In what only seemed like moments later I woke up.
It was daylight and my alarm was buzzing in the background. After several tries and many "Fucks," I managed to shut off the alarm.
"How can I be this tired," I thought aloud.
I looked under the sheets and saw that I was naked.
"Oh ya," I said louder than I should have as I put most of the memories of last night back together again.
I didn't remember coming to bed, my head hurt and I felt like I had barely slept.
I remembered the wine, the impromptu sex show, the Yukon, and I felt even more exhausted but I knew I couldn't sleep anymore. Thoughts of exams overshadowed everything in my thoughts even those ones about public nudity and a great job in the Yukon; there was only so much space in my brain, especially when functioning on less than 5 hours of sleep.
I swore again, I needed to get up and get started but all I wanted was to stay in bed and at least get at least a few more hours of sleep.
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More than a dozen hours later, dressed and sitting studying in the library; I realized my eyes had been looking at the same page for more than ten minutes, I knew I needed some rest; I couldn't think anymore and I couldn't focus.
I closed my eyes and put my head on my crossed arms; a few minutes of rest might help; I wasn't asleep but I wasn't awake either.
Images formed, shapes became people as I teetered on the boundary between exhausted wakefulness and falling asleep.
The images in my mind combined, swirled, and then became two people. Two people I hadn't met before, but somehow I knew who they were or rather what they were. Men, older, much older than me... both with gray hair but somehow like all the men I thought about, older but sexy and always in good shape.
Admittedly, I usually thought about older men in my dreams, but these men were even older than normal, older than my father. I imagined they must be doctors, lawyers, or maybe even professors, out for a drink unwinding after a long day in the office, talking about their days, and of course, flirting with me.
I had always kind of had a thing for older men, and sometimes older women too, to be fair. Often they were fantasies of fathers of my friends, teachers and professors, attractive strangers, police or firemen, and on occasion my boyfriend's dad. I wouldn't admit it to anyone, but just the slightest thought of an older sexy man playing with me made me wet.
I sensed I was wearing a short dress, my short waitress dress, the one designed to show off my body, to tease, to hint, but not to touch, well at least not right away. At least that was the intention, I knew my legs had been touched before wearing this dress; my legs, my ass some by men, and even by some women. I didn't play favorites when I was wearing that dress.
One of the men felt my leg and commented about how nice my ass was and asked did I have a boyfriend. It was not the first time I had been asked. I knew he was testing me, he noticed I didn't tell him to move his hand.
Having seen their kind before, I instinctively knew they were usually harmless; with his hand and fingers lightly rubbing my thigh, my pulse quickened and I felt more than a little spark of excitement. I had always liked to flirt, especially lately for some reason; younger men, younger women, older men, older women, but especially with older men. I never stopped to wonder why, I was the kind of woman who always enjoyed feeling sexy and playful, never really caring why I felt that way.
That little voice inside my head seemed to be more relaxed today and was speaking again, telling me I would let them have their fun, and maybe they would give me a nice tip.
I did wonder just how far up my thigh his fingers might explore and my thoughts of harmless seemed to evaporate as his fingers moved past the hem of my dress and up towards the flare and curve of my ass. Another darker voice whispered to me about getting more than just a good tip, the voice and the feeling it generated made me even hotter and wetter. I knew my nipples were hardening. I wondered if the two men could tell my excitement was growing, I hoped they could.
I took their order and when I walked away to get their drinks, I could feel their eyes devouring me as if they were predators and I was their prey. I smiled to myself, imagining if just the opposite was true.
When I returned, the touchy one asked me if I liked older men.
I didn't say anything but just smiled, I asked them if they were ready to order. I could see that my reaction or lack of reaction made them a little bolder.
A bell rang.
I was confused, why was there a bell ringing as I got ready to see what the men might try next.
I felt lost, and a little flustered. "What was a bell doing here," I thought again.
Then the images blurred, swirled, and faded to black before the light returned slowly.
The sound of books closing, people standing, and conversations starting made me realize I was in class and must have dozed off. I was even more exhausted than I thought; how did I get to this class when the last thing I remembered was being in the library and now whatever class this was, was over.
My too tired mind shrugged it off and I collected my things. Wearing an oversized sweater, yoga pants, and my hair in a high ponytail, I knew I must look tired but nobody seemed to notice, we all felt and looked the same, although as my thighs rubbed together, likely none of them was likely was wet as I was. I subconsciously stole a glance at my crotch to make sure the wetness didn't show.
I closed my books, a little relieved the wetness was hidden by the blackness of my yoga pants, and as I went to stand up, I noticed a piece of paper on the floor beside me. Seeing some writing on it I knelt down and picked it up. There were less than ten people left in the room out of the hundred or so that had been here less than five minutes ago.
Maybe someone dropped it just now, maybe it had been there for days, I should have just ignored it but for some reason, I opened it. I read it.
Instantly my brain snapped to full attention like a switch that was turned on, I tried not to let it show to the few people that were left because they would be able to tell something was different because suddenly my heart was in my throat.
"I saw you naked."
"What the fuck?"
Was it for me?