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This story can read alone, but it follows, and is best read after, "The Summer of '12".
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Clickety clack went the Ferragamo point toe pumps on the pavement at 48th and Avenue of the Americas. Clickety clack, the heels were attached to some long, shapely and athletically-toned legs that disappeared into a tailored, belted blue wool and cashmere dress worn under a short wool blazer of forest green edged in navy. The dress hugged (discreetly) an athletically-toned body and high, C-cup breasts. Almost 5'8" above the ground (actually higher, as she was wearing heels, after all) erupted a carefully, if naturally, coiffed mane of blonde hair. Her face was elegant, high-cheek-boned, even somewhat stern (some might say haughty) unless softened by a dazzling and engaging smile.
It was an unseasonably warmer October, or perhaps seasonably warm in the new normal, so she did not stride quite as fast as she might normally. As she hit Fifth she found the pedestrian traffic moving slowly. She loved this season when the city shed the summer's heat and began to sparkle again. Her office -- a corner for the last two years -- had a view northwest to the river and northeast to the expanse of the Sheep meadow in the Park. Come 615 the sky westwards had blazed into a striated painted horizon of orange and red and yellow, with the sky above fading first into cerulean blue and then a deeper indigo. The lights of the towers blazed and sparkled against this backdrop.
She'd been indecisive where to go to exercise. She belonged to a large and quite formal club facing the greenery on Central Park South, but she was heading her university's club, which lurked across from Grand Central behind a faΓ§ade of stone and arched windows. The gym and the pool were both much smaller but much closer to the restaurant she was dining at.
The doors under the blue awning were held open for her and she strode to the changing rooms. Once in the fitness room she ran on a treadmill for half an hour at a steady 12.5 kilometre-an- hour pace, used the pilates machine, showered quickly and then changed to swim. Her conceit was to wear a bikini, which caused the odd stare (from the two women at the pool) and admiring glance (from the men). Dark blue, it cupped her breasts. From the day she had arrived in the US from Holland she marvelled at how many American women wanted to have a demure "modest one piece bathing suit" image, even if they were fantastic sluts. As it was, it wouldn't be forever that she could get away with a bikini, so why not wear it?
The locker room wasn't overly busy. She knotted her hair up in a bun, undressed and walked to the shower naked but for some green flip flops; some women taking in her high, firm breasts and tight pink nipples that swayed ever so gently and some women glaring because she did not cover up with a towel. Her skin was porcelain white, contrasting nicely with the wood tones around. In Europe nudity of this sort in the locker room was not a big deal; even nudity in the pool wouldn't be a big deal in some countries.
She arrived at the shower and, walking by one stall she glanced and noticed a red-haired woman in her 20s had a bush (trimmed, but full coverage); she far preferred her streamlined, fully waxed look. Funny how fashions changed...
She soaped herself slowly, fingers running over her toned abs. She was actually fitter and a little slimmer than during the torrid summer of her affair with a younger man five years before. She had run another half marathon and even done ski-toured the Cinque Torri.
The sight of the woman's reddy-auburn hair reminded her of that summer half a decade ago, of the young man with tawny hair who had demonstrated such sexual yearning for her. They'd pushed boundaries together in a mix of hedonistic lust and borderline risky public behavior on an island filled with the well-heeled and their summer homes.
That flame had burnt bright in 2012, and then guttered out as he went to university and her husband returned from Singapore. In 2013 she had gone to the island mainly in July, not August, for family reasons. That year she heard he had done a summer internship in Shanghai. One day the next summer she'd snuck away to the nude beach, a favorite of theirs during the affair, and she spied him with a 5'8" blonde with long hair, C cups and athletic frame: a compliment to her in younger form. She'd nestled discreetly amidst a fold in the dunes; when she popped up they were nowhere to be seen. She stood up, giving a good view to a passing jogger, and raced to the ocean for a quick dip. She dried off and then left about half an hour later. He'd evidently seen her, because that afternoon by the pool she found a bag of the same dog treats he used to bring her Labrador. It was an ambiguous thing because it came without a note.
Her left fingers strayed over her smooth pussy lips and her right hand soapily caressed her ass crack. An observer would have thought that this was a woman remembering a feeling of sexual intoxication. Her eyes closed. And then she stopped and seemingly pulled herself together. She dressed efficiently
The pumps were clickety-clacking on the black and white marble tiling of the club's entrance hall when she heard her name. She gazed up. A smiling red haired young man, older, more fully set, somehow stronger looking, was smiling at her.
Hard to frazzle in a boardroom, she was temporarily lost for words. Admitting that she'd been on the verge of fingering herself in the shower thinking of him was not a good opening line, so she settled for "Hello."
"What are you doing here" was a next line: a legitimate question, if not a really original one.
"Applying."
"I thought you went to.. oh yes, you we share the Club with your university...". This was a garbled acknowledgement that the years ago club had made the financially wise decision to admit to membership alumni of a lesser Ivy.
"Let's have a drink in the bar" he said, grinning.
"I have a dinner."
"Preposterous. You never eat this early."
And then she was sitting in the bar with him. He was 100% scrubbed traditional East Coast energy, the kind of boy that became the men who built postwar America. He looked good in his blue suit, sitting in a bar with leather sofas and wood panelling like he had always belonged there. In a sense he had.
In a subtle joke that reached down too many layers to even be remotely funny, she ordered a very old-fashioned drink: a dry martini. He did the same, which further ruined her attempt at irony because his enthusiasm in ordering it was unfeigned and not ironic.
They began with the easy stuff. He had the good manners to ask about her first: she was now some rungs up in the partnership, a reasonably prominent board spot, a growing client list feeding several more junior partners. "But enough about me. You graduated and..?"
He'd graduated. He'd trodden the traditional post-Ivy route and become an investment banker. Times Square offices. "Dad's old firm, so he was happy. Happy I didn't go to the two other obvious places: he thinks both their CEOs are pricks. He even bought me a place when he heard the news."
"Aren't you supposed to be working until midnight every night. Shouldn't you be back in the hive, 24/7 worker bee?"
"They slack off sometimes and let us sneak out. They lose too many people so I suppose it's a little easier now than in the old days."
"Work dinner tonight?" he asked her? She gazed at him as if to admire his newer, more mature good looks.
"Sort of. I am seeing an old friend who very fortunately for me is now corporate counsel. Business meet pleasure."
He glanced at her ring. "Yes. Still. Thanks to the miracle of boarding schools and husband's promotion to oversee some offices in Asia it's a very 21st century kind of being together. I will see him next in ten days."
"You look great" his hand edged over the table towards her. Here it comes.
"Now I really do almost look old enough to be your mother."
"You look as young and as hot as ever. 40s but looking 30s."
"Aren't you supposed to be picking up girls in bars downtown so they can try and marry you before you become a partner at a hedge fund? Hitting on an older woman looks like a complete misapplication of energy. Your spreadsheet should tell you that it is an unprofitable effort."
His hand reached hers. She glanced around the bar; he wasn't being obvious but they were where they were! She left her hand touching his for a significant four seconds, and the withdrew it, a small smile on her face. He was beaming as he leaned forwards: no mistaking where his mind was.
She finished her martini with a gulp and mouthed "I have to go". They shook hands under the blue awning and then laughed as they both turned towards 44th. They said a second goodbye, this time leaning in to do a more affectionate cheek-kissing. This gave him the chance to discreetly grab her hand and hold it. An observer would have seen her smile at him in a way that suggested a complex cocktail of emotions.
The next day was a sunny Friday before a long weekend. The streets below were brightly lit and sharply delineated. Her office telephone rang, a surprise given how far communications had shifter to wireless. It was a conference room in their offices two floors below.