This story is Part 4 in a series. Parts 1 to 3 are linked below:
A Little Harmless Exhibitionism
A Little More Harmless Exhibitionism
Even More Harmless Exhibitionism
If you haven't read Parts 1 to 3 yet then please start at the links above before reading this one.
All stories in the series take place in the same 24h period:
I hope you enjoy. Please leave a comment. Let me know what you like and don't like.
In his studio apartment, I woke up early. He was on a bean bag, snoring. I drank two pints of water. Necked a couple of headache pills from his bathroom cabinet. Straight back to sleep. Second time I woke up I helped myself to leftovers from his refrigerator. Third time I woke up, I took a shower. As I showered I replayed the previous nights events and smiled to myself. When I came out of the bathroom he was making coffee. That's more like it.
"How can I thank you for last night?" before he could answer I corrected myself, "No wait. I mean, how can
you
thank
me
for last night?"
He handed me a cup of coffee and managed to keep a straight face for a second or two before breaking out into an uncontrolled smile.
I put the coffee down on the table and sat on the sofa. I allowed a serious expression to fall across my face. "Get on your knees," I ordered him. Such assertiveness came to me from nowhere, spontaneous, I found I liked trying it on. I opened my legs. I had a towel wrapped around under my arms but sitting down with legs open my pussy was on display. He was compliant, he put down his cup and assumed the position, put his head between my legs.
"Allow me to express my gratitude," I suppressed my instinctual embarrassment as he stopped to admire my private parts, I let him look, I waited for him to open his mouth onto them.
Yes. Why have I never even tried it like this before? I should be more assertive. I felt powerful. Sexy. Alive. I can say what I want. I will say what I want. I had already decided not to waiver, to focus on the positives, not to give in to any lingering feelings of shame. In the shower a few minutes earlier I had decided to double down, to fuck Jermy again before leaving the apartment. In my determination I had stumbled into this new assertiveness, I liked it.
I felt the heat of his mouth mix with my heat. For a split second I thought about how the hell I would merge my new self back into my old life, would I be able to order my husband to his knees like this? Then those thoughts were washed away, overtaken by new sensations. He was doing it well, starting slow, finding what works.
As he worked for me I looked down at him. The curves and ripples of his back muscles were highlighted by the morning light. Fuck ya. I'm alive. Work for me. I ran my fingers through his hair and held his head like he had done to me under the street lights the night before. As he licked me I wondered what it would be like to have a cock, to fuck his mouth. My thoughts ran wild as he worked. I bucked my hips in slow motion, moved his head back and forth, indulged my impulse to face fuck him. He didn't object, he was enthusiastic, dedicated. In the past I had heard guys joke about 'a blowjob and a beer'. In the moment I understood it clearly, I could totally sip a beer, or a prosecco, as I admired his muscles, enjoyed his dedication, allowed him to serve me, pleasure me.
"Eat me," I experimented with ordering him to do what he was already willingly doing, "Do you appreciate this pussy?" he was too slow to answer, "Answer me or you might never see it again."
"Yes, my Queen," he got the game, I liked that he addressed me as royalty, that he was willing to address me as royalty.
"Do you worship my pussy? Do you accept me as your Queen?"
"Yes my Queen. I am here to serve your pussy!"
I'll take that, I thought to myself. I felt my orgasm build steadily. I used him, allowed him to give me pleasure, selfishly took it.
After I came I turned around, perched on the arm of the sofa. I reached between my legs and spread my pussy lips, showed him what he could not resist, made good on my resolution to lean into the debauchery of the weekend. As I spread my lips for him I indulged another fantasy, imagined I was spreading my butt cheeks, demanding the unthinkable. Would I ever have the nerve to do that for real? Maybe. Maybe another time. As he slid into me I wondered if I could take him in my ass. Would it be painful? Could I ever enjoy that? Would he be gentle? Would I want him to be more than gentle?
Still sensitive after cumming, it felt exquisite as my pussy swallowed his cock. I forgot about my ass fantasy, drifted back to enjoying the here and now. Then as Jeremy fucked me from behind I allowed a series of new thoughts to enter my head. I imagined riding Max, the boss of the pizza shop. I imagined him reclining naked and fully erect on one of the restaurant tables and me lowering myself onto him. Reverse cowgirl. I recalled he was max by and name max by nature.
A montage of the hundreds of Blacks on Blonde's type clips I had consumed over the years flashed through my mind. I didn't dwell on it. I was imagining me and Max making a new one in the genre.
I imagined my husband watching from the corner of the pizzeria.
Earlier that morning I had some pangs of guilt, I questioned how I would be able to live with being a cheater? But now the urge to punish my husband resurfaced. As Jeremy picked up his pace I imagined my husband watching me ride on top of Max, pleading with me to stop, asking why I was cheating, Charles put his cock in my mouth so I did not have to reply with words, only with enthusiastic muffled sex noises. Mo restrained my husband, told him 'she is free to do what she wants man', Mo breaks it to him that if he had been a better lover none of this would have happened. He is crest fallen, broken, sobbing.
"Three times out of three from behind," I challenged Jeremy as I snapped back into the here and now after he climaxed and withdrew, "Is there something you are trying to tell me?" He was lost for words, he didn't expect to be questioned right after the effort of finishing in me.
"You don't want to kiss me while we're fucking?" I asked him, "You are avoiding looking at my face? Am I ugly?"