A monster had been created. A monster that needed feeding right now. This monster wasn't a tangible, living breathing creature but it had life all the same. It felt real, felt like it had mass. Damn the monster. Damn it.
The monster was within her and was her own desire for him and the games he had demonstrated that he was quite willing to play; the monster was her own psyche; repeated incurred orgasm the only goal and measurable outcome.
He had told her that her body belonged to him, and backed that assertion with repeated forced humiliations and stimulations.
Though not a sharer, he more than made up for that fact with an increasing variety of tasks that were not always conducted in the privacy of their own homes.
With each daring exploit, her initial caution was over-ruled on the basis that she effectively had no say in the decision. With each day that passed, the slow drip of simple task introduction, followed by praise, punishment or adaptation, meant for some very wet moments between her legs.
Week one had been her tuition in slave poses, predominantly the 'Kneel Exposed' one.
She had repeatedly practiced this one, in a variety of outfits, until she had become comfortable with it's logistics. Sinking quickly to her knees when called upon, she opened her legs and wrapped her hands behind her back.
Though this was slightly more awkward in heels, she understood that that was not Sir's problem and something that she would have to work out for herself. Several times in the early hours when she found herself awake with her mind racing, it felt comforting and close to Sir to put on heels and practice meekly sliding to her knees as though in servitude.
At the start this had been kept for the bedroom. Then it had progressed to a couple of times out whilst in the middle of a field together when walking his dog and then for the first time, he had instructed her to perform it whilst shopping around the supermarket.
Coupled with a request to collect an item off the bottom shelf, the shorts and shirt she had worn showed nothing and the pose only momentary, yet the psychological mindfuck was intense.
Her pussy, though damp on a general basis when with him, seemed to contract and excrete as she heard herself say the words: "I do as I'm told"
Thank goodness for wearing knickers. Getting to her feet afterwards, she had felt the wet gusset pressing to her flesh, thankful that she hadn't leaked through any further. Damn her lips. Just one word, one look, one raised eyebrow from Sir, and her whole body betrayed her to the monster.
Damn the monster.
Damn her desire.
It was feeding time. Time to get on and feed it, she hadn't been told she couldn't touch herself for pleasure, either now or later. She had been told It was time to do a public Kneel Exposed in a short dress. In a supermarket or shop. Somewhere there were people around. A scary thought but not one permitted for her to consider...
It might be a touch or most likely a stroke of herself now!? The thought was a little too much.
And she knew what was coming next too - the plan for tomorrow. She released the need between her legs and sighed happily with the emotion.
...
So it was the day of the cum-walk. He had spoken of it. Teased her about it. Described to her how it saw it going down. Never just words though - not with Sir.
This was it.
This was the moment.
This was the momentary calm before the storm.
This was definitely going to happen and seemingly exactly as she had imagined and as previously discussed.
The bastard was going to go through with it. Her heart seemed to be beating fiercely, though her breathing still quite measured, oddly enough.
As she crouched there on the floor in Kneel Exposed, momentarily waiting for him, her mind inevitably cast back to what had brought her to this place and position in her life.
The thigh-high heeled boots she had chosen today looked brilliant on her slender legs, accentuated her figure and promoted a woman confident in her sexuality and allure. A pleated off the shoulder gypsy top, cut down into her cleavage, showed off the solid locked ring of silver around her neck.
She had been asking for it that day of course. The skinny jeans she was wearing beneath the boots had had the crotch seam carefully unpicked. It had taken her a couple of hours and a lot of patience, but it had been time well spent. Stood upright, they looked normal and intact and as they should. Even seated with her legs together, no one would question their integrity.
They had been a little too much for Sir, who was obviously a little over-excited for her and their promise of fun judging by the look on his face.
Opening her knees became a highly erotic experience for them both. The material gaped and revealed bare flesh. The day so far had kept her on the verge of orgasm, her lips opening wetly for both his and her fingers repeatedly throughout their shopping trip when they were confident that they weren't being watched and a couple of times very discretely when they were.
Edging was an understatement. She was so far on the absolute rim she thought she was going to have a meltdown. Toni was keyed up and panting to be allowed that final stroke to take her over the line. Sir had taken her to that line several times, and she herself too when she thought he hadn't been watching, wrenching her hand away almost too late.
Sir had a different agenda on his mind. There was no doubt that she would be allowed her pleasure, but not until he had had his. This had been a given and as a good slut, she had told him that she would do as she was told.
Which brought her to the present moment, Kneeling Exposed in the changing room of the clothing store watching Sir fumbling to free his cock through his fly. He was obviously as keyed up as she was.
And there it was, steadily hardening in front of her eyes as he pushed it relentlessly towards her. Kneel Up came the command and she did so dutifully, keeping her hands on her knees.
Obediently, she opened her mouth and sucked it deep into her mouth, helping him complete the transition to full erection with stimulation from her lips, some soft teeth work and skillful mouth work.
Her eyes had to stay on him whilst her throat took his flesh, and she had been banned from playing with her own exposed clit in this particular pose. His pleasure was paramount. The experience however, would provide her with many future nights of recall and decadent excitement.
Grabbing her hair either side of her head, he roughly used her mouth and throat as a cunt, forcing it forwards and backwards along his member. Sensing his full engorgement now, gagging slightly with each insertion, she breathed in when she could and trusted and accepted his dominant strength when she couldn't.
Now his hands were at her throat. The bastard was trying to wank his cock through her body on the instroke. It was however what her mouth was for, and she accepted it.
There was nothing she could do except take it. Watching his eyes and face, she could see the flushing building in his cheeks.
She choked for breath a couple of times and Sir gave her a second each time to draw it before forcing his member back in her mouth, panting with desire for his slut.
He was close.
It wouldn't take long.
Could he maintain the discipline that they had discussed? Could he follow through with their plan? If she could have used her mouth for anything other than a cunt, she would have smiled.
She felt like she was swimming serenely in slut heaven. Was this the sub-space she had heard about? Her mouth and throat happily battered, her evey sense now taken with the man before her as she watched him with every reluctance remove his cock from her mouth, take hold of it and begin to wank it, the knob head a bulging angry purple now.
It took every ounce of effort to not open her mouth and keep her eyes open, as he spurted rope after rope of spunk at her face. Over her mouth; nose, loads on her cheek and then there was some that flecked her forehead. None in her hair.
Flicking her eyes to the left, she picked up her reflection in the full length mirror beside her man, and saw the white streaks he had designed her face with before she relaxed back into Kneel Exposed, feeling her pussy lips flexing in their aperture.
Smiling opened her mouth a fraction and she couldn't help but taste him on her. With the scent assailing her nostrils, and in her current state of aroused torture, it took every strength she possessed to not lick her mouth clean of his gift. The idea was to keep it for a while first.