There's something to be said about work and how it makes us virtually married to what we do. It binds us with never-ending guilt and lures us into a commitment with empty notions of ownership and power. It ceases to be meaningful after awhile; it simply becomes a means to a strung-out end. We work until we're left with nothing but an empty climax.
You've been at the office all day, and I know my presence at your place is a diversion, somewhat of a mini-vacation for you. I've glanced at the clock several times within the past hour, as if that's going to do any good. It's going on 8, and the sky is already covered in an indigo veil. The streetlights illuminate the dark stretches of the quiet street. There's nothing keeping me here in the confines of your house, and I don't want to be here if you're not. I snatch up my phone and send you a quick text, letting you know where I'll be. Then I get myself ready, pulling the comfy little polo dress over my head, slipping into my sandals, and heading out the door into the stifling blanket of the evening.
The movie's been going on for the past 20 minutes, and you're still at work. I stopped looking at my phone fifteen minutes ago though. It's not as if the movie's particularly engrossing. I chose something bland and noisy but not likely to fill up the theater. There are people seated here and there, but I've just a rear view of heads from my seat in the back corner. I've my specs on, if anything, to pretend like I'm interested in Bruce Willis saving the world from terrorists with bad accents. My hands, on the other hand, are my real diversion. I've taken on this compulsion whenever I'm alone at the movies, and it's my excuse for wearing a short, knit dress out in public. The thought that someone might turn around in his or her seat and catch me in the act is what excites me the most.
The pinky finger of my left hand traces light, skittish circles around my left breast's nipple. The bra I've got on is thin enough that even through the cotton weave of my dress and the sheer nylon that cups my breasts, I can feel the tingling touch, teasing and hot. The nipple swells and puckers beneath my finger, poking and straining against the flimsy material. I allow my other hand to skim underneath the hem of my dress. It kneads my thigh, moving restlessly further onwards. Its guilty fingers slide underneath the elastic of my already saturated panties.
My cunt throbs in its heat as my fingers slip between the hungry, moist lips of my labia. Perspiration gathers in a tiny crown of droplets on my forehead, and my hair feels like a sticky cap. I can hear my own panting, a crescendo of wispy gasps, as my fingers toy maddeningly hard, around and around my inflamed clit. My left hand dives underneath to join its partner; its fingers seeking and finding the entrance to the wet cavern deep between my lips. I squirm in my seat as I fuck myself hard – one hand's fingers pushing in and out of me, the others flicking around my swollen clit.
I work myself into a frenzy in my seat, but I can't reach an orgasm. The act of my lonely desperation leaves me empty, unfulfilled. I let my hands slide back out from underneath my dress, my fingers wet and smelling of my heat. I slide back in my seat, pull my dress over my bare knees and sulkily cross my legs. There's no point to any of this, if I can't get relaxed and feel absolutely comfortable with my body at this moment.
"You okay there?" you ask as you sit down in the seat next to me.