It would be the beginning of a new adventure for me. Tonight I found myself stumbling up Elgin Street alone, having just finished saying goodbye to my last friend. Tonight was my 31st birthday. I very much still enjoyed the nightlife and all it brought alive in me. Never in any thoughts or use of my imagination would I imagine being where I was today. It was just before one in the morning. I was pleasantly surprised my three friends, two from work and the other my oldest buddy from high school, actually managed to stay out so late, especially for a work night. With all being said it was a great night and I would enjoy the slumber that was before me. I really shouldn’t complain too much, I had health, good fortune and of course misery, which comes hand in hand with my mid-level success!
Three months ago I moved into a new apartment, a renovated old, heritage house that was located not far from the local hotspots. It was quaint and elaborate. This evening I basically fell into my apartment and had stripped down to my boxers before entered the bedroom. The moonlight had kept the apartment lit enough for my beer goggled toddle to the bedroom.
As soon as I entered the bedroom I heard the un-forgivable noises of wonderful sex in the apartment from above. I fell down upon my bed, which lay probably in the exact position of the mattress one floor above. I could see above and through the floor and imagined two writhing bodies having a wonderful and descriptive sex. I was hard and very imaginative on not only was going on but also what I would be doing if I could be in their shoes, err, well, on their bed!!
I bolted from my bed, grabbed my camcorder I received only months ago for Christmas and made my way up to the second floor. I could easily sneak around the building wearing only my boxers, slipping up through the back fire-stairwell. I double checked the batteries and found there to be power for my recorder. I have always been a voyeur and a part time exhibitionist. Six months ago I lost a wonderful relationship because my girlfriend at the time didn’t understand. We tried in honesty to find common ground but she didn’t like the “intrusion” of privacy, which had included taping her when I had her tied up, wearing a blindfold. At the end of that relationship I soon found my activities lacked fulfillment. I had lost and decided not to trust my natural instincts. I hid my desire and love for voyeurism. Tonight would be my re-birth….
I stood at the apartment door and prayed it would be open. With the faith in my return to my past I turned the doorknob and I was in. Slowly I opened the door, my heart pounding and beating, my pulsing blood just submerging my senses with overload. The sounds coming from the bedroom, a faint light was emitted from the open door. I was alive and in good spirits for the first time in months.