The Anonymous Blackmailer Ch 2
The blackmailer forces Eve to risk her professional reputation
[Terry and Eve have discovered that someone on the internet is blackmailing both of them and, so far, has used that power to cause them to perform sex acts in public. They are both terrified about what's coming next, but intensely curious about who's blackmailing them and why.]
*Tuesday*
Fortunately, my husband, Ben, is sound asleep when I sneak in the front door, so thankfully I don't have to explain my disheveled clothes from the encounter in the park with Terry.
This whole thing has been terrifying.
Terry Myles - who would've thought? I fucking love his work and now I've cum on his face. I fucking loved sucking his cock. What a weird world...
Who the hell is this blackmailer? IT, we call him or her. Because IT has depersonalized us, we depersonalize IT.
I run to the shower and clean myself as quick as I can - I don't know if I might smell or something, but I don't want Ben getting suspicious. My clothes get tucked inside-out at the bottom of the laundry so it's not obvious they're caked with dirt from the park.... and other fluids.
Note to self: do the laundry ASAP!
Cleaned, but still shaking, I sit down at my laptop to see what other depravities my persona has committed while I was out. Gratefully, the blackmailer doesn't seem to have been active getting me deeper and deeper into shit. I wish I knew more about these computers: I really have no idea what I can do at this point to save myself. I can't tell my husband - if he doesn't believe me, I'm cooked. And now the blackmailer has real pictures of me with Terry.
If Ben even remotely believes me, it still won't be good. He's a goody-two-shoes - he'll tell me to go to the FBI or something. I've seen what that looks like: I don't trust the authorities like Ben does. My cousin had her identity stolen and she got put in jail for a week before they could prove she was the victim. It would more likely go down bad for me, and end our relationship, everything I've built, my career... I could go to jail.
I crawl into bed with my husband, feeling guilty that I'm exposing him, too, since the blackmailer can see everything through the house and computer cameras. Ben snuggles up to me, his cock hard.
And I feel super guilty that I just cheated on him. It wasn't my fault, but it was me. I love Ben. He deserves better.
I deserve better.
But I'd been bracing for... something... all week. Since this started. I am already beyond numb to the emotions: this blackmail has torn me apart. Ben is collateral damage in this and at this point, I've vowed to just do what I have to do to protect him.
He makes a contented noise and his eyes flutter open; he looks at me, smiling. Oh dear, I guess he's not completely asleep.
Fuck. The blackmailer won't let me cum, but I have to keep Ben from being suspicious. I moan seductively... at least I hope it sounds seductive: there's a tremor in my voice that I think I hear in my moan, but I keep going anyway and kiss down his body. Ben's had more blowjobs in the last week than in the last three months, combined, and this just has to seem like I mean it. He cooperatively rolls onto his back.
"Baby, I need your cock in my mouth. I want it. It's been driving me crazy lately. I'm so obsessed with it."
And for the second time tonight, I kiss, tease, and lick a man's cock to my will. He moans and starts running his hands through my hair as I take him in. He gets louder and starts moving his hips, grabbing my head and controlling how deep I take him. And again and again he pushes my head down, making me take him deeper, as he whispers how sexy I am and how much he loves it. I moan and he moans and then he starts to force me to deepthroat him. He's getting emboldened by my newfound infatuation with his cock.
And, to be honest, I think it's hot to have him control me like this. Being forced by IT, being denied for a week, being encouraged by Ben. It all brings a cramping passion to my very core.
There's a part of me I've repressed. A part of me that likes being submissive; there's a part of me that finds a thrill in being out of control. Ben is so vanilla that I could bottle him. I've never been in a position to live out my submission fantasies - I just do what I can in life and move along. But, the time in the park with Terry - sucking a stranger's cock! Being ordered what to do with no choice. Begging him to eat me out. Being naked in public without control, without safety. It was so fucking erotic. My denied pussy is even now dripping just thinking of it.
I am sucking Ben more passionately thinking about Terry and the blackmailer. What's wrong with me? I gag a bit on his cock.
I have never let this side of me out. If Ben ever saw that in me, it would destroy our marital dynamic. How can you respect someone who wants to submit to you? I'd pushed my desires so deep that I didn't think I'd ever have to deal with them again, but this shit with IT... it's come to the surface like lava from an erupting volcano. I'm horny all the time. It scares me, but some part of me likes it, if I'm honest with myself.
Ben shivers and cums deep in my throat. I cough to make sure it goes down the right pipe, swallow, then clean Ben off, sucking out the last of his salty seed, then kiss him hard, showing him the passion I have for him. I love my husband. Why is this happening to me? To us?
I am loving giving him blowjobs so much more now for some reason. I am loving the deep throat. If I could only jill off when I'm doing it, it would be so good.
Ben moans "oh, baby, that was so good!" He laughs and says, "your turn!" flipping me onto my back.
Oh, no... I can't let IT catch me cumming. I want Ben so bad - and he's still trying to go down on me - but I push him away and say, "No, not right now, love. I'm enjoying denying myself. Don't you like what it does to me?"
"But... I want it for you, baby!" And he kisses down my chest. He's getting more and more insistent each night ever since I've given him BJ heaven. I don't know if it's because it's making him feel hot too or if he's just feeling guilty and selfish.
"Oh yikes! I have to go pee, baby!" I jump out of bed and run into the bathroom, locking the door. Now I'm running out of excuses. Maybe I can tell him I went onto my period... for a month or two? Maybe I can fake a UTI? How do I manage this?
As I sit on the throne, I think about Terry. I think about his handsome face looking up at me from between my legs in the cold, dark park. I saw fear in them, but also excitement. He's turned on by this too, and that makes me more turned on.
Crap! I realize I am touching myself, but I force myself to stop. I don't know how... but I'm sure he - no, 'IT' - would know if I made myself cum. IT has already known stuff that makes me think of a ghost watching my every move. I want to risk it, but, no, I'll just tough it out. I've been withholding all week; I can do it again.
I whine to myself and wait until I think Ben might be dozing, then go out to our bed and sneak under the covers, curled up in a ball next to him. Fortunately, he leaves me alone tonight after a few pecks on the back of my neck.
Fuck - I had no choice, but I was unfaithful to husband. I cheated. I don't know what to do about this, and I have no one to talk to.
I try to separate my actions through some act of mental will. Actors can be married but have sex with other people for their job, right? Is it like that? Polyamorous people choose to have multiple partners. And even though Ben and I haven't agreed to this, I realize that I've already made rules like in a poly relationship in my head - starting with: Ben is my one-and-only and Terry is only a just-for-fun dalliance.
It's not a good answer, but it's all I've got. Life is compromise.