My name is Lisa Nicholson. If the name seems familiar to you, it may be that you remember a story told by my husband Brett, where he described an extraordinary experience we had a few weeks ago.
For the last several years, Brett and I have been taking turns staging personal sex fantasies to be acted out during weekend getaways. Our most recent fantasy weekend was my responsibility to plan and bring to life.
I'm not sure what caused me to step outside our normal boundaries when I began to think about what we might do next. But coloring outside the lines is exactly what I ended up doing and I did so in a big way.
I knew that most men occasionally fantasize about watching their wives or girlfriends have sex with another man. Brett admitted as much over the years but always stressed that it was pure fantasy and he had no intentions of sharing me with another guy. For my part, I made no secret of my desire to watch him fuck another woman. These thoughts lingered in the back of my mind as I considered my options for our next fantasy getaway.
I decided to stage the next one at some mountain resort where temperatures would be more comfortable than our home in the eastern suburbs of Sacramento. Eventually, net surfing landed me at the site for a secluded place in the Sierra Nevada Mountains called 'High Country Resort.'
The site informed me that Justin and Nikki Roberts owned and operated a business that featured a dozen or so nicely appointed cabins arranged around a high mountain lake. Although I had not yet arrived at any conclusions about the weekend fantasy itself, I knew I had found exactly what I was looking for in terms of location and atmosphere, so I called the resort. Nikki answered the phone on the fourth ring.
"My name is Lisa Nicholson," I told her, "and I'm looking at your website right now. I like what I see and I would like to rent one of your cabins for a weekend."
"Wonderful," she replied. "What dates do you have in mind?"
I told her and was informed that, since it was fairly early in the season, most of the cabins were available.
"Not to intrude," she began, "but are you celebrating a special event or just looking to get away from civilization for a while?"
"We just want to get away. My husband and I are physicians in a practice we share with some other doctors and we like to take a weekend now and then to decompress. It also does wonders for our sex lives," I added with a laugh.
"I can imagine," she responded with a laugh of her own. "And you've discovered the right place. Our cabins are widely separated from each other so your privacy will be assured. We suspect that a lot of our clientele is made up of couples who want to rejuvenate their sex lives."
I don't know what prompted me to reveal more than I intended, but I mentioned that Brett and I like to bring personal fantasies to life and we take turns planning a scenario to be carried out during each weekend away. I added that I was on the hook for this one. Nikki responded after a lengthy pause.
"At the risk of intruding, I sense that you might be interested in a website that caters to people who like to push their sexual boundaries a little. Among other things, the site features a forum where fantasies are shared, readers comment, and suggestions are offered."
Immediately intrigued, I asked for the information I needed to find and enter the site. Nikki gave me the web address and a password.
"Do you frequent the site? I asked, thinking that she had already gone out on a limb and would not resent my question.
"Actually, my husband and I use the site from time to time looking for ideas to spice things up," she responded with candor. "We've had some interesting times as a result. I'm guessing that you'll find the site stimulating as well."
"Thanks for the info," I said. "I'll check it out. Meanwhile, I want to go ahead and book a cabin for the dates I gave you."
"I have the perfect unit in mind. It is the most isolated and the most nicely furnished of them all. I promise that you'll love it."
"Great," I responded, gave her my credit card information, and received a confirmation number in return. "We'll see you in a couple of weeks."
"Don't hesitate to call me back if you have any special requirements," Nikki told me. "We want our guests to get their money's worth."
"I will if something comes to mind," I said and terminated the call.
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The website got my attention in a hurry. I had thought that Brett and I were unique in our pursuit of sexual gratification through fantasy enactment. I was dead wrong. Dozens of people took advantage of the site and its fantasy forum. The described activities ranged from boring to bizarre and everything in between.
A common theme was men and women watching their partners have sex with a stranger and I was immediately drawn in that direction. Although I posted nothing on the forum, I read its contents religiously over a period of several days.
A very small subset of watching and being watched concentrated on rape scenarios. Several women confessed to staging their own rapes in front of their husbands or boyfriends and reported mixed results. Most judged the outcome to be exciting beyond belief. A few reported that their partners were unable to deal with the aftermath and their relationships soon ended. Not a single man admitted to having his partner raped and I understood why. A woman staging her own rape is engaging in consensual sex. A rape staged by a man is not consensual.
I became fixated on the idea but had no notion about how to make the arrangements. A cooperative stranger would have to be involved and that gave me pause. I wasn't about to choose a rapist at random off some website or personal ad forum. and I certainly wasn't going to recruit one in a bar.
I was certain that Brett would not approve of such a scenario at the beginning and he would have to be constrained in some manner to prevent his interference. I was almost as certain that he would find the scenario exciting once he realized that I wasn't being injured; just getting fucked against my will, or so he'd believe. I had little doubt that I would become highly aroused with him watching, that a crushing orgasm was likely, and he would be fully on board by the time my rapist made me cum. Afterwards, I intended to fuck Brett into a coma.
All the thinking along those lines was very exciting to me. As a result, Brett and I had more sex than usual at home. That was not uncommon during the planning stages of a fantasy weekend and we both took advantage of the heightened arousal whenever it occurred.
Brett knew I was working on a fantasy scenario but didn't have a clue about what I was considering. Nor did he care, knowing I would come up with something stimulating in the end.
Once I finally decided what I wanted to do, I still had no idea how to set everything in motion. After a few days, it occurred to me that Nikki might be able to help. After all, she was a patron of the site and might have some ideas. She answered immediately.
"Hi Nikki. It's Lisa Nicholson," I began.
"I was wondering if I would hear from you. Did you find the website useful?"
"I did, and I have a scenario, but no idea how to make it happen."
"If you're comfortable telling me about it, maybe I can help."
"I...I...I want to stage my own rape," I announced nervously. "I mean...I don't really want to be raped, but I want my husband to think that's what's happening while he's being forced to watch."
"That's uncommon, but not unheard of. How do you think he'll react?"
"Brett will try to prevent it if he isn't constrained. He'll have to be immobilized, but I believe he'll calm down and become very aroused by what's happening to me. I am highly orgasmic. Doing it in front of him is certain to make me cum and that will turn him on even more."