We met in a chat room late last evening. It was snowing here in New York City and no one in their right mind would be out. So I turned off the TV, got a drink, settled down in front of my computer and logged on. I made my way over to the various chat rooms and started looking around. Most of them were full of people who weren't interested in anything worthwhile. Then I found one for people in my area. You never know what you might learn about your neighborhood; a great new restaurant, a good dry cleaner, or some other find.
That's when I met her. Debbie lived only a few blocks away. So we decided to IM each other and get out of the larger group. We started chatting about the usual stuff. The good places to eat, the latest movies, and other regular stuff. Then, as you would expect in almost any anonymous chat, the conversation turned to sex. We started talking about our love lives, our likes and dislikes in our marriages and other things that you would never tell anyone other than someone you've never met face to face and probably never will. We both loved our spouses; I adored my wife and she loved her husband. Yet we both felt that something was missing from our sex lives. My partner was never as interested in sex as I was and never wanted to try anything different. Not that I wanted to do it from a trapeze, but it would be great to delve into our desires a little more. It had gotten so routine. Neither one of us wanted to cheat on our partners, betrayal along with the fear of pregnancy and disease topping the list. We also didn't want the baggage that came along with sleeping with someone else.
I excused my self to grab another drink and go to the bathroom. Deb wanted to do the same. After several minutes, we picked up where we had left off. The conversation turned back to the lack of excitement in our respective sex lives. I mentioned that I probably ended up masturbating several times each week because of the differences in desire between me and my wife. She was so surprised that I would be so open as to admit that to her. I told her that I enjoyed it and as long as I was always able to satisfy my wife, there was certainly no harm in it.
After a minute, Deb agreed with me and admitted that she too enjoyed playing with her self but felt a little more embarrassed about it than I did. I told her that there was nothing wrong with it and if it helped her cope with the shortage of sex in her marriage then in fact it was far better than taking on a lover. Once again, after a long pause, she agreed with me and said that she would try to enjoy it more instead of rushing through it relieve her hormones. I made a comment that I would fantasize about her playing with her self the next time that I did the same, she laughed and said that she would too.
Debbie went on to say that while she had given her husband many blow jobs and hand jobs, she had never seen him (or any other man for that matter) masturbate. I told her that I had always fantasized about watching a women play with herself to orgasm. It was something that always got me hard just thinking about it. The vision of a woman pleasing herself just seems so intimate and sexy. She thought about it and replied that she too had always wanted to ask her husband to "do it" in front of her, but she never had the courage to ask. Besides, she felt that he would think that she was weird for asking.
I tried to convince her to ask him, but she adamantly refused. She said that she could not handle the certain rejection that would follow.
"Okay", I said half-jokingly, "then ask me. I won't refuse you."
A long pause followed and she said, "Are you serious? Would you really play with yourself in front of a woman, in front of me?"
My throat dried as I replied, "Well I guess I could....I mean...you know...it would...I mean... it depends on who..."
"Well, see what I mean? I would be devastated if my husband stammered like that"
"Okay, you made your point," I replied. "It's not that I couldn't. It's just that I would feel weird playing with my self with someone I don't really know just sitting there watching."
"I have an idea," she said. "What if we do it together? That way neither one of us has any more reason to be embarrassed than the other."
Now I was trapped. I had opened my big mouth and she called my bluff. I know how to get out of this I thought. "Where could we possibly do this?" I said. "Certainly not in my apartment, my wife could come in at any time." I figured that that would stop it right there.
"Well my husband is out of town for the rest of the week, so we can do it over here."
Now I had no way out. But I wanted to be sure that she was serious. "Okay. If you are serious, then email me with your address and phone number. But not right now. Sleep on it and if you are still serious in the morning then send it to me then and we can make plans."
I figured that would give her one last out if she wanted it. We both agreed to sleep on it and that I would check my email in the morning. Sleep did not come easy for me. All I could think about was sitting on some strangers couch playing with my self. Could I even get hard? And if so, could I actually make myself come? Then I thought about getting to watch her and I started getting aroused. I panicked, what if she was really unattractive and didn't turn me on? I concentrated on the thought of some faceless woman with a perfect body playing with her breasts and clit. I imagined her nipples getting hard as her pussy began to glisten with her moisture. Her hands caressing her breasts and nipples before moving to her pussy. I came in seconds flat and fell sound asleep.
I awoke the next morning and immediately fired up the old computer. The tone announced the arrival on new email. I hurried to open the in box to see just another load of spam. Oh well, I thought, at least it was a great fantasy.
I went in the bathroom to take a shower and get ready for the day. I needed a few extra minutes to wash out the cum that had dried on my skin from last nights session in bed. I washed my cock carefully, taking a few minutes to lather up and play with my self. I started getting hard again and decided that it was time to get out and begin the day.
As I dressed, I noticed the mail icon flashing on the bottom of my screen. I clicked on it and there it was, the email from you that I had been waiting for.