Watching You

The fist time I saw her I was absentmindedly staring out my office window trying and failing to pay attention to the conference call from Chicago. I caught a glimpse of her in the office window across the street, walking across the room and untying the black trench coat slowly with every step, letting it slip to the floor once she reached the desk. Even at a distance I could tell she was beautiful, exotic, and her body in the black lace lingerie she was wearing underneath the discarded coat was amazing; perfect full breasts, soft curves and valleys. I was instantly hard. I got up from my desk and went to my window hoping to get a better look. After all, this sort of thing doesn't happen everyday and I had a perfect view. I saw her approach the window behind the guy at the desk and slowly close the blinds, but not before she noticed me staring and, I could have sworn, smiled at me.

"Jack? Jack you there?" I distantly heard the nasally voice of my VP on the phone from Chicago through the thudding in my head. Shit, what the hell was he talking about?

"Yeah, yeah I'm just looking for some paperwork on that, umm...thing." I shuffled some papers while my mind raced to remember what we were discussing, but I couldn't get the image of that woman out of mind. And that delicious smile just before she shut the blinds. That lucky bastard, I though, wish I was there instead of here.

I thought about her on and off for the rest of the week, imagining what happened after she shut the blinds. I imagined how she kissed him and how she tasted, how she touched him, wondering if she knelt before him and took him into her soft we mouth. Every night when I got home after work I was always so hard I had to jerk off a couple of times before being able to sleep. And yet I still dreamed about her; those eyes, that mouth, dreamt of her coming to my office in the middle of the day, touching me, licking me...she was a ghost I looked forward to being haunted by every night.

A few weeks passed before I saw her in the other man's office again. I quickly called my secretary and told her to hold all my calls and that I didn't want to be disturbed. I went to the window and watched, hoping against logic that maybe this time she would forget to close the blinds. As she crossed the room to approach his desk she untied the belt on her trench coat and let it fall to the floor. This time she was wearing a soft baby pink bra and panties with pale pink stockings trimmed with large black bows at the tops of the thighs, like a present I wanted to tear into. She stood before the man, casually resting her weight on one leg while her hand trailed up her thigh, tracing the edge of the panties at her hip, then across her stomach and softly slowly tracing the skin between her breasts. I was breathing heavy and my cock was straining against my pants. Meanwhile the man just sat there. How could he just sit there?! If it were me I would have grabbed her and thrown her across the desk by now, I thought to myself. She crossed behind his chair toward the window and I realized with a dull ache of disappointment in my chest that she was going to close the blinds.

But she didn't.

She looked at me across the way and smiled slyly then cocked her head to the side as if to say "you like to watch?" I nodded and rubbed the bulging crotch of my pants, not caring if anyone was watching me watching her. She walked back in front of the man in the chair, keeping her eyes locked on mine for few seconds before grasping the man's head with both hands and bending down to kiss him deeply. His hands grasped at and squeezed her breasts, then wrapped around her waist and down her lower back, grabbing a squeezing her firm round ass, pressing her pelvis down toward his lap. I was in hell, wanting her in my lap, the jealously ripping through me at the same time as the uncontrollable desire to keep watching her with the other man. She straddled his lap and began swirling her hips, grinding on him, brushing her breasts against his chest, the tops of her breasts across his face, and he buried his mouth in the pink flesh, licking and biting gently. When he started to undo the clasp of her bra, she twisted her head my way and smiled again, licked her lips, winked and blew me a kiss. God, I thought, I have to meet this woman.

Just then the man noticed the blinds were not closed and made a move to close them. I quickly swiveled in my chair turning my back to the window as though I had been sitting that way all along, hoping he hadn't seen me. After a few moments had passed I turned my head and sure enough the blinds were now securely shut. Cursing the bastard in the other office I grabbed some tissues and finished myself off under the desk so that I could finally get some work done. But I resolved to find out where the bastard worked and to steal that woman for myself.

I took the next day off work and camped out most of the early morning in the lobby of the building across the street. Peering from behind a newspaper I watched countless people come in until I finally saw him. Keeping a safe distance in case he recognized me as well I followed him up the elevator and made a mental note of the floor number he pressed and pressed the floor number just above his. When he got out I cautiously peered out after him heard him greet the receptionist and heard her say "good morning Mr. Parkman" before the elevator doors shut. Parkman. I rode the elevator all the way up and back down to the lobby again. I pieced together a plausible story to use when I would finally go to his office, a reason at the very least to be waiting outside his office, waiting for her to come out the next time she visited him.

Agonizing weeks passed, weeks of watching Parkman's office everyday like a starving hawk, hoping she would come. Finally on a crisp autumn morning I saw his office door open and she was standing there wearing the coat, some knee-length black leather heeled boots and matching leather gloves. I grabbed my jacket and bolted out of my office blurting something about an emergency to my secretary, and ran for the elevator. I sprinted across the street and took the elevator up to Parkman's floor. I tried to slow my breathing on the ride up and to remember the story I had come up with to tell Parkman's secretary. I realized though that I hadn't thought of what I was going to say to the woman when she left Parkman's office, all I could think about was what she may have been doing right at that moment.

To my surprise Parkman's secretary was not at her desk. I crept across the floor to plant my ear on Parkman's door. Sure enough I could hear very faintly the sounds of masculine moans and feminine whimpers of pleasure. I tried to keep an eye on the hallways to see if Parkman's secretary would return while straining to listen for more. But the secretary never came. Smart girl, she knew the drill. Inside the office I heard, finally, the climaxing Parkman and the sigh of the woman. I wished more then anything I had ever wished for in my life to be Parkman right at that moment. I then heard shuffling and some incoherent talking, but just before I left my place at the door I heard Parkman ask her plaintively "When will I see you again?"

She merely replied "Soon, baby. Soon."

The word hung in the air like a promise or a threat. For what was 'soon'? A week? A month? My gut wrenched at the idea that I wouldn't see her again for yet another few weeks or even months. I had to make my move now. When I heard her approach the door saying her goodbyes I scrambled to the seating area and sat in the chair furthest from the door, pretending to be engrossed in an article in some year-old corporate magazine. As she emerged alone (Parkman couldn't even be bothered to walk her out, the ass) and walked past me I could smell her, the sweet smoky scent, and intoxication mixture of sex, sweat and vanilla. And then she stopped and turned right in front of me.

"Hello," she purred and smiled that wicked knowing grin I had been dreaming about for weeks. She knew perfectly well who I was and what I was doing there.

"Hello," I finally managed to stutter.

"So we should go get a coffee and have a chat, yes?" she said and winked.

Her voice was like honey and whiskey, wrapping me in sweet warmth. I was dumbfounded. Was it really going to be this easy? Was my ghost finally going become warm quivering flesh in my arms? She held out her hand, the fingertips painted the same pink shade as her lingerie she wore the last time I saw her through the window, waiting for my handshake. I took her hand, got up and followed her. I would have followed her anywhere.

We were alone on the elevator ride down and she took advantage of this to press herself against me, sighing. I was getting drunk on her smell and pressing myself back on her. I wanted to tear the coat off her right there, pick her up and wrap her legs around me, but could only rub her back discretely. In a small movement she brushed her hand against my crotch, lingered there, and rubbed my hard-on gingerly, driving me crazy. She tilted her heart-shaped face up towards mine and not so much kissed me as stole a breath from me, lips just barely touching mine, her warm peppermint-flavored breath lingering on my lips. The elevator doors opened and, dazed, I stumbled after her as her heels clicked across the marble tiles of the lobby floor and out the door into the cool autumn afternoon.

I took her to lunch at the best restaurant in the neighborhood. She ate her angel-hair pasta and scallops heartily; I suppose she had worked up an appetite that morning after all. I loved watching her twirl her pasta like a born and bred Italian and wrap her pink lips and tongue around every forkful, licking sauce from her lips and savoring it all, gulping rich mouthfuls of red wine. Knowing that under her trench coat (that she firmly refused to give over to both the confused coat-check girl and waiter when she sat down) she was most likely wearing the loveliest laciest lingerie, or possibly nothing at all, kept me from eating. I couldn't concentrate on anything but watching her and hoping for a glimpse of whatever was beneath her coat. After lunch we stepped outside and I handed her my business card, after scrawling my home number and address on the back. She smiled as she took the card from me, slipped it into her pocket, stood up on her toes and kissed me pertly. She waved down a cab but before she got in I asked when I would see her again.

"Soon baby. Soon." She replied and the cab drove off down the busy street.

I never know when she will appear at my office door. Sometimes a whole month goes by and I can sense a dull ache growing in me as the days pass. I drive myself crazy wondering if she visits other offices, fucks other men with the blinds purposely left open, inviting. And just as I am near a crazed jealous rage she appears in my doorway wearing her trench coat and a smile that speaks more than we ever do. She wears new lingerie every time, sometimes something sweet and demure in white or pink or pale blue with lace or frothy chiffon. Sometimes she wears something black or red or purple in leather with straps, buckles and studs that poke and pierce me, not unpleasantly, when we fuck. I drink her smell, lick her skin, grasp at her body and mold her curves wit my hands, coax the wetness between her legs with frenzied fingers, moves that leave us gasping a spent, seem to last a lifetime but somehow take less time than my secretary's lunch break. Sometimes she just slips in while I am on the phone, slips off the trench coat, kneels down in front of me and takes me into her mouth. Of course she always closes the blinds.