Previously On...
Ch. 1 - Thursday night, my new roommate Charlie decided to have a casual masturbation session on the couch while I sat there...
Ch. 2 - The next morning, Charlie tells a story about an incident at work, one that's... hotter than expected...
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Same day, a few hours later. Back to my game...
My game wasn't particularly loud but it was loud enough that I was a little startled when Charlie emerged from her room (her door being nearest to the couch, so I saw her suddenly appear in my periphery). She was on the phone already and still wearing the same loose outfit as before, which from my seated angle meant I could ever so slightly see up her shirt for a quick second when she passed by. I wasn't staring, but, I can't say I didn't notice.
I don't remember what she was talking about and most of her conversation was responsive for a while, other than one long moment where she was retelling the same story she told me, which from the one or two times my game was quiet enough to overhear, it was just about the same.
I don't remember how long I was able to mind my own business but, being real, I held out with ease until sign of what would become my new normal. Let me explain, when Charlie said she was sex positive, with the previous night as any indicator, it felt like anything could happen, but it turned out that the line about 'casual nudity' and 'being able to do what she wants, etc' was the real gold nugget.
A few minutes into her softly pacing around the open-concept living room/kitchen layout of my apartment, she'd stepped into view, fidgeting with the collection of plants that sat by the far window. On a higher, harder to reach hanging plant, she reached up, revealing the soft underside of her breast. This happened a few times in a row as she pulled dead petals off a flowering bush. She was sideways facing to me, so it was unfortunately easy to train my eyes at her midsection and wait for another slip of which there were many.
It felt wrong, and it probably
was
wrong, to witness her like that; probably why voyeur itself often lands in the subsections of adult websites. There's no consent, which for me had never been the pleasure. I always hoped or built in my mind when I could that there was some knowledge and agreement from the viewee but, beyond my arousal, I knew it likely wasn't the case. And so voyeur stayed on the computer screen where it felt safer and less "stalkerish" but this... this was happening in my own house. Also, the night before fucked me up. I'd been trying to figure out the "rules" if there even were any.
I watched as a few more times, her shirt rose up her breast, uncovering the rose-pink line of her areola then fell again as she shifted. My breathing shifted right along with her. I felt that sinking 'this isn't happening' feeling in my chest and stomach, I felt sweat start to form on my brow. This was nothing like the incident on the couch, but it still triggered a rush within me. It felt naughty to see what seemed in itself 'not naughty'. But I couldn't stop watching. Despite my game, my eyes were fixed. That was, until...
Until she finished plucking at the plant and she turned, leaning her back against the windowsill, her one hand still pressing the phone to her ear, the other in the air, her using one nail to pry dirt from underneath another. She looked downward, I looked away, back at my screen, but still with her in my periphery. The voyeur was over, there was nothing to see, no need to listen in, just-
Where is her hand going???
After her little moment of self-grooming, her hand went to her shirt, presumably to adjust her crop top down as far as the fabric could go, but she didn't do that. With her fingers, she gripped the hem of her top and flipped it up, instantly exposing the entirety of her left breast. I gulped then realized my eyes were laser-focused on her chest, unaware of her gaze.
Shit, did she see me staring?
I scanned my eyes upwards to see her face as I forced my view back to my screen. On the way, I looked and she wasn't looking at me at all. She was looking the other way entirely.
I don't think she saw me.
But now to contend with the fact that her breast was hanging out, and for what reason? I gave it a second, staying focused on my game, trying not to reveal that I was aware of her actions, but then I looked back at her and her hand was holding and she was massaging and her nipple was hardening, and... it was happening again.
Holy fuck!!
I felt every fiber of my body tense, as if it were fighting off the virus of this arousal. I didn't want to cave to the pressure of it. I kept tricking myself into thinking it wasn't even happening. She simply stood there, leaning, staring off, massaging her chest, and
talking on the phone!!??