound of splintering timbers indicated that the ship was breaking up further and the situation was now truly perilous.
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Lucy opened her eyes against the stinging water. Somehow she was now in the sea, being drowned by massive waves. She was a reasonable swimmer but this was a different matter to any water that she had ever swam in. She flicked her wet hair from her eyes and saw a length of timber looming overhead.