I watched her all the way down the beach and I hoped against hope that she would come far enough to reach where I was. I could not call her a friend, not yet, and she was not only the center of my attention, the leading lady of my fantasies, but she was also my good buddy's wife, and she was simply gorgeous, beyond anyone I had ever seen even in porn, and believe me by that time in my life I had seen plenty.
When she got to where I was sitting she ignored me, pretending not to see me on my beach towel. I couldn't take my eye off of her, watching every naked part of her as she strolled down the beach. I had met her just weeks before and I could not keep my eyes and mind off of her.
I studied every part of her like a sculptor: her luscious legs, her firm and well-rounded breasts, her incredible face and smile, and a figure that activated men's natural animal instincts. How did she ever get hooked up with Grant? He was my friend, but he was no George Clooney. He wasn't even Richard Dreyfus. Since meeting Claire I could think of nothing else but her.
When I was around her my tongue got thick and incoherent, and I stuttered, like a fool. How could I be so taken by the wife of another man? Not only was she the wife of another man, but of a good friend. I had known him since grade school. I fantasized about his wife every night, during the day, and when I woke up each morning. I had vicariously done everything to her a man could do with a woman and I imagined that she loved every carnal second of it. In my mind she pined for me, and I envisioned her dreaming of me as she fucked him. Pretty feeble, right?
Since they had moved back into the area, I was with them once or twice a week. They had lived in another state, but moved back just a few months before. After they moved back I had dinner with them at restaurants, was over to their house at least once every couple of weeks, and on occasion I went out with them to a movie or a Lakers game. It was torture frankly, to be sitting right next to her or standing close to her at their swimming pool in their backyard.
I was a mess. A normally rather articulate and educated grown man would turn into a teenager in her presence. I would giggle, mumble, or just stammer like an idiot when I tried to sound relatively intelligent around, literally, the girl of my dreams.
During a Laker game, which is a passion of mine, I could not concentrate on Kobe Bryant's jump shot but kept thinking of her panties, or her neck, or any other part of her sizzling body that had been torturing me for months.
Two nights later I was in their backyard standing next to the barbecue pit with Grant while he over cooked three filets. "You want some bedtime with her, buddy?" he said casually as he turned the steaks over on the grill, like he was talking about a day in church.
"Huh?" I said, sounding like a Bugs Bunny cartoon. "What?" I said, sounding only slightly better. He repeated his question and it took me a few seconds to process what he had said. I turned and tried to again sound somewhat aware of my surroundings. "What did you say?" I said, a little more coherent.
"You want to fuck her, buddy?" he said as calmly as if he was asking if I wanted to help him mow the lawn. I stared at him without being able to manage an answer for close to a minute. "Seriously," he said, "it is as obvious as roadside billboard on an empty beach. You are jello around her. I know you want to fuck Claire, my friend."
My good friend, whose wife I coveted like a prized sports car, had just described me perfectly. Jello was exactly right. I turned to jelly in her presence. "We have an arrangement," he said. "Why do you think she is with me?" he said in his typical right to the point manner. "You think it's because I'm such a stud?" he said. Stupidly I shook my head.
"I let her fuck who she wants," he explained with a straight face. "I am your basic cuckold," he said as honestly as a man could be. "She fucks the guys she finds fetching, then she tells me about it, word for fucking word. I get to hear all about what guys with big dicks do to her delicious, little peach. And by the way, she would like to do the nasty with none other than you, my friend, talks about it all the time," he said with an enthusiasm that frankly scared me a little.
"She does?" I said sounding to myself more than a little like Daffy Duck. "Really?"
"Really. My wife wants to jump your bones," he said with a grin, like you were telling someone they had just been given a million bucks in pennies. "She wants to fuck you."
I was literally without words. "No shit?" I said as if I was in a John Travolta movie. He put his hand on my shoulder and smiled.
"No shit," he said.
I immediately began mentally constructing the scene in my head. I was undressing her, kissing every part of her, and she was grinning with her eyes closed and her mouth half open. I saw myself pushing into her and could almost feel my cock sliding into her. He brought me out of my reverie by asking when I would life to make it happen.
"When?" I said, as if it was the question of the century.