Her name was Christine. She was 29, had shoulder length blonde hair, stood about 5 foot 7, 110 lbs. Needless to say she was built very well and I somehow managed to be lucky enough finally to be in a romantic relationship with her. We first became friends when we met 2 years prior, and it took me what seemed like forever to crawl out of the friend zone.
I would always hear the stories about her and her boyfriends, which she would always tell me about. It really became painstakingly awkward when we would meet up at bars and/or nightclubs only to see her going home with some other guy when it was time to leave. The reason that she just wanted to be just friends is because she didn't find me physical attractive. It was a hard pill to swallow, but I eventually got used to it, or at least I tried too. She always fell for the same type of guy, super good looking, tatted up "bad boys." It drove me wild especially when one of them caught wind of my platonic relationship with the girl they were about to hook up with. All I can say is that the bear got poked an excruciating amount.
The jealousy usually hit record high levels when she would call me the next day and needed a ride home. All I knew is she usually had fresh bruises on her legs. I'm sure she got fucked all night long. My luck finally shifted when her grandma passed away and she was more vulnerable than usual. I went to the funeral with her, and she sobbed on my shoulder for an entire week. I was loving life. It was at that point she said that she decided to give nice guys more opportunities to date her; and lo and behold I made my move. I told her how intense my feelings were for her and I would treat her like the princess that she deserves, even though she didn't find me physically attractive,
I somehow convinced her that we should go on a real date together. It worked, we went out a few times and a month later she was my girlfriend. I couldn't believe it! I was so utterly happy. I was so persistent that I finally got what I wanted. The only problem was that she wouldn't have sex with me. We would kiss and make out occasionally but that's as far as it went. It was at that point when I started to become skeptical that she might be interested in other guys.
The tipping point was when we were out together at a local bar when an off duty cop came up to me and just smiled. For some reason it sent shivers down my spine. He somehow managed to chat with us for over an hour, and then suddenly he turned the conversation to his job. He brought up recent breaking and entering cases that were recently reported in Christine's neighborhood. I was doomed. I could already sense the sexual attraction between them. He told her that he would keep a close eye on the apartment complex that she lives in. It was literally the following day when Christine said that she wanted to take a temporary break from our relationship. I knew it had something to do with the cop we just met.
Ironically just the night before she sent me a text message on the way home saying sorry but he was really hot. It didn't take long for me to suspect that they might be starting to see each other. It drove me nuts thinking about it, and as 2 weeks went by I couldn't take anymore, I had to know. I hadn't seen her since she broke it off. She wasnt answering any of my text messages. Finally when she didn't respond to a message I sent her 3 days beforehand, I decided that I had to go check on her. Huge mistake. I initially intended to just drive by her place, but when I saw a cop car parked next to hers my mind assumed the worst. I decided to confront both of them and just knock on the door, bitter with jealousy. I wondered why he had to pick my girlfriend, I thought to myself when nobody came to the door I made an impulse decision see it the door was locked which is was.
Acting with raw emotion I opened the door and didn't find anybody home. At that moment, I should have gathered my composure and walked out the door. I could have just drove away but I had to know what was going on.