There was a good mix of guests, a few more women than men, as there usually were. Clare was glad that the advertising, whatever it was, had not led to a mostly male group. That would have made the event seem cheaper. However tonight ended up being described, it was still about the art, as well as her... should she call it a show? She liked the word. She would be showing herself, as well as the art.
Lady Jane had taken a risk by not telling Clare what was happening until the day itself, but she had faith in Clare's taste in clothes and thought she would arrive this morning wearing something that would work for this event. As it turned out, the new Ted Baker jacket and trousers she had worn for the first time was perfect, both formal and stylish, and Clare had seemed happy about her underwear. The two of them had walked through the collection earlier, Clare amazed at how calmly she'd been able to talk about undressing in such a public setting, wondering if this could even be some sort of joke being played on her. Could she really go through with this, her great fantasy?
As the long case clock began to chime in the hall, Lady Jane rang a small bell. "Thank you for coming to my house this afternoon, I always take great pleasure in showing off everything that we have here." Clare looked at her, but she made no attempt to catch Clare's eye. Was her choice of words deliberate?
"Tonight's tour is a departure from our usual approach. I wanted to find a new way to explore the tradition of the nude in art, and Clare Purvis is very well qualified to show you everything." That was definitely deliberate.
The butterflies started up again in Clare's stomach as she led the group into the Long Gallery to start the tour. "The collection here at Levening Hall is famous both nationally and internationally, in this room you can see some of the earliest works in the collection..." she began, more or less on autopilot for this introduction that she had given so many times before. While she spoke, she thought about what was to come soon, still not sure she'd have the nerve to see it through. As much as anything, she wanted to please Lady Jane. In fact, she realized with a shock, the thought of undressing in front of her was exciting in itself.
Coming to the end of the Long Gallery, she stopped and turned to the visitors. "As we move into the later middle ages, we start to see figures who are a little less... covered up." In the walk-through earlier, Clare thought that she would take her jacket off at this point, but Lady Jane had had another idea. Before she moved into the next room, Clare bent down and removed her shoes, carefully putting them to one side. While taking her jacket off would have given a strong hint as to what was to come, removing her shoes was a more subtle act, but in combination with the adults-only tickets and the event's title, was still enough to get the visitors wondering. There was definite interest being shown, and one of the women was smiling broadly at her. Thinking about them, thinking about her, gave Clare a thrill of excitement.
Moving into the next room, she began again, the words coming easily as they had so many times before. Eventually, stopping by a bare-shouldered figure, Clare slipped her jacket off, putting it on a hanger on a coat stand they had placed there earlier. The visitors now had a pretty good idea of what was going on, and nobody seemed upset, or wanting to leave. In fact everybody looked quite happy!
They moved into the next room, and Clare explained some of the new techniques that were being introduced in painting at this time. "You can also see a more relaxed approach to the female subjects, not nearly as buttoned-up as earlier." As she walked through the room, she unfastened the belt of her trousers, then unzipped them at the side, letting them fall to the ground. She stepped forward, leaving them behind, her Simone Rocha blouse long enough to cover her knickers. This was the most overt move yet, there could now be no doubt amongst her audience (as she now thought of them) as to what she was doing. Clare felt nervous, but excited at the same time, tingling all over. She still wasn't sure if she could carry this performance all the way through.
They were in the East Wing now, with one of the collection's prizes, a Florentine School painting of a nymph in a forest. Standing beside the picture, Clare pointed to the flimsy pieces of gauzy material obscuring the figure's breasts and elsewhere. "Where in the forest could these pieces of material have escaped from, just happening to blow across her body like that? Flimsy pieces of gauze, almost see-through, barely covering those parts of her that, apparently, need to be covered." She began to unbutton her blouse, while she continued to describe the scene, aware that no one was looking at the painting now. She left the blouse open until she had finished, then slipped it off her shoulders and let it fall, standing in front of the visitors in her underwear. Her D cup balconette bra was lacy enough to give just a hint of her nipples, with her matching knickers also suggesting rather than showing the carefully-trimmed bush beneath them. This was as far as she had been able to imagine herself taking the "show". Soon she would find out just how brave she really was. The thought of taking it further terrified her, but also thrilled her beyond words. She looked at Lady Jane, standing at the back of the crowd, smiling at her, then turned and led the group into the Blue Room.
After talking about the first two paintings in the room, similar to the Florentine nymph next door, Clare stood in front of the collection's most valuable piece, a Titian called the Allegory of Love, featuring a woman seated on a marble plinth, her robe fallen aside, a wisp of cloth in her lap. Looking at it earlier, Lady Jane had commented on how similar the woman's face was to Clare, as well as her hair colour. "I think she's probably the same cup size as well", she had said, making Clare blush at the thought that her employer had paid enough attention to her to notice that. The woman in the painting had a fuller figure than Clare's slim build, but there were definite similiarities. "Given the culture of his time, Titian had the freedom to depict his subjects more freely. Not so many bits of random material flying across their bodies!" Some of the visitors laughed, then stopped as Clare reached behind her back. Could she really do this? She hadn't been able to imagine going so far, but it was starting to feel as if she might actually do it. She looked at Lady Jane, standing at the back of the group, nodding her encouragement. As she spoke, hoping that no one noticed the catch in her voice, Clare unclipped her bra, slipped the straps off her shoulders and let it fall, as if that were the most normal thing in the world. She was alive to every sensation, feeling her breasts fall slightly without their support, their slight sway as she moved. Standing in front of the painting, naked apart from her knickers, she told them more about Titian, and about the painting, while this group of strangers looked, or even stared, at her breasts. She had never known such excitement, her senses strangely heightened, feeling every current of air across her skin, particularly her nipples, which had stiffened slightly.
Walking into the next room, Clare stood by another topless figure from Greek myth while she enlightened the visitors about it's significance, before asking them to turn around to look at the painting on the wall behind them. This was a more modern piece by Adrien Thevenot depicting a woman standing in a room very like the one they were in, the first true nude they had reached, with no stray slips of fabric to hide her dark bush. Standing behind the visitors now, Clare took a deep breath and slipped her knickers off. Walking around the crowd, she stood facing the painting. "This piece caused quite a stir at the time, it was commissioned by the 12
th
Earl and the model for the painting was in service at the Hall, in fact she was the lady's maid to the current Lady Cavenough's great great grandmother. It must have been quite a shock to the family," Clare took a deep breath and turned to face the visitors, "being presented with one of their servants, completely naked".
Clare could hardly breathe, her whole body felt electric as she stood totally naked in front of the visitors, and having Lady Jane looking at her so approvingly was the icing on the cake. One woman started to clap, then stopped in confusion when no one else joined in. Clare took a step sideways, just to see everyone's eyes follow her, then walked to the next painting, continuing her discussion, amazing herself by how casually she could continue while feeling so alive, so sensitized, so... turned on!
The walk and discussion through the final two rooms seemed to take forever, yet at the same time it felt over too soon. At the finish, Clare thanked them all for their attention. That was when the applause began, thunderous and longer than usual. For some reason, after everything else, this was what made her blush as she directed the visitors to the small gift shop, then turned to Lady Jane. "Do you think that went off well?" Her boss clapped her hands together. "I knew you could do it. Well done!" Taking Clare's hand, she led her back to the Main Hall. "I think you should look at this". She picked up a remote and pointed it to the large screen in the corner, which usually showed the time of the next tour amongst other things. As it lit up, Clare gasped when she saw herself standing in front of the Titian in her underwear. There was no sound as she watched herself remove her bra. It was strange to see herself walking to the next picture, topless.
"I put a few cameras in place earlier, just so that we could look over, well... everything. I thought I might have a few suggestions, in case you wanted to do it again any time, but I didn't spot anything that I would want you to change". The video ran on, until Clare saw herself standing naked in front of the Thevenot. "I can't believe I look so relaxed, so natural. I was really nervous then."