Chapter 8
As I went to answer the door I knew I was going to forgive Nick. I was so angry yesterday that my feelings this morning surprised me. Just before Jill's call the anger was gone, but I was still ready to break up with Nick. Huh. Jill hadn't really said much relating to Nick, it had mostly been about me. I stopped in my tracks when the realization hit me like a bolt of lightning.
Seems like at each new crossroads I was reluctant or unhappy until I got horny. Once my arousal was intense enough it seemed I was ready to do anything or forgive for anything. Fucking me in the ass while looking at my sister? Forgiven. Having me suck off the pizza guy? Forgiven. Getting fucked by a tailor? Forgiven. The doorbell rang again breaking my reverie.
I scurried to the door and opened it. Nick stood there looking worried. He had dark circles under his eyes from where he obviously hadn't slept. In short he looked a mess. We stared at each other for what stretched into a minute. Suddenly I reached out, grabbed him by the belt and pulled him inside.
I probably set some world record for getting his penis out and into my mouth. He seemed confused.
"Emmy! Wha- Is everything okay?" he asked as I brought him quickly to a full erection. I pulled him out briefly.
"Shut up and enjoy this. You'd better not run off anywhere before fucking me. I can't take another day with just my fingers," I said hurriedly before I took his cock back into my mouth as deep as I could. Jill could take a cock deep in the throat, but I gagged far before that happened. I would need to remember to ask her for tips. I was trying to get Nick to cum as quickly as possible, but he had other plans and pulled me off him and to my feet.
I was surprised when he turned and close the front door. It seemed in addition to be willing to forgive anything when aroused, I also forgot about propriety! He didn't give me much time recover and picked me up and carried me to my room. I hadn't planned on going out today so I was just wearing a thin cotton t-shirt, no bra, a pair of gym shorts, and cotton panties. None of this stayed on as he quickly stripped me and laid me on my back. His clothes joined mine on the floor and he joined me on the bed. I groaned as he slipped into me. Surprisingly he didn't start hammering away as I wanted so I wiggled my hips at him.
"I'm so sorry Emmy. I don't know what I was thinking. I just got this idea in my head, and- everything else you seemed so reluctant about but ended up liking. I guess I hoped this would work the same way, but obviously I was wrong. I know I can't ma-"
"You weren't," I whispered as he tried to explain. We were both grinding our hips slowly as we talked.
"-ke this..." he trailed off as he looked at me, "What do you mean?" He was trying to keep the eagerness out of his voice, but I picked up on it and pulled him in for a deep kiss. We let our tongues play for a few minute before I broke away.
"I was really mad yeah... I just- well honestly I think my reaction was pretty justified all things considered. But now? Yeah, I did some thinking overnight and, well, I like it..." I was smiling up at him as he started to take harder strokes, but still pretty slow. It felt good. We'd been so caught up with all this new sex we hadn't properly made love in a while and it turns out this was exactly what I needed. I moaned a bit, then decided to tease him a bit. "I sent in verification videos last night..."
"You did? Oh Emmy!" he kissed me fiercely and we didn't talk anymore. The sex was intense. Not just physically but emotionally. It wasn't about the orgasms, although I managed three, it was about joining together. Afterwards we cuddled without speaking and fell asleep for several hours. That night was much of the same. Neither of us wanted to leave bed so we ordered a pizza again. And yes, I did end up paying for the pizza naked, but there was no repeat of the previous 'tip.'
After pizza and another love making session Nick and I talked a bit more about why I had come to this decision.
"I- well. It just kind of happened... I was really aroused and ended up watching some porn and... You see how into things can get and then I talked with Jill some..." I was hesitant to explain about Jill. I loved Nick, but some things just needed to stay between sisters.
"Hmmm, well I will need to thank Jill for setting such a good example next time we see her," he said laughingly.
"Actually, funnily enough, Jill didn't know about those pictures being on the internet at all."
"Oh! I just figured with your stories..."
"I did too. She was pretty furious and still is. At least with her you can't really recognize her face," I teased as I poked him in the ribs. He laughed and squirmed away.
"So this porn you were watching..." Nick began, a smirk on his face.
"I- Th-that's personal Nick!" I said. I could feel myself blushing furiously but this only seemed to make him push harder.
"You weren't getting off to yourself were you?"
"What?! No! I mean, well... Seeing the response to my pictures really turned me on, but no... It, well you mentioned Sasha Grey...."
"What'd you think of her?" he asked eagerly. I had to laugh at his curiosity.
"Well, she is very sexy. Most of her straight stuff I couldn't take. Way too much choking on penises. I did find a video I liked though."
"What was it?"
"Hmm. Well I'll let you choose. You can have me tell you about it, we can watch the video, or we can watch me watch the video."
"Well, I'll have to think about that," he said as he stroked his chin, causing me to giggle. "I'll take B and C."
"What! That wasn't one of the options. I only have the one laptop!"
"Watch and learn newb," Nick said as he climbed off the bed. He went over to my little flat screen TV and began disconnecting things. He pulled my desk over towards the bed, placed the TV down and my laptop next to it. He went to the DVD player and took an HDMI cable out and plugged it into the TV and my laptop. He fumbled about and soon my laptop was controlling the TV.
"Oh! Good thinking!" I went to the laptop and showed him the webcam file and then the video I had downloaded with Sasha Grey. He started them up, but I quickly paused them and told him to give me a minute alone. He went to the bathroom and I quickly skipped around the webcam video until I was pretty sure it was at the point where I started the porno.
Nick returned and we settled down with him spooning me from behind. On the left I was lightly fingering myself, on the right Sasha and some other girl were doing an interview. Things heated up pretty quickly when Nick realized this was a bondage flick.
"Oh wow Emmy! Kinky!" Nick exclaimed. When the video started he slid his cock into my wet pussy and I moaned. Sasha's screams filled our ears, competing with my own moans. The dominant girl affixed clothes pins to Sasha's tits and I gasped as Nick pinched mine hard and pulled on them.
