FORWARD
Chapter 12 ended with our happy couple making love for the first time and confessing their love to each other.
Chapter 13 picks up shortly after.
ALL CHARACTERS ARE AT LEAST 18 YEARS OF AGE OR OLDER.
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I came back to the bedroom after using the bathroom and freshening up a bit to find Jenna sitting up in my bed, writing in a thick, red covered notebook.
She looked so beautiful with the sheets pulled up to her stomach, leaving her naked breasts exposed. I felt myself wanting her again, despite having just cleaned up from our first love making. Although I'd probably still need a little more recovery time.
Jenna looked up from her writing and smiled. "Oh hey. Almost done, gimme just a minute."
She finished scrawling a few more lines and then closed the notebook. "My diary," she explained upon noting my curious look.
"Ah. Anything good in there about me?" I asked.
"Maybe," she grinned.
I slid into bed next to her, just as naked as she was. Her warmth was comforting. It had been far too long since I'd had a woman I actually cared for in my bed.
We kissed for a few moments, her lips soft and supple. I was already feeling a stirring between my legs despite having just cum maybe fifteen minutes ago. I couldn't remember the last time a woman had turned me on so much as to be this excited again so quickly. It had certainly been awhile.
Still, I didn't want to rush things. She might need some downtime after her own marathon of orgasms. And I wasn't fully functional just yet anyway. Close, but not quite.
So instead of trying to take things further, I asked about the diary. "So what else is in there? All your deepest, darkest secrets, desires and fantasies?"
"Don't tease," she shoved me playfully. She then turned slightly more serious. "I started the diary after dad died. A way to keep my memories of him alive by writing them down. From there it's just, you know, somewhere to gather my thoughts and feelings and keep a journal of special moments and stuff."
"So you were writing about tonight?" I asked.
"Well, duh," she giggled. "After all, it was definitely a special moment." Her eyes lit up lovingly as she kissed me again.
"Well, I'm honored that you considered it special enough to warrant an entry," I smiled.
"Oh you're in there quite a bit, actually. You can read it if you want," Jenna offered.
"That's okay," I declined, "I think some things should remain private. That's for you, not me."
Jenna nodded appreciatively. "I suppose so. Although I have no real secrets anyway. There may be a few things in there I haven't told you, but nothing I wouldn't be willing to tell you."
"Anything juicy?" I joked.
"Oh, you want juicy, huh?" Jenna smirked. "Okay then, let me think...ah! Okay, here's one: Trish and I masturbated together once."
My jaw dropped. "Really???"
Jenna laughed. "Yes, really. We'd been cock teasing guys on Omegle for a while. We were both pretty high. And pretty horny."
"How far did you two go?" I asked excitedly.
"Settle down, cowboy," Jenna laughed. "All we did was masturbate. No lesbian stuff. Well, okay, we were making out earlier, but that was for Omegle. We just took out our vibrators and got ourselves off. "
My eyes started to glaze over, imagining the scene, and more. Jenna turned my face towards hers. "You're fantasizing about it already, aren't you?"
I chuckled as I came back to reality. "Guilty. Sorry. But you know I'd have loved to have seen that."
"Oh I'm sure," Jenna said. "What else were you imagining? Trish and I going down on each other? A threesome? A double blowjob?"
I suddenly felt a bit flustered. "Look, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be thinking about your best friend like that, it was just..."
Jenna cut me off. "Hey, relax. It's okay. I'm not upset by it. I have my fantasies, too. I think it's healthy to talk about them."
I breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank you. It's not like I actually expect that kind of thing to happen. But, you know..."
Jenna grinned. "Yeah, I know. You're a guy. You can't help thinking about it. But hey, who knows? Some fantasies can come true, if everyone is...agreeable to them." I looked at her, surprised.
"I'm not making any promises here," she cautioned. "Just saying I'm...open minded enough to talk about them."
"Fair enough," I said. "Is that the kind of thing you fantasize about as well?"
"Not until recently. Trish is my best friend, and of course now I have you. Two people in my life I love and care about and feel comfortable with. So, yeah, sure. The fantasy has at least crossed my mind."
I was intrigued by the possibilities, to say the least, and by her candid openness.
"I get we're just...talking, here, not actually planning anything," I started, "but I just want to make something clear. I'm not looking for another woman. Trish is a nice girl, and sure, I find her attractive. But I don't have any feelings for her. I love you, and I'm more than happy with just you. And I'd never want you to think I'd be unhappy with what we have, just me and you."
Jenna smiled warmly. "Thank you. But you think too much. I'm not worried about any of that. You've never given me a reason to. If anything, I've been the one encouraging things with Trish. Letting her tease you, letting you jerk off for her, I've been...enjoying it. And I'm discovering that I don't find the idea of sharing her with you, and you with her...objectionable."
"That's...interesting to hear," I said neutrally. "I suppose in the spirit of honesty here, I'll admit that I'd be open to sharing more experiences with Trish, but only in whatever way you feel comfortable, and with the understanding that nothing happens without everyone's full consent and comfort."
Jenna again nodded. "Of course. And don't forget that includes your comfort levels, as well as Trish's. I'm honestly not sure how far she'd be into taking things either. But I can tell you she's not interested in you as anything more than a friend, with a few benefits, granted. We've already talked about it a little bit, after that fiasco with Michelle walking in. Trish made it very clear to me she's not interested in interfering or inserting herself in our relationship. She's open to having some fun, but told me she has absolutely no intentions of trying to divide us."
"Good," I said, "as long as everyone is clear on where we all stand."
"I know I am," said Jenna. "Trust me, I've thought about all this a lot lately the last few weeks, especially as things have escalated. I don't know how far I'd be willing to take it all just yet. But I have a kinky side, too, it turns out. And I've been having fun exploring my fantasies, and my boundaries."
"What other fantasies do you have?" I asked. "Things you've thought about exploring? Even if only in your imagination."
Jenna hesitated as if unsure how to answer. "Hey, it's just me. And we're just talking. No judgment here," I assured her.
Jenna sighed. "Okay, why not? So you know how you like to be naked in front of women, right? And you know I enjoy getting guys off letting them look at me. I was tempted several times to show more of my body to the guys on Omegle, but my fear they'd somehow be able to capture the image or video and put it online kept me from doing it.
"But I've fantasized about being naked in a crowd, or in a room full of men, or on a nude beach or something. Showing off my body, knowing I was turning guys on, looking at me. Not letting them touch me, or fuck me. Just...exposing myself, knowing they were looking, getting excited. Kinda like what I did to you yesterday. Although of course, I did wind up having sex with you."
Jenna looked at me to get my reaction. "That's actually a pretty normal fantasy," I said. "Everyone wants to be the object of desire sometimes. And in a safe environment, it could be very erotic, and empowering. And it's not exactly an impossible fantasy to fulfill, you know. I could think of at least a few ways."
Jenna looked surprised. "You're saying I should try and make that happen?"
I smiled warmly. "I'm saying that if that's something you truly wanted, we could find a way to make it happen. You've made it happen for me, so of course I'd be open to making it happen for you."
"Wouldn't you get jealous of other men, you know, looking at me? Getting turned on, seeing me naked?"
I thought for a moment before replying, "I'm gonna be honest in saying I'm not really comfortable with the idea of sharing you with another man. A double standard, perhaps, given your consideration of sharing me with Trish in more than just a visual way."
"I'm not at all interested in having sex with other men," Jenna interjected. "The threesome idea with you and Trish is one thing, but I have zero interest in fucking other people, especially strangers."
"Well, if we're talking simply about letting other men see you, get off to you," I continued, "I don't have any objections to that. Most men want other men to desire the woman they're with. It's an ego thing in a way. 'Yeah, you can look, but she's going home with me.' That kind of thing."
"I get that," said Jenna. "Us women do it too. I really did get off on letting Trish see your cock, knowing she couldn't have it but I could."
I laughed. "Yeah, you get it alright."
Jenna seemed contemplative. "What are you thinking?" I asked.
"What would you think about me," Jenna paused, hesitant, "starting an Only Fans page?"
"Are we talking seriously, or still fantasy here?" I asked.
"Seriously," said Jenna. "I've been considering it for a while now."
I was quiet for a few moments, sorting my thoughts on this new surprise.
"Don't be afraid to be honest," said Jenna. "If you're against it, I need to know."