Dear diary,
Well, here I am, three weeks later. I haven't heard from John and Eric besides a brief back and forth with Eric on Instagram. After that, I noticed I was deleted. Military guys often don't want something serious, it's either casual hook ups, or marriage. Nothing in between. This is the first time I've felt used, but I can't overlook the amazingly good time I had that night.
The monotony of daily life is once against present. I briefly installed two dating apps. After two days, I decided to delete them. Part of me wants to be in relationship, however, an even bigger part of me has decided that being free and single is like no other feeling in the world.
Oh, and there's the fact that I wanted Josh. I thought rather than going for cocky military guys, I should look a little closer to home. I know Josh wanted me. He's come out of something too and the poor guy needed cheering up. My sexual appetite has been reawakened, and as much as I love browsing PHub nearly daily, I needed the real thing. So, buckle up for another ride.
I knew Josh loved two things -- sexy underwear and anal stuff. It's amazing what somebody will share with you at the workplace Christmas party after a few drinks. I know the poor guy was with a girl who'd tease him with anal and offer it on very special occasions. Well, guess what? I was determined to make myself a 'special occasion' for Josh.
I took my shot. I was out underwear shopping and I snapped Josh a picture of several lingerie items hanging up in a store. This was purposeful, and after he replied, "Was that meant for me? Omg", I sent him back, "omg, no. SO sorry Josh. Glad you like it though and know what I'll be wearing soon though."
I toyed with him. He told me the man I was now seeing was very lucky. I went a step further, seeing him in the office the next day, wearing regular trousers. I bent over the photocopier, knowing my red Calvin Klein thong trim was smiling at Josh. I received a message later that night, asking me if I'd ever like to go for coffee. I didn't reply.
The next day, I approached Josh in the coffee room. We have a small office, around 18 people. We were alone and I told him I didn't want to have coffee with him. He froze and I stepped closer towards him, saying firmly, "I want YOU, Josh. Not coffee."
We were joined by a colleague, and I knew my teasing would have to continue online, not offline, for now. That very night, I sent him a picture of me in a nice white Lounge underwear set, titled, "ready for bed. Shame I'm going solo."
Josh and I exchanged some photos, and I went a step further, sending him a full frontal boob picture. The next morning, in the office, he sent me something on the work messenger app, "I'll need your opinion on this for 10 minutes."
It was now lunch time and our colleagues were heading off, with some taking a half day on a Friday, which worked in the favour of our potential privacy. The whole office was empty. I knew for a fact there were no cameras. As I looked two floors down, of the 18 colleagues, around 6 were in the office, with 3 going home. The other 3 walked to lunch and I knew their habit was to stay in Starbucks every Friday for about an hour and a half.
My urges were intense. My confidence now building, I met Josh in the middle of the office. I kissed him, with him taking off his shirt at a rapid pace. It was on. The thrill was maximised by the fact that I knew him very well and had lusted after him forever. It was mutual and I reached down, fondling his cock. I felt a lot of pre-cum soak the insides of his boxers.
I squatted down, fully clothed, and started to suck his dick as he sat on a computer chair, looking out nervously for anybody to reappear back in. I reassured him, "we can see out of the tinted window, Josh. We'll see them coming before they get anywhere near the door. I triple checked yesterday there are no cameras here."
Josh had a beautifully shaped cock. It was curved and I dirty talked him, telling him that it'd feel amazing inside of me. Little did he know, I'd stick to that desire and see it through. I took off my shirt, revealing my perky boobs. Josh gushed with compliments and told me he'd never 'had' boobs this big.
I was getting wetter and wetter by the moment. This was, by far, the biggest sexual thrill I'd ever enjoyed. Fuck, it was wild. I was inching closer and closer to the base of Josh's dick, enjoying the thrusting of his pelvis. There's something amazing about pleasuring an introverted guy beyond his wildest imagination. I'd levelled up and took him with me.
I stood up, looking out the window to double check it was clear. With Josh sat on the desk chair, I unbuttoned my pants and invited him to pull them down. He expressed sheer delight at the sight of my round, gym-girl cheeks. His lips touched them, only divided by my thong. Then, the penny dropped.