I'm a 25-year-old straight male. Since very young, I've always known that I'm an exhibitionist. I love to be seen naked. Just the thought of it arouses me. During my teenage years, my mind was always filled with imaginations of different situations of how I could be seen naked, accidentally or with a reason. Situations such as being asked by female doctors to get undressed, the sales woman walking in as I was trying on new pants, modeling nude for art students, streaking in public places and getting caught by women excited me. These scenes of imagination accompanied me for many years as I was growing up. I thought I was abnormal or had some kind of psychological problem. It wasn't until I was in my twenties and the Internet became widely available that I learned about exhibitionism, that there are millions of other people like me who enjoy exposing themselves to strangers of the opposite sex.
My first experience of actually pursuing my "exhibitionist career" was at a nude beach. Of course, prior to that, there had been naturally occurring situations that I got a taste of the thrill of showing my penis such as doctor’s visits, which I'll soon write about. But going to nude beaches was the first time I got to be naked in public, in front of people without having to have a reason or excuse!
I was 18 then, just gotten my drivers license. Suddenly I realize my world had expanded! I could go anywhere and do anything I want! It was almost like I had grown a pair of wings overnight! I'd heard about such thing as nude beaches where people could be naked under broad daylight. To an 18-year-old- virgin-exhibitionist-boy, that was simply Heaven! More important, it was no longer something I could only imagine and masturbate about anymore. It was real and a place where I could finally live out my fantasies! I was then sure that Heaven does exists and it isn't a lifetime away but rather, a drive away! The thought of going to a nude beach excited me so much that I got an erection every time I thought about it and had to masturbate! I would come so hard every time!
I didn't know anything about nude beaches, other than that you could get naked on them. I didn't know where they were, whether they were free, or if an 18-year-old boy could get in. Do guys there all have erections? All these questions were yet for me to explore. This was before the time of Internet so I went to the bookstore and tried to find information about it. As luck would have it, I found a book titled California Beaches. It listed information about every little beach in California. It tells you directions, phone numbers, facilities, critics, ratings and most important, whether a beach is "Clothing Optional". I was very surprised to find out that not too far from where I lived, there were 3 of them. And if I wanted to drive further, there were a lot more! With so many choices I simply picked the closest one. It was this little private beach just north of Half Moon Bay. Those that know the area would for sure know what I'm talking about.
It was a beautiful Sunday morning when I packed my little backpack. That was easy! Just a towel, some lotion and some water! Nope, didn't need my trunks! Just on that thought my penis hardened instantly. It stayed hard almost through that whole day! I'd memorized the driving directions long before, so I was racing the old Volvo my parents had given me all the way to the beach. Come to think about it now, I was really lucky I didn't get into any accidents or got pullover by cops. I must've been driving at least 80 miles per hour most of the time. When I got to the parking lot, I was disappointed to see only a about a dozen cars parked. I was hoping it'd be full of people! Still, I was so excited to finally be there that I had to just sit in the car for a few minutes to calm down and catch my breath. My heart was beating so hard that I could actually hear it.
While I was sitting there in the car, I looked around. The beach is actually right under the cliff where the parking lot is on. I wanted to take a look at the beach but only the Pacific Ocean could be seen behind me. I would have to walk close to the cliff and look down to see the beach. Just as I was about to do that, I saw a beautiful blonde stepping out of her car just about 50 feet from me. She had a very girl-next-door face. Kind of plain but cute. She was in her late twenties and about 5'5" tall with a very well proportioned figure. Her blonde hair was tied up neatly in a ponytail that ran just past her shoulder. She was wearing tight blue jeans and a tank top. She stood there by her car and looked around for a little bit. I could tell that it was her first time there also. She held her hand up just above her eyes to block the sun and looked into my direction for about a minute. I guessed she was looking at the beautiful waves of the ocean just as I was doing before she stepped out of her car. I didn't think she could see me because of the glare on my windshield.
After about a minute or so, she did something I totally didn't expect. She turned around and took a backpack out of her car and placed it on the hood. With her back turned to me now, she opened the zipper of the bag and, with one motion, she took off her tank top. That caught me totally by surprise. There she was, a total stranger, a fine blonde woman with her shirt off, just 50 feet in front of me in a parking lot. That was the first time I was close to a live naked woman! She wasn't wearing a bra. I could see her smooth and slightly tanned back with just a hint of bikini tan line. As she leaned over a little to dig through her backpack, I could catch a clear view of the side of her breast but not the nipple. My heart had started to pound again just as it clamed down a little. And needless to say, my penis was fully erected by now.
She took about 30 seconds to fold up the tank top she just taken off and dig through the bag. Then she took out a bright yellow bikini top and started to put it on. As she reached back to tie the string in the back I'd gotten so excited that I had to do something about it. I didn't want to start jerking off yet so I ran my fingers over my nipples through my t-shirt. It felt so good! After she finished tying the top, she proceeded to get out of her jeans. She bent over as she pulled them down and stepped out of them. She was wearing a simple pink cotton panty. The fabric on the back was kind of narrow but not so narrow as a thong. It covered about a third of her beautiful round ass. As she bent down, I could almost see her ass crack through the thin material. Then she stood up and once again folded the jeans on the hood of the car. She spent about another 30 seconds doing that and all the while I was looking at her standing there in her panties while I played with my nipples through my t-shirt. I could feel my hard-on throbbing against my shorts. When she finished folding the jeans, she slowly tugged her thumbs on the waistband of her cute little pink panties. She looked to the left and right, making sure no one was looking at her, then she nervously bent over and pulled them down. As she did that, I was just at the perfect angle to catch a glimpse of her cute little light brown ass-hole. With that I let out a soft moan. She must have heard me because she quickly stood up with her hands holding the panties and put them in front of her crotch as to cover it. She looked around nervously. When she looked into my direction, I was sure she had seen me. The sight of this young blonde in her bikini top nervously covering her naked crotch with her hands and seeing me looking at her almost made me come right there! But apparently she still couldn't see me because of the glare. After looking around a bit, she seemed to beconvinced that no one was around. She quickly took a matching bright yellow bikini bottom out of her bag and put it on. As she bent over to do that, she turned to a slightly different angle and that allowed me the view of her natural untrimmed blonde pubic hair. At that, I had to stop touching myself completely or I would come right there in my pants!
When she got done changing into her bikini, she put the jeans and the tank top in the back seat, locked the doors and picked up her backpack from the hood. She started walking toward the entrance of the private beach, which was behind me to my left, so she was kind of walking toward me. That gave me an exciting idea. I decided to let her know that I'd been there whole time but not to make it clear whether I'd seen her getting changed or not. So, when she was about 20 feet away, I got out of my car with my backpack. As I closed the door, I saw her looking at me with a really surprised look on her face. Then the surprised look was quickly replaced by an embarrassed look. Her cute face had turned red so quickly and that embarrassed her even more. Like I said, I didn't want to be too obvious whether I'd seen her getting changed or not, so I acted like nothing happened. I smiled and nodded my head politely as a simple hello gesture. She nodded back with a very shy smile. Not knowing what to do with her hands, she ran her finger through her hair behind her left ear. That was such a cute look! With that I just turned around and walked toward the entrance. I knew she must have been wondering whether I saw her not when she took off her clothes just a minute ago. I find the thought of it extremely erotic! I was glad she was walking behind me now, because the huge tent in my shorts would've been a give away!
The concrete road that leads down to the gate was pretty steep but fortunately it was only about 40 feet long. Past the gate there was a little ticket stand. A sign next to it read: Clothing optional beach. Open 10:00AM to sunset. $5.00 Admission. That was a pretty cheap price to pay to go to Heaven, I thought. Behind the ticket stand, there was a little hut about 30 feet away that displayed some snacks and drinks. A middle-aged woman was just finishing putting some drinks in a cooler when she noticed me. She smiled and said hi and proceeded to walk toward me as I took out a $5.00 bill from my pocket. While I was waiting, I looked back up the steep road I just came down. The blonde was now carefully walking down. She had her hands up in the air in front of her for balance. As she was coming down at such a steep angle, her breast was really bouncing with every step. They weren't too big, just the perfect size! That was quite a sight! A fine young blonde in bright yellow bikini coming down a steep road with her breast bouncing up and down! I keep my eyes on her and it wasn't until she was about 20 feet away that she noticed my stare. Once again she was embarrassed; she must've figured out what I was looking at right away, so she put her left arm across her breasts to stop the bouncing. As she did that, she gave me that shy smile again. Although it turned me on so much, I didn't want to be rude. So I turned back to the ticket stand. By now the middle-aged woman was only a couple of steps away.
"Hello, how are you?" she said with a very motherly tone.
