We decided that going to the movies was a safe alternative to more wine and talk, I don't know it seemed like a good idea at the time. We were in the theater, practically the only ones, there was on older couple and a father/son, so we sat near the back.
Our shoulders were close together, I could feel the heat from his muscular arms against mine, and I wanted those arms around me, maybe even just around my shoulder for now, but the situation was a little awkward. I had a dress and thigh highs, a slip, but no panties on. I knew without touching that I was wet, our talk having turned a little racy over lunch and our hands had touched several times while sharing glasses at the table. We were sharing because I drank all my wine and then some of his too.
Ok, I was nervous. I'm not sure why or maybe denial is not just a river in Egypt as that say. Our hands had touched. Why should that be a big deal? Except that it sort of was, there was a spark there, I'll admit that, but God I couldn't let the fire get out of control could I? My best friend Katie, who knows all about me, told me I should not feel bad at all, but I don't know. I'm not like that. Still, I wanted to take that arm and lay it in my lap and let him figure the rest. Which I knew he would. I was quite sure he knew what I was feeling, exactly what I was feeling, the way he looked at me was both frightening and comforting, I've never been looked at like that before. It's hard to explain, like a combination of I know you and I'd like to get to know you. We were definitely getting to know each other, and he'd asked me some very direct questions that I couldn't get out of. Besides I perceived that he had the best bullshit detector I'd ever seen, and I doubted that he would be fooled. I can't lie for shit anyway. Still, nothing I said was too damning as evidence, except that I did admit I fantasized about him. Is that bad, I wondered, I mean it's not the same as doing something about it, but I think he knew I did anyway.
The previews were on and he asked me if I wanted anything, he whispered in my ear, it drove me nuts, I fought off the urge to say, "Yeah, your big cock inside me, 'instead I said "just a Coke." And he left to get it. When he was gone I couldn't resist a finger test, yes I was wet, I rubbed a few more times because it felt good, and then I didn't want to stop so I kept at it for a few minutes and believe it or not was almost ready to come when he returned with my coke and popcorn. Damn!
Anyway he sat back down and handed me the Coke and offered me some popcorn. I must've been preoccupied because I dropped the popcorn in my lap and didn't notice but he did.