"Three whole days. It's been three whole days since Brent went nuclear on me sexually. My brain is still reeling from the mental images of what he put me through in his office. I have NEVER been fucked so fiercely in the short time since I've embraced sex. On one hand I should be terrified of him and the ownership rights he seems to think he has over me. Yet the last few days he's treated me just like he usually does. I'm beginning to think Brent is bipolar. I mean he's sweet and kind most of the time then POW! Brutally satisfying. LOL!"
"He was by far the best sex partner I've had since my teasing has switched paths toward full on sex. Here's the thing, I don't mind the sex and in most cases I don't care if it reaches that level. My co-workers got more of me than I honestly wanted but once things got going I couldn't resist it. Even kissing Stephanie only weirded me out at the initial kiss. After I realized it wasn't so bad I rather enjoyed it. Who knew?"
"What turns me on is the art of the tease. I absolutely love making guys crazy. There lies my problem though, guys get what they want while I question why I let it go so far. I'm having the hardest time telling guys no. The words just won't come out. The more I tell myself that's enough Violet...I end up pushing further and further, until guys become uncontrollable. Nobody to blame but myself."
"Friday night has arrived. I have money now. LOL! I plan on going shopping tomorrow, but tonight I'm laying low. David had a business meeting and Mom is working out of town again. I swear it feels like Mom is spending more and more time on the job than being here at home. I really hope she isn't having an affair. That was part of the problem between she and my real Father John. Neither of them could be faithful. I know she loves David and that he worships her, but needs will arise. Just look at me...I had an affair with her man. Did I mean it to go there? Not sexually. I just wanted to drive David crazy. Once things with his sons got my hormones into overdrive I couldn't even say no to their Dad. All in one day. I'M SUCH A SLUT. I shouldn't have done that."
"Like I've said his boys both pretty much demand I send them at least one dirty pic a day. I don't mind that part, but I do wonder if they show me off to their friends in college. For that matter my mall fans get nude pics daily too. I send them the same poses I send the Larabee boys. I'm glad my co-workers aren't expecting pics. LOL! Give them time right?"
"Even if they all do show me off I find it flattering. Whether I tease in person or by picture it's still attracting attention to myself. Of course some day this might backfire. Hiding things from my Mom and Dad won't last forever. I'll just deal with being disowned when it happens. Dad I think would be more relaxed about my behavior than Mom ever would. Even though she's done some pretty risqué things in her lifetime, Mom has higher hopes of me being the good kid that I try and show her I am. I'm an adult now so other than kicking me out I'm confident I'll survive."
"Moving along...seeing as I'm home alone right now I'm just going to take it easy. With Mom far enough away, confirmed by my innocent text to her saying I love you Mommy. She replied of being in French Lick, Indiana. Wherever that is. LOL! Yay for me. David's gone to his meeting with Pharmaceutical execs. I know they were going to play golf after the meeting so I figure I'm good. Brad and Troy never come home on a Friday favoring the nightlife on campus. So...what do I do with myself to keep entertained? I was hungry and Mom did leave me a small allowance for food purposes. I could order a pizza or Chinese takeout. Bound to be a guy delivering right?"
"Hmmm! Pizza sounded awesome so I'll order one for delivery. I have a cellphone ap for a place called Maggio's, a locally owned pizza joint. Placing my order online it said delivery time would be in 35 minutes. That gave me just enough time to go down to my bra and panties for the delivery guy. LOL! Even if he's not cute at least I'll make the guy's night. Strange that I've never done this before tonight. I must be slipping."
I'm wearing a peach colored set of undies at the moment but I don't feel as sexy as I want to in this color. Before heading downstairs I checked our my dainty drawer. I decided on a deep purple bra and G-string duo. I knew I looked sexy in that color. Having nearly platinum blond hair darker colors were best. I do need to work on my tan though to look even better. I'm not pale but not even golden. Maybe I'll go back to the park to see Stephanie and do some sunbathing over the weekend. I'll find out if she's working. Who knows she might join me for a girls day. Lord knows I could use some friends. Most of my friends abandoned me over my senior year. They pretty much only text me every other month."
"Rocking the purple undies I sprayed on some perfume. Midnight Heat by Beyoncé. OMG! I love this scent. If this doesn't get a guy hard I don't know what will. I'm wet before the guy even gets here. LOL! Heading downstairs confident I was still alone I had another idea. Hurrying about I gathered as many candles as I could find and lit them all around the living room and toward the front doorway. Just for ambiance. Dimming the house lights I went to the fridge and poured me a glass of my Mom's Chablis. The box kind. LOL! If only for effect, at least the guy would think I'm sophisticated. Right!"
"Not wanting to appear too eager by looking out the curtains I sat in the living room on our sofa. Sitting here the thoughts of Brad and Troy fucking me on this thing gave me the chills. Yep! Nipples as hard as they get. LOL! Soft music was needed. Classical even. I've learned to appreciate classic piano going so far as taking lessons for a year in grade school. Mozart was one of my Mom's favorites so I just went with that. Soft and lovely. Like me. LOL!"
"After ten minutes the doorbell rang and I nervously wiggled my way to the door. Taking a deep breath I answered it. Door flung wide I found my delivery guy. Not bad I must say. His eyes stammered as he looked me over. Not a blush just a look of surprise. I didn't break a sweat. As he took the pizza out of a warming tray he passed it to me. I had my wine glass in one hand so I sat both of them aside on a nightstand by the door. Once he caught his breath over my perfume he told me how much I owed. OOPS! Didn't think about the money. I was embarrassed over my negligence. The cash was upstairs. I told him to step inside and I'd run up and get it. He did. I did. Not bothering to look back at him I headed up our staircase. Pretty sure he liked my bare ass with the G-string hidden in my crack. Trust me I took my time going up. Runway model Violet. LOL!"
"Out of sight I hurried to my room and snatched the money up. Not wanting to be in any hurry I made him wait. I checked myself out in my dresser mirror for an ego boost. Getting sexier by the day Vi. LOL! Holding out for three minutes I finally headed back down. Reaching the front door I discovered the delivery guy long gone. My pizza wasn't even there. WHAT THE HELL? I still smelled the aroma but it wasn't where I left it. Hmmm? Did the guy take it into the living room? I twisted in step and followed the pizza sauce. Turning toward the sofa I bulged my eyes. YIKES!"
"David was home already. How did he sneak in so fast? I wasn't upstairs that long. He must have gotten home just as the pizza guy got here, I just didn't see any car lights. Of course I wasn't looking. WOW! Okay, Hi David. LOL! Not a peep out of him to let me know he was home made me a tad suspicious. I asked him why he was home so early and he said 18 holes went faster than usual. Not to mention after hearing a flush and water running from the powder room I realized he wasn't alone. Panic mode struck me not knowing who it was. Before I could run upstairs David told me to hang on. He wanted to introduce me to someone. I was like shouldn't I get dressed first? David insisted I was dressed just fine. OH BOY! Now David was showing me off. Nerves calming I stuck around."
"When the powder room door opened I saw a tall younger man exit. Spotting me right off his eyes flared which was followed by a warm smile. David introduced him as Patrick the son of his boss. Easily 25 or so and sharply dressed. Dark hair with a winning grin. Extending a hand to shake mine he chose to kiss my knuckle. It gave me goosebumps. I apologized for what I was wearing and that I didn't expect company. He told me not to worry about it I looked fine. I KNOW I DID! LOL!"
"David had paid for my pizza and sent the guy on his way. So much for my very first pizza tease. Maybe next time my handsome delivery guy. David told me to grab some paper plates, he paid, he shares, were his exact words. LOL! Somehow I knew he meant share me too. I'll play along for now. Not getting laid. Not getting laid. Not getting laid. LOL!"
"Just once I'd like things to go how I want them to. Can't a girl just turn a guy on and watch him squirm? Patrick definitely complimented me on my body. I laughed and said it's a work in progress. To my shock he offered to be my personal trainer. LOL! Wait! What? He was pretty in shape for some Pharm...oh wait...he's the son of...right...after asking I learned he just liked to play golf. LOL! He really was a personal trainer. As I passed him a plate he checked me out more, pointing to spots on my body I needed to work on. Nothing destructive to my conscience it did let me know how to improve my shape."
"David dug right in and didn't seem concerned by my attire. Once I got past the new guy I realized how much fun this could be. Patrick was charming. He even liked my music selection. I told him he could put something else on, our cd selection was massive. He agreed and hopped up to search our library cd shelf. As he did I winced at David and mouthed What's going on? He merely smirked and returned our silent conversation with SEDUCE HIM."
"WHAAAAAT? LOL! Seriously David? We play one time you and I, you become my pimp? I told him I'll tease not seduce. He didn't seem happy with hearing that. COME ON! Why can't I just tease without the worry of being fucked? This was getting out of hand. As Patrick put on some older 80's rock things livened up. SHIT! Stripper music I thought as I heard Def Leppard's Pour Some Sugar On Me. DAVVVVVID!!"