Well as my last fantasy didn't play out as I expected. I'm back here where I was, with my Husband. We have taken our family on a holiday up the north coast.
Let me paint the picture for you. We are in a huge rural sea side National park. For the most part the landscape is more low shrubs and ferns, unless you're closer to the lake. Although it is deceiving as you drive in as the entry road is girt by larger trees. Mostly paper barks and like I said they are scattered around the lake but are dotted along the coast line.
It's been a fair drive and my Husband has done well towing this caravan to get here within the 10 hours the GPS suggested.
While we drove I pondered my recent fling...... if you can call it that. While I was away for work....... My Husband and I were separated, I'm pondering whether I should feel guilty? For the most part I don't.
Mmmmmmm I loved how I felt when I knew he was looking at me. I loved the look in his eye when I looked at him poised in my direction.
I still can't believe I was stationed by my boss the next street over from his new house. So random.
Oh great! No reception in this National Park. Don't get me wrong. I'm excited about it. It been hard to communicate with my husband even since we get back. He is still very involved with his work and often leaving me along week after week away for work. But thinks working from home makes up for it. Although I do love it sometimes. The alone time can be just as hhhmmmm refreshing as having him there. Even though often he still isn't there.
Well that is going to change this trip. New caravan.
The camp sites were handed out randomly by the National Parks web site and as we pulled in I was struck with the beauty of this place. We are water front on the furthest side of the site. It looks to be sheltered by large palm trees and paper barks. As my husband backed the caravan into its place and started setting up I had a quick look into the other caravan already parked and set up. Leaving only room for 1 more site.
The other site I assumed on a quick look was quite well to do. With the Brand new Toyota Land Cruiser and Late model Caravan. My bet is they shouldn't be too noisy at night.
Just around the bend was the inlet to the lake. Looking to be shallow. The floating pool toy's were going to be fun to ride out into the on coming surf.
Why do I keep looking back at that Land Cruiser. It looks familiar.
I set about setting up camp. I hadn't noticed our neighbour come back until I saw him rifling around in a fishing tackle box.
OMG it's him. I last saw him 2 months ago and he had been telling me about this trip he had been looking forward to. I guess the name must have stuck in my head and I booked it too. But I'm never going to let him know that.
After a little while I could smell his dinner cooking. Fresh fish, I assume from what he had just caught. We had only exchanged smiles so I know he has seen me. This relaxed atmosphere and I had to be stationed next to him for the next 2 weeks.
Argh! What have I done. I can't tell my Husband. I'm not sure how he would take it. I can't tell him I want to leave because this was my idea and we had all been looking forward to it. Maybe I can discreetly ask him to leave. Yeah that's the way it play it.
Over the next day or so. He and I had still only exchanged smiles. My husband on the other hand had been getting along with him like they had been best mates. Sharing fishing tips and talking about 4 wheel drives. Oh don't get me started on trucking trips.
Now he had invited us over for dinner at his place. I know how he loves to cook for people and I've had his Pork belly and Mash potato. But I can't let on that I'm looking forward to it again.
We had a few drinks with him that afternoon and so it would turn out....... Every afternoon.
Such a relaxed feel here. It's just us. Occasionally a car will drive past on the road up there or drop in momentarily to see the lake or the entrance but for the most part people seem to stay away. Out of the private camp sites. So on day 1 I had no problem going braless. In fact if I wasn't in my swimmers,then I was getting around in just a long T shirt and a short denim skirt. This one I have is split up the left leg. I wore it to dinner at his camp, I had seen him watching me in it discreetly and it's been bringing back the feelings I had been trying to forget in the car. The feelings from 6 months ago when we had met up in his new home town.
I kinda liked these feelings, they seemed more intense actually with my husband here. I have on a green button up shirt that tied around the bottom, around the waist. It being hot and humid I had left a button or 2 undone at the to. Bringing it back to such a relaxed feel.
So it was just us. My husband and I and a man that I have been crushing on and off for 20 years or probably more. There was one man that was looking at me in that certain way. You know know what I mean ladies! And it wasn't my husband.
After a few, glasses of wine. The smell of food in the air. The dim light what was left of the sun setting behind the trees. I may or may not of forgotten to keep checking the buttons on my shirt, same as I may have let my skirt slide up my waist letting my legs show a bit more.
I knew the usual twinkling feelings between my legs and around my nipples would slowly get stronger. But Wow! So I excused myself as if I was heading to the bathroom. I stepped into our van and poured another glass of wine. Got my husband another beer. Slid my skirt up and my underwear down. With a swift touch of my hand, momentarily there was a shock of lust burst through my body that sent my breath out of control fleetingly.
To keep myself from touching myself while out with these too men, I slipped on a sheer G string. A pair that I would much rather be seen in than the striped granny panties that I was wearing. This was just in case after I finish this bottle of wine, I accidentally leave my legs more open than i intended.
So I filled my glass of the remaining contents of my wine bottle and grabbed another. I also grabbed 2 beers for my husband and headed back. I found my husband and our neighbour in the middle of conversation which had them both in laughter. Our neighbour quickly getting up to help me with everything I was carrying.
"Could I please pop these in your fridge? It would save us from walking back every time we needed a top up"
"Of course, make your self at home!" He insisted "dinner is nearly ready, the crackling on the pork is coming up perfectly. "
Popping the drinks in the fridge I spun around and took in the luxury of this van. WoW definitely something i could get used too. All this just for him.
I asked him about the van, knowing that in the past this guy was more than happy in a 2 man tent or a swag on a solo trip. On of the things I liked about him. Being alone in the bush especially at night didn't worry him.
He just replied. Well if you're away for a long period of time alone. Why not be comfortable.
I mentioned that we may have to move on soon as we were running out of water. His car has a large water tank in it. He could fill it up in town then transfer it into owe van. My husband loved it here and took him up on this offer. He suggested I go with him in to town to pay the caravan park to fill his water tanks........
Well all of a sudden my wine fuelled mind went into overdrive thinking about time alone with this man. Imagining he shape of his arms while we get about tomorrow.
What luck! time alone with him and with permission from my husband. Tomorrow is going to be a good day.
Quickly snapped out of my drunken thoughts. Being served the delicious dinner I had be smelling for the last hour as it cooked. It soaked up the wine a bit so I had to top up my intake. With the lights on so we could eat. I was watching him try and be discreet, watching me. I was helping him watch me anyway. Often times giving him a peak of that sheer aqua thong. Hoping he had a good enough look to see the floral design on it. Some how I think he wasn't looking at that.
Ok. Now that dinner was done, my husband stoked up the fire. Adding wood to keep the atmosphere going for another hour or so. The flames keeping us warm as the ocean would push its cool air over the trees on to us.
I noticed our neighbour had positioned himself across the fire from us to that he could have the best view of me. Normally with this guy I would be so self conscious. His blue eyes intent on wanting me. They alway looked like that. Ever since we were young before we met our partners. I must admit. Although I'll never say it out loud, it's that look in those damn eyes. Makes me not be able to trust my self. But that's a tomorrow problem. Tonight! I'm going to tease him. What makes it better is it's in front of my Husband.