FORWARD
Another chapter from Jenna's point of view, although this time I'm skipping the diary format.
ALL CHARACTERS ARE AT LEAST 18 YEARS OF AGE OR OLDER.
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Living with Tommy wasn't as difficult or strange as I thought it might be.
I'd declined his offer to stay with him before I left for the summer, but was glad now he'd made it, after what happened at my mother's.
Funny, I don't even call it "home" anymore. And that's kinda sad.
I've been trying to pitch in around here and earn my keep. It's not like he's a slob or anything, but I've tried to help out by cleaning up the place a bit for him while he's at work, and occasionally helping out in the kitchen.
I've also been working on my Only Fans page, trying to build up some customers. And a paycheck.
I feel more than a little guilty, with Tommy having to pay for everything. He says he doesn't mind, but still, I'm used to paying my own way.
I called Mr. Rivers a few days after moving in. He's an old friend of my dad's, and a lawyer. He's going to look into getting my trust fund out of my mother's grip and released to me early. That would be a HUGE help.
In the meantime, I've managed to get a few clients on OF, but it's slow going and I'm not seeing a real profit yet.
With only a small group of "fans," I've been trying to make it as personal for them as I can; replying to their messages, thanking them, chatting, flirting, and of course commenting on the dick pics I encouraged them to send.
A lot of my friends bemoaned the fact they would constantly get unsolicited dick pics from men on social media. I've had that happen more than once myself.
But Only Fans is different, of course, and I figured I'd just go ahead and encourage them since I'd probably get them anyway.
And although I wasn't charging yet for "dick ratings," (a pretty common practice on OF, guys paying you to look at their dicks and "rate" them,) most of the guys sending them to me also tipped me a few bucks.
While I used to have fun teasing guys into jerking off for me on Omegle, and seeing them hard and aroused for me would get me off, the longer I was with Tommy, the less interested I became in looking at random dicks.
Still, it's part of the game on Only Fans, and I did find it both amusing and flattering to see all the throbbing members in my inbox along with comments praising my looks and content.
So I'd write them back, sometimes even a short, personal video clip to thank them and praise their penis, even if I found it pretty average, which, really, most of them were.
Then, while going through my messages one afternoon while Tommy was at work, I found one from a man named Philip.
There was also a picture, but not of his dick, just his face. There was also a tip. His message, addressed to my OF alias, read as follows:
"Dear Robin,
Greetings from London. My name is Phillip. I first just wanted to say how lovely you are, and how happy I am to have found your Only Fans. Your pictures and video clips are stunning and arousing. I've been enjoying them very much, if you get my meaning.
You're not, perchance, of Irish descent, are you? I have some family in Ireland.
I know you've encouraged your fans to send dick pics, but I'm rather nervous to do so, being honest. I'm afraid you won't find it all that impressive.
You see, I was born with arthrogryposis. I won't bore you with all the long winded details, but essentially it affected my physical development growing up, making it very difficult for me to walk or even speak properly.
It also left me with a micro penis.
While therapy and surgeries have helped me greatly in the other areas, (I am now fully able to walk, albeit with a cane, and speak clearly,) there was no significant growth to my penis, even after hormone and testosterone shots.
My condition has of course made dating and finding a steady relationship rather difficult.
At thirty, I've resigned myself to probably remaining a virgin for life.
And so I turn to outlets such as this to help fulfill my fantasies.
I tell you all this, not for your sympathy or pity, but only so that you'll understand why I respectfully declined your request.
Lastly, I just wanted to say that I wish you well in your endeavors; I know it cannot be easy dealing with those who may judge or condemn you for choosing this particular form of employment. Just know that I respect what you do and appreciate the service you provide to someone such as myself. I am including a Β£20 tip to show my gratitude.
I do not expect you to reply on any regular basis of course. I'm sure you're a very busy young lady. But I am always open to a conversation should you ever wish to just chat. (And by chat, I do not mean sexting, I'm sure that's an additional charge LOL).
Regards,
Phillip."
I reread his message several times, then studied his picture. He was handsome enough, with short, black, tightly curled hair and a nicely maintained beard to match.
His smile looked shy, but he had a happy twinkle in his dark brown eyes.
I felt very moved, not just by the tip, but by his kind and polite words. Most of the messages I'd received so far from other customers pretty much consisted of, "Hey baby, you're so fucking hot, I'd fuck that tiny body so hard you'd love it," etc.
I started to write a reply, then paused. No, he deserved something a little more personal.
I was dressed in some basic denim shorts and a baggy tee shirt since I hadn't really been planning on taking any pics or videos. I quickly changed into a cute pink crop top that hung loose just below my boobs and a matching pair of panties.
I took a few minutes to collect my thoughts, then began recording the video.
"Hey, Phillp, I just wanted to thank you personally for your generosity and kind words. I'm so glad you enjoy my content, it really means a lot to me."
Instead of putting on a fake, seductress smile and voice, as I'd done in some of my other video replies, I was instead my genuine self.
"I understand and sympathize with your fears about sending me more revealing pics, but I wanted you to know that it truly doesn't matter to me. What matters is that you are turned on, enjoying yourself, aroused. Because that's my goal; to take away your stress and worries for a little while and just let you escape and release your tensions."
I paused for a moment, and then, on a whim, started pulling at my shirt, revealing little flashes of my under-boobs.
"It makes me happy to make you happy, Phillip," I continued, showing even more of my breasts while leaning back to also give him a better view of my panties. I'd made sure to pull them up a bit snug to outline my cleft.
I casually ran one hand over my mound as I looked directly into the camera. "It would also make me happy to see more of you, Phillip. You want to make me happy, right?" I purred, giving him a playful wink.
"I'll never make fun of you, Phillip," I said, more seriously now. "Your penis size doesn't matter to me. What matters is turning you on, helping you get off. That gets me off too, Phillip." I kept using his name to make it more personal, making sure he knew I was speaking directly to him.
"I'm not going to ask you to do something that would make you uncomfortable, "I finished, "but if you change your mind, I'd really love for you to show me, okay? Hope to see you again soon, and thank you so much."