This story contains unrealistic events that orbits towards extreme exhibitionism, humiliation and masochism. If you dislike any of those themes I advise you to look for something else.
Thanks to Demiurging for reviewing this chapter. It really improved the text since I'm not a native english speaker. I also send a special thanks to everyone who made suggestions in my e-mail, even the suggestions I didn't use. I ended up not using any of them entirely, but adapted some elements of a few of them.
All characters are fictional, as are all names (which have been chosen randomly on a website for this type of things).
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The intercom rang and my heart skipped a beat. I was expecting it, since I asked Amanda for help, but I tried to prepare myself every time I heard a car passing in the street. Those rings weren't following any car engine. As I looked outside I had no doubt, it was exactly who I was waiting for. I would recognize Amanda's friend anywhere.
"Fuck." I thought to myself. It was the same girl who opened the gate of Amanda's home to let me in. It wasn't for free though, she only did it in exchange for a very compromising video where I basically allowed them to share the records of my actions (and also confessed all the things I had done up to that moment). Let's say that from the experience I had with her I knew she would be able to press the right buttons to flip my switch and release that dark uncontrollable Laura I was fearing so much.
That morning, when I woke up, I thought everything I did the day before was a dream. I swear, I woke up in panic, convinced myself that it could never happen and then realized that "I drink dog's cum" was still on my lower chest. Yeah, sometimes probabilities are wrong.
With that everything I did started to sink in, making my denial impossible. I had allowed Lianna to tattoo me naked in front of a crowd, I had been blowbanged by the same crowd, I had been recorded doing both the things, my neighbor have seen me coming back naked and cum covered and worst of all, I had committed myself to a new dare to bring my parents into the mess I had turned my life into.
I was definitely my worst enemy. I didn't need to do any of that. All of it, at least of the nastiest things, were just consequences of my own actions. I choose to try to fuck Lianna's husband for having my ego hurt by the pizza indifference and it started the chain of events that was probably going to make my naked body go viral in my city... well, in my city if I was optimistic, in my country if I was realistic.
I wanted to curl into a ball to cry and die, but even realizing the enormity of what I did my pussy betrayed me and made me horny just by picturing what I did in my mind. Oh, my wet pussy was also my enemy. It demanded attention and I couldn't even mourn my intimacy properly to feel slightly less messed up.
My pussy almost made me eager for the dare of the day, the dare of talking to one of my parents while nude in public. I had to do it on that day, risking to show my family what I've become in only one year of living alone.
It was Friday, so I could go to a secluded place in a public park I knew. I once went to that place because a date lived nearby and we wanted to smoke weed somewhere safe, since he couldn't in his apartment. It was an isolated trail in which no more than some joggers would walk through (or some couples wanting to fuck in public during the night).
Well, it was early morning yet so I could still find help among my friends, or at least that was what I thought. I contacted my biggest friends, the ones I really could trust, and most of them didn't even answer.
The ones that answered said they couldn't help me, but it was probably because I couldn't tell what the help would be. Instead of saying they would record me naked talking to my dad I just tried to be generic saying that I needed their help in an urgent matter. Well, urgent matters weren't urgent enough.
I tried to go down in the friendship hierarchy then. The friends I didn't trust much, the barely friends... Most of them followed the same pattern of not answering my calls, but those who answered were in class, some even telling me that I should also attend the class since there would be some important matter.
Well, it was cute that they cared about my academic life, but the matter wasn't important enough. It was Friday, and I attended my class II would have to do the dare on Saturday, the day when families would go have picnics. Can you imagine that american dream christian family (a father, a mother and two kids) making a picnic and suddenly seeing me walking through them with the nastiest stuffs written all over me? The kids would ask "dad, what is dog's cum and why does she drink it?" I could imagine and it made me hornier, but I hated myself for it.
Anyway, I even tried to contact my neighbor, the one who saw me the day before, but he had already left to work. Apparently everyone was having a productive life... everyone but me, who was trying to find someone to help me by recording my public indecency, and almost incestuous, act. I was basically looking for someone to produce proof of my lewd act in order to give it to Amanda, so she could induce me to do even nastier things...
Well, that isn't fair. She wouldn't induce me to do nastier things, she would give me the start I needed to do it myself. To release the devil I had in the darkest corners of my mind (or maybe cunt), a devil that wouldn't stop until he ruined me in every possible way. It was almost the same thing, like giving an alcoholic a beer can to see him drowning in vodka right after it. The only difference was that my addiction was much more socially condemned.
After all my options failed, since no one wanted to do favors seven in the morning during a Friday, I recurred to the person who I knew would help me somehow (with a high price).
"Sorry, ma'am. I can't find help for the dare. Can I do it myself?" I typed and sent it to her in the message app. The answer took a few minutes.
"Damn, pet. What would you do without me? You should get better friends. Next time you suck so many dicks in the street, try to keep the contact of some of them. I'll see what I can do." She answered.
I got a bit relieved but then I received another message.
"Sorry, you are on your own. Try to announce it on your facelook."
Fuck, she knew I couldn't do that. In fact I'm not sure if she knew it or not since I had broken any boundaries I had in the previous weeks, but I insisted.
"Please, ma'am. I need help."
"Fine, slut, I will try." She answered vaguely.