A few days went by and the comment section filled up quickly. There were a ton of requests for Sam to appear completely nude full-frontal. I could barely contain myself! I was having many highly erotic dreams and day fantasies about Sam's naked body. I couldn't wait to see it online and think about all those people touching themselves and bringing their bodies to orgasmic pleasures looking at MY Sam naked.
The requests from people were all over the place from the super creepy to the highly sensual. I would say that most of the requests were reasonable and clean-cut. Most people simply wanted to see Sam remain "innocent" and have good clean fun with his nudity. What really mattered though were the bids. There were some low-end bids for Sam to show his penis; not enough money was there for him to really follow through though.
There was one bid for $500 asking Sam to have sex with another guy! Sam quickly responded to this and explained in a very polite way that he was not gay and not interested in gay sex. He was also gentle enough to point out that he respected that much of his audience were gay men and he hoped he could still give them what they wanted as far as his movies. The original bidder responded by saying how gorgeous he thought Sam was and that he would pay to see him do anything with a guy! Sam thanked him for the compliment and graciously declined.
I have to say I never spent anytime looking at porn and certainly not gay porn, but somehow the idea of seeing Sam with another guy really got me going. I don't know what that is about, but the idea lingered in my thoughts all day.
This idea cemented in my mind even more when I was talking to my co-worker Tom. He explained that he had joined Sam's website and was a "huge fan". It turns out Tom is good friends with Kate Boggs (Sam's best friend) and apparently all three of them have hung out together quite a few times. I was totally unaware of this and I became even more turned on by the idea of Tom pulling on his own penis while looking at Sam's movies.
I was out of control! All I could think about anymore were penises, sex and nudity! I don't know what was coming over me. I just started thinking about everyone in a new and completely sexual way.
When I arrived home after work I entered the house dropped my keys on the counter and walked out by the pool. Sam was there and obviously surprised to see me.
"Hi." I said.
"Hey." He responded and I could tell something was weird.
"What's up?" I asked him.
"Nothing, just hanging by the pool."
"Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, you just surprised me, I thought you got out at six o'clock."
"No that's tomorrow. Did I interrupt something?"
"No, I was just, uh, I was just working on my tan. You know I want to look good for the website." He said sheepishly—then I understood.
"Oh, were you naked?"
"Yeah, a little." Sam said with his head down.
"How could you be a little naked?" I asked laughing.
"Well, yeah, I mean I was totally naked, I guess." He said and his face blushed over and above the redness from being out in the sun.
"Are you really shy about that? Sam what's to be shy about now? I get you have to look good for your new career and I expect you will be sunbathing nude all the time. I'm cool with it." I said and I had a desire right then to run into my bedroom and finger-fuck myself to death!
I so wanted him to simply drop his shorts right then in front of me and reveal what God gave him. Then I'd offer to rub lotion all over his hot, young, hard body and . . .
"I can't if you're here. It would be a little too weird for me." He said.
Why can't life be like a romance novel, erotic sex stories or even some really dirty porn? I thought.
"Okay, well whatever you need." I said and we both looked at each other for a long quiet moment. He almost looked like he was thinking the same thing I was and I half expected him to just say, "Okay, you win!" and lower his shorts, but he didn't.
"So I've been reading your comments section, what do you think is next?" I asked.
"Well I was thinking about that before. There is a bid on there for $850 that I'm thinking about doing." He said and he seemed a little nervous.
It was funny to me how Sam could be so shrewd at this business and yet seem so youthful and embarrassed by what he was doing.
"What's it about?" I asked. Before he answered all I could think of was that image of his blurred penis swinging around the corner of his bedroom in his last video.
"It's a, uh, you know, a . . . pleasuring video." He said his face getting even redder.
"Pleasuring?" I repeated. "Oh you mean, masturbation?"
"Yes."
"Really?" I said with a big grin on my face. "So you think you're ready to show everything, I mean like your front?"
"I don't know. I don't know if I should give it away yet. I'm kind of afraid that if I finally show it I might lose customers. I mean, you know, not that there's anything wrong down there, just that I don't want to give away the farm. You know? Like where do I go from there?"
"Right but at the same time if you're taking people's money you have to deliver."
"I have an idea of what I want to do and I don't think it will disappoint."
"And I'm sure you won't share it with me right?" I asked already knowing the answer.
"Well, it's just that I kind of want you to be surprised by my movies. I think it's more fun if you don't know what to expect." He said making eye contact with me for the first time since I walked in on him.
"Oh, you are so cute. I have to say Sam I think it is adorable that you feel that way and I have to admit I love watching these movies. I think you're just so awesome."
"Well, for this new one I need your help again. Can you help me?"
"Of course, just tell me where to be."
"Well. It kind of requires you to be in a bikini here by the pool and maybe putting some lotion on in a sexy way. Would that bother you at all?" He asked.
I thought for a minute about that, I would really be putting myself out there, basically I would be starring in a porn movie. I wasn't sure if I should but honestly I was so honored that this young guy would ask me to be the model of his fantasy and the young chick in me screaming to get out took over and I blurted out, "Yes. I'd love to! You really want me in a bikini?"
"Yes." He said so seductively that I would have done anything for him right then.
Two days later I was off work and the sun was blazing in the sky. Sam asked at breakfast if I was 'ready for my close up' and I told him I would go and get ready. I wore my new two-piece bikini (which I bought on the way home from work the day before, but I would never tell Sam that). I can only describe it as white, tight and MILFY.
Sam told me to simply lie out by the pool, look at the fence a few times, smile seductively, and rub lotion on myself. The sun was hot and blazing, perspiration was dripping down my skin and Sam said it was perfect, exactly what he needed. I took special note of the fact that he said needed instead of wanted. Did he mean needed editing-wise, or needed sexually, or needed for the proper stimulation to do what he was about to do? I didn't know, but he was all over the place with his camera, he was across the way shooting through the fence, he was up close and personal, he was zooming in for extreme close ups, everything! I gave him as much as I could think to do, even sucking seductively on a straw and letting some of my drink spill down my front! I was being really bad!