I paced in the gigantic living room and came to a stop near the almost full wall window overlooking the city. She had a million-dollar view of the skyline and the harbor beyond. It almost distracted me from what was happening to my life for a brief second.
Thinking back on everything that had happened to me since Friday afternoon, I realized I was exhausted, both physically, and mentally. Two late nights in a row with a super long run yesterday morning sandwiched in-between. I'd gone from Amanda's patient, to watching her masturbate after hearing the sordid details of my adventures with Justine and Grant, to watching her have sex with her late husband and a woman they picked up in a hotel bar. I jerked off on Justine while she got herself off then the next night pleasured her with my mouth and she pleasured me with hers.
Then there was Jenn. I longed for her embrace or anything to do with her at all. Maybe that's why I'd been sucked in when Justine gave me her panties and showed me the pictures I had taken of her. I'd even had her dress up in Jenn's lingerie. She still had them on under her jeans when she had told me about Jenn cheating. My god...
Fucking Grant. He'd taken advantage of a drunk Jenn and was fucking around on Justine. Uneasy anger trickled into me and washed away the fatigue I'd just been feeling. That fucking guy. Justine wasn't good enough for him? She wasn't an angel in any form but she deserved a husband that didn't cheat. Why the hell was Justine staying with him?
I'd promised Justine I'd take care of her and even take care of Grant. I'd promised Grant to abide by the rules he had set. The conflict churned inside of me. Maybe there was a way to keep all of those promises?
All this swirled in my head as I stared into the city skyline for what seemed like forever until my phone buzzed. Oddly enough it was from Amanda. There were the pics Amanda had taken of Justine and I, plus a selfie-style pic of the two ladies kissing each other in what I assumed was the bedroom of the apartment. The message with it read:
-Grant probably wants to know Justine is alright
-Why don't you let him know how well she's doing
-He'll enjoy it
-TRUST ME... -winking emoji-
Thinking back to earlier today, Justine had mentioned just how well the texting with Grant had gone, so who was I to argue with Amanda. I started composing a text to Grant, putting Justine in the group of the text as well, so that she could see exactly where I was going with this.
-You asked a lot of me, but you asked me to make your wife happy and please her.
I texted him the pic that Amanda had taken. It was Justine in her black and white sundress and my hand was over her pussy, me kissing her neck, her head was tilted back and her face looked lost in lust with a hint of a smile.
-I think I've done what you asked of me, haven't I?
He replied in mere seconds:
-Yes, you have, more than I'd imagined
-Thank you
I thought about what else he had asked me to do and returned his text.
-You told me that you liked the feeling of being out of control
-How did it feel this morning when she didn't take your ring back?
-How does it feel now to have zero control over what is about to happen to her?
I waited for a while as the three little bubbles appeared and stayed there for a long time, until the phone buzzed.
-I know that you'll take care of her and that you'll keep her safe. I know that this will make her happy, and that somehow makes me happy. I won't lie, it hurt for her not to take it back, but then when you made me jerk off on it with her watching and egging me on, I've never felt like that before. I'm rock hard thinking about all of this and I've been hard since you made me jerk off.
That was quite a bit more than I'd expected. Amanda was right again. He wasn't enjoying it, he fucking loved it. I texted again:
-Just remember, when she gives you her ring, you don't have to take it.
-You have all the power and control until you choose to take it.
-It goes both ways though...
-She doesn't have to take it back.
-She gets to choose if she wants to give you back that power and control or keep it for herself like she did today.
-It's always a risk you'll have to take if you want this...
-Now it sounds like you've got a hard dick that you can't do anything about right now
-Send J and I a pic of just how much you are enjoying all of this
He wanted to be pushed and here I was pushing him again. Somehow seeing how excited he was would ease my conscience on all of this, but yet again he was proving that this was exactly what he wanted. Something in his brain was getting off on all of this. I couldn't understand it, but maybe it wasn't for me to understand. My phone buzzed. He had the same frilly pink boyshorts on from the other day and the pic showed how his dick looked to be painfully tenting those. I had half expected Justine to jump into the conversation at any point, but she had not.
-You seem very excited you that I'm going to be pleasuring your wife soon?
A quick "yes" reply followed immediately. I decided that if he was enjoying this so much, I'd push even more.
-Well, I have fantasies too, Grant.
-My biggest one was to see Jenn and Justine fuck.
-That's beyond my reach now, but I'll take this...
I texted the pic Amanda had texted me of her and Justine making out.
-Now it's not just me making your wife happy & satisfying her in every way...
-Maybe she'll take your ring back when she gets home
-Maybe she'll be so exhausted she'll pass out and you'll have to wait
-Enjoy the rest of your afternoon knowing we'll take good care of her and not knowing what will happen when she returns to you
I put my phone back in my pocket and started out the window again, thinking about just how close Jenn and Justine had been making my fantasy come true that night we took the pre-wedding pictures. Smiling thinking about simpler times. I missed that. My pocket buzzed with a text from Grant:
-I can't thank you enough, Matt.
Tempted to respond, I just returned the phone to my pocket. I immediately heard Amanda's voice beckoning me.
"Well done, Matthew," I heard from the distant hallway. "I told you he'd like that," she said as I realized they must have been watching the text exchange on Justine's phone. "Now, Justine, and I need your help in here please."
Like a moth to a flame, I was drawn to the voice and headed down the hall to a door at the end which was open about a quarter of the way. I slowly pushed it open as I stepped inside. The bedroom was huge. My eyes first went to a large sleigh bed directly in front of me with the headboard against the closest wall and the foot of the bed running to my left.
"Oh my god," leaped out of my mouth.
There was Amanda standing next to the foot of the bed. She had changed and was wearing black stockings with red lace panties and a red garter belt. The red accentuated her alabaster skin. The lace push-up demi-bra she was wearing, that her ample breasts were practically spilling out of, made my pants even tighter. You could even see a hint of her pale nipples hidden below the lace. Diving down into her cleavage was the silver necklace with her husbands ring dangling from it. Her hair was down and framed her strikingly beautiful face as she warmly smiled at me.
"Hi," I heard, but it wasn't from Amanda.
I looked further right to see where the voice was coming from-
"Fuck," I sputtered.
Justine was seated in a modern-looking lounge chair with grey cushions on the seat and back portion. The arms and legs were a continuous run of black metal that Justine had been exquisitely tied to with a bright red rope matching the lingerie that Amanda was wearing. Justine on the other hand was completely naked other than the rope that bound her. Surprisingly, she looked comfortable and was not struggling against the restraints.
"Hi," she said again.
I turned back to look at Amanda with what must have been a look of shock. She walked over to me and took my hand. We walked together towards the foot of the bed, not two feet away from where the chair and Justine had been positioned.
"Just listen, alright?" Amanda softly pleaded as she looked into my eyes.
"This is where you start to move on in your life, to start living in the now and not in the past. This is where I start to move on with you."
She turned her back towards me and lifted her locks of strawberry blonde to expose the back of her neck.
"Please take my necklace off, Matthew," she gently but firmly commanded.
Stepping forward, my hands met the back of her neck and undid the clasp holding the necklace. She bent down slightly and I lifted it over her head. Amanda turned to face me holding her hand out. I placed the necklace neatly in her hand. She glanced at it lovingly and without looking up she spoke.