Lydia rested her left knee on the soft turf of her back yard, crouching to check her small black leather backpack one last time for everything she needed. With what she was about to do, with everything that could go wrong, she needed to make sure that she started with absolutely nothing missing. Her heart pounded relentlessly against her chest as she checked and rechecked her bag.
As she rummaged, Lydia made sure to find her small flashlight amid a crumpled-up dress squeezed into a ball so that it would fit in her tiny bag. She chose this particular bag in the hope that it would not attract attention in the dark, would not weigh her down, and, most importantly, would not give her something to meaningfully cover up with. She also tucked her cell phone in the front pocket, powered off, just in case she desperately needed it. Satisfied, she stood up and observed her work.
The backpack was filled with essentials. Next to it was a black beanie hat with six pockets sewn in and zippered shut. The hat was partially meant to hide her straight, shoulder-length chocolate brown hair in case she was spotted. Finally, she peered down the length of her trim, athletic body toward her shoes, a pair of flats bearing a similar shade as her light olive skin. A little smudge of dirt had clung to her knee when she rose. She brushed off the dirt and looked up again at the double French back doors to her house.
In the faintly visible reflection afforded by the pale light of the waxing half-moon, she gazed at herself standing in the backyard of her house with her hands on her hips clothed in only in moonlight. Lydia's attention was drawn to the place where, with a proper mirror, she would find two piercing hazel-brown eyes staring back at her in bewilderment as if to say,
Are you seriously going to do this?
She considered the question out loud.
"Yes, I'm really going to do this," she declared to herself. "If for no other reason than because I'm afraid to do this."
"Come on, Lydia," she murmured to herself more quietly now, "This is your last shot to do this and you've planned it all out. It's going to be fun, and you're going to be fine."
She smiled weakly at that last comment. She really had no idea what to expect from this night except for excitement and adventure. Perhaps there would even be time for something a little more... pleasurable.
But only if an irresistible opportunity arose
, Lydia thought to herself.
Counting on her fingers she recited the plan to herself, "Pool, park, Trace, tracks, books, bronze, power, and park."
She had decided upon this pneumonic to help keep herself on track. There was only one thing she desperately had to remember.
"Eight, four, eight. Five, two, six," she whispered to herself at least a dozen times before she was satisfied. Despite having written it down in her diary, Lydia made herself memorize not only the route but also the code that she needed to finish it. All that was left was to summon the courage to take the final step into what was increasingly feeling like madness.
That's it
, she thought,
it's now or never and I need to start before I lose my nerve for good
.
The back door had been left just slightly open in case she needed to get back into the house for any reason or, perhaps rather, in case she changed her mind. She decided to go back into the house for one last thing, leaving her bag near the wooden fence in the back yard. Gliding through the dark, empty house to her room, she grabbed her wristwatch that she usually used when she went running. Technically, there would be some running tonight so she guessed that this would not be an exception.
It still felt strange to her to walk so freely through her family's house, even after having done it a time or two before tonight. Passing through the living room she could almost envision her parents sitting on the couch while her sister fumbled through a cabinet in the kitchen in search of a snack. Clothing optional was far from the official policy of the house and her present nudity would undoubtedly cause an uproar. Simply imagining a scene where she was the only one naked in full view of her family gave her an exhilarated, giddy sensation.
No second guessing now!
Returning to the backyard, she strapped the Velcro watch snuggly onto the back of her backpack. Presently, the watch read 1:08am. She held her hat by her mouth by biting on it with her lips and, with the aid of a hairband, fashioned her hair into a simple ponytail behind her head. Putting her hair up was usually the last thing that she did after taking a shower, long after having gotten dressed, so she was a little surprised at the slight swaying of her breasts as she did so.
Suddenly, her mind registered again that she was completely naked and outside. Instinctively, her elbows jerked toward the center of her exposed chest. It was only a momentary reflex. She remembered what she was doing and returned to her hair.
When she was finished with her ponytail, she placed her black beanie hat over her head and slightly covered the top of her ears. Finally, her backpack, the only accessory besides her shoes that could even remotely be counted as clothes at this point, she hoisted over her shoulders.
At long last, she paced across the yard to her back door and hovered her right hand over the doorknob. She noticed, not for the last time, that her hands were trembling. Was this fear? Excitement? Doubt? Maybe it was just plain adrenaline at what she was about to do. On an impulse, she gripped the handle and pulled firmly which resulted in a definitive *