I arrived on the island in the middle of my year-long backpacking trek across the world. It was exactly what I was looking for: warm, sunny beaches, palm trees, a cheap hostel, cheaper food, very few mosquitoes and most of all, very few tourists. Its bars and guest houses were by and large empty and neglected. Many of them verged on forlorn, and the pace of locals and visitors alike was slow.
I won't tell you the island's name, or even what country it's in. Publicity would only spoil it, and though I'll probably never get back there, I like to imagine it will always stay the same. Anyway, this story isn't really about that island; it's about a girl.
My first idle day on the island set the pattern for all the rest. I went to the beach, swam and sunned, ate seafood under awnings at the beach- side cafes, drank water out of coconuts and bottles of beer. Along the way, I met other travelers and we discussed where we'd come from and where we'd been. As the day was drawing to a close, I returned to my hostel before dinner for a shower.
The facilities were primitive, but inexpensive, and relatively private as far as hostels go. What was unusual was that the dorms were in separate huts, four bunks in each. The night of my arrival, the dorm I stayed in wasn't even full, just two Australian girls, a Brazilian guy and another guy from Spain. The other three berths were vacant. An outdoor path out the back, made partially private by rickety bamboo screens, led to a separate little hut with our toilet and shower.
There was no one else around, and I thought I was the first one back for the day. I took off my clothes in the dorm and wrapped myself in a towel, but when I went to the shower the two Australian girls were already there. One was showering behind the drawn plastic curtain while the other stood outside it like a guard. She clutched at her towel when she saw me, and I checked mine. My knot seemed a bit haphazard, so I turned away to adjust it.
"Sorry, it will be awhile," apologized the girl in her Aussie twang. "I'm going in next."
There was nothing for me to do but wait. It was the only shower, so I went to one of the two sinks and pretended to inspect my face in the mirror. I'd been trying since the night before to figure out if the Australians were a lesbian couple or just friends. They could just as easily have been sisters, they looked so much alike, except one of them had dark hair, the other, light. Traveling cheaply like I was, I already stayed in lots of mixed-sex hostels. I already knew that nudity and any hint of sex were frowned upon, if not taboo, so the lack of signs of physical affection between them wasn't conclusive. We all hid behind curtains and towels in the showers, slept in unnecessary clothing on the hottest of nights, and when we could no longer put off changing our underwear, made sure that nobody saw. It always puzzled me how young, carefree, otherwise bold adventurers could be in this fundamental way so reserved, but I kept to these discretions too. Even couples who I knew must be lovers kept to themselves in their own single beds. Fucking, like masturbation, must have taken place in hidden spaces at secret times, if it ever happened at all.
I tried to make small talk with the dark-haired Australian girl, but we kept getting interrupted by the other girl in the shower. She finished washing herself quickly and called from behind the curtain for her towel and later, piece by piece, her clothes. As soon as she emerged, fully dressed, the dark-haired one took her place behind the curtain and handed out her own towel. The light-haired girl hung it on one of the pegs on the wall, then took her place, as the other had earlier, as a buffer between me and the shower. I was about to strike up a conversation with her when my attention was caught by the sound of more people at the door.
The new couple that had just arrived looked tired and over-dressed for the island in their long pants, long-sleeved shirts and heavy shoes. They carried towels and bags of toiletries into the shower-hut with them. "Are you both waiting for the shower?" the guy asked in a deep, heavily accented voice. When I told him it was only me waiting, they had a brief discussion in their native language, then went to the row of pegs and started taking off their clothes. They didn't stop until they were both naked, save for the flip-flops they slipped on like every experienced hostel resident does around toilets and showers.
"So good to get out of those clothes," said the guy. "We've been travelling all day."
They turned around and faced us naked without a hint of self-consciousness or shame. At first, I tried not to stare, and I noticed the Australian girl did the same. I noted the look of disapproval in her averted eyes, but as the guy rattled off questions about the island and the hostel it became difficult for us to look away. He was short and wiry-haired, his body all sinew, muscle and bone, like a classical statue come to life. His cock was classically small as well. It was rather stubby, and made his balls look large.
"From Amsterdam," I heard him tell the Aussie girl, and realized they must be Dutch. To be honest, I was already tuning out the conversation. I was more interested, while pretending not to be, in the girl.
Even as she'd undressed, before she turned around, I'd been smitten by her shiny, wavy hair spilling down the expanse of her back, the breathtaking arc of her waist and her voluptuous ass. Now that she faced me, I saw how her nipples stood small and pale against her sun-darkened skin, and how her breasts were full and supple, without any sag. Below, a stark strip of curly hair was left unshaved, like the dash of an exclamation. I knew she'd caught me staring when I looked up at her face and saw her eyes: beautiful, piercing, blue-green eyes beneath long lashes, and the slightest trace of a knowing smile, all framed by her magnificent tresses of hair. I believed her at that moment to be the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. Embarrassed, I looked away.
I'd been too distracted to notice that the other Aussie had finished her shower and was already dressed. "Your turn for the shower," the Dutch guy reminded me. Startled, I scurried in.
When I'd finished my shower and reached past the curtain for my towel, I saw the Dutch girl standing at the mirror, still naked and languorously brushing her hair. I ducked back inside, dried myself off and wrapped myself in my towel once again. As I came out, the Dutch guy went in, and I set my eyes on the girl. Her back looked remarkably soft and smooth, marred only by the swelling of a mosquito bite on her shoulder blade. There was a tiny tattoo of a butterfly on her ass, and a sliver of pale skin ran where the fabric of a thong would go. I could see her face in the mirror from where I was standing. She saw me looking and gave me an amused smile. Trying to act casual, I went to the other sink to brush my teeth as she kept brushing her hair. I glanced sideways from time to time to look at her as much as I dared. As she ran the brush from front to back, her perfect round breasts jutted forward and rose. She may have brushed a hundred times; I didn't bother to count. When her boyfriend came out of the shower and she went in, I rinsed my mouth out and returned to the dorm.
