Ali Ismail was not born an Egyptian prince, but in his travels in Paris he found that, for all intents and purposes, he had become one.
"Look! An Egyptian prince!" A young woman pointed at Ali on his first day in Paris, and just like that, he had become Prince Ali. No more Ali the historian, no more Ali the merchant's son. He was royalty now. And why not? For all those who stopped to stare at him, who pointed and gawked at his turban and robe, he may as well have been a prince. At first, he smiled to himself, amused at the sincerity of his audience's delusion. Back home in Alexandria, Ali had held no more distinction than any other man of his class, but here in the anonymity of Paris, his very presence seemed to confer on him an aura of royalty. It would have been comical had it not been so unnerving.
He had come to Paris in the summer of 1860 to see the great city for himself and write a log of his travels, but he found that everywhere he went, he was the one being seen. He felt their stares consuming him with sincere, wide-eyed curiosity, with greed, with lust. When he walked down the wide boulevards, when he visited the museums and exhibitions, even just stopping for a drink at a coffeehouse--everywhere he went, he could not escape the feeling of being on display. It was a rousing sensation. It made the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. His limbs tingled as each expression of amusement from an onlooker reminded him that he had a body, and that his body was marked as immutably different from the Parisians' bodies by its brown skin and foreign clothing.
On his third day visiting Paris, Ali found himself face to face with an Ancient Egyptian sarcophagus in the Musee du Louvre. The painted pharaoh's face looked at him, and Ali looked back at it. After three days of feeling like a walking museum exhibit himself, he thought he could sympathize with the ancient pagan king. Three millennia of rest, only to be disturbed for the entertainment of crowds of eager Parisian voyeurs. Ali's brow furrowed as two young men came to stand next to him, their eyes directed not at the pharaoh but at Ali himself, as if he were the ancient sarcophagus on display. They seemed unaware, or perhaps simply unbothered, that Ali's own eyes, unlike the blank eyes of the painted sarcophagus, could stare back at them. Ali stared the two men down, saying nothing, until they went away. He continued eyeing the sarcophagus.
He wished that he could simply look at the displays the way the Europeans did! They could invest themselves wholeheartedly in the pleasure of looking, without seeming to worry about being on display themselves. He envied the position of those naive men who had stared at him, with their hubristic assumption that there was nothing curious or foreign about their own bodies. Well, on that count they were wrong: from Ali's perspective, there was plenty about them that was worth ogling, from their silly, contrived gestures to their ridiculous hats. Yes, if he had no other power, he could at least stare back at his voyeurs, remind them, perhaps, of their own visibility.
A woman's voice behind Ali interrupted his brooding. "Your cousin?"
He gave a start and began to narrow his eyes at the comment, but he registered the curve around her lips, the mirth in her eyes, and realized that it had been a joke.
"Ah yes," he smiled back, "a friend of mine back in Egypt."
"It almost seems a shame to disturb his slumber," the woman remarked. Ali took in the sight of his new companion. She was pretty in a cultivated way, as if she had taken great care to perfect each of her features. The curve of her lips, her steady, corseted posture, the silk trimming of her wide hoop skirt that almost grazed the ground but not quite--this seemed to be a lady for whom perfection was a vocation. He studied her face, noting its uniform paleness save two perfect dabs of rouge on her cheeks, framed on either side by two symmetrical ringlets of brown hair. Back at home, such meticulous attention to the aesthetic perfection of the body would be construed as vanity in a woman, but in Paris it seemed to be the norm.
"A shame indeed," Ali agreed.
The lady folded her hands in front of her and stood next to Ali, looking at the sarcophagus. "What is it like living in a country with such ancient glory?" She asked.
"And what about our contemporary glory?" Ali responded, irked by the question. "What do you think we've been doing for the past two thousand years? Sitting around, waiting for you to dig up our pyramids?"
"I'm sorry," the woman said. "I didn't mean to offend." She looked down at the floor and back at Ali. "Are you really an Egyptian prince?" She asked, almost in spite of herself, as if she could not hold the question in. "I heard others talking..."
Ali gave her a significant look. "What do you think?"
She looked back at him sheepishly. "You can't believe everything you hear."
Ali gave a small bow and extended his hand. "Ali Ismail," he introduced himself. "I am a historian from Alexandria. As far as I know, I am not a prince."
She took his hand. "Emmeline Gauguin," she said. "As far as I know, neither am I."
Ali smiled. It was refreshing, after three days of being looked at and talked about, to have someone to talk to instead. "What brings you to the Louvre, Madame Gauguin? Or is it Mademoiselle?"
"Madame, but you can call me Emmeline. My husband is a curator here," she told him.
"You must know quite a lot about the museum, then," he conjectured.
"I consider myself something of an expert." The dainty curve of Emmeline's lips widened. Ali was intrigued by this woman. He could not quite figure her out. She seemed curious about him, but with none of the voyeuristic naivete that most of his Parisian spectators had directed at him. There was a freshness behind her eyes, a kind of discernment, an eagerness for knowledge. Ali found it quite striking.
He decided to pursue a conversation with her. "Would you like to give me a tour of the museum?" He asked.
"I'd be delighted to show you around," she assented.
Emmeline led Ali through the museum with the confident mastery of someone who had walked its halls many times before. As they wandered from the Ancient Egyptian hall to the Renaissance hall, she explained the European paintings to Ali--how painting had progressed since the Middle Ages with the invention of perspective, how artists nowadays were close to perfecting the naturalistic portrayal of the human figure. He tried to see these paintings through her eyes, but coming as he did from a culture that forbade the visual representation of human figures, he could not escape the feeling that there was something idolatrous in the lush details of Titian and Raphael. How unabashedly these artists brought to life every lusty detail of the human figure! How casually the pearly textured legs and chests and faces were displayed!
"You know," he commented, "the mathematics that made the painting of perspective possible were invented in the Islamic world."
"Why didn't the Arabs invent perspective painting, then?" Emmeline countered.
"Because we did not have the presumption," Ali responded, "to imitate God's creation."
As she walked, the bustle of Emmeline's skirt bobbed up and down in a steady rhythm. Ali found his eyes drawn toward the movement of her figure, the subtle dance of her walking. She walked, it seemed to Ali, as if the whole world were watching. Her posture was erect, her skirt rustled faintly, her hips swayed back and forth just enough to be noticeable. Ali found her performance captivating. Perhaps, he thought, with years of experience walking in Paris, I might begin to walk as she does, as if I were everywhere on display.
And indeed, in this moment, it seemed as if they really were everywhere on display. If Ali had received stares before, his new companion only amplified the attention. Emmeline met their gaze, offering each a polite nod of her head. "I'm not used to being this conspicuous," she told Ali.
"Nor I," he said.
The two stopped in the middle of the crowded Rococo hall. People milled about, chatting, many of them staring and pointing at the pair, but none spoke to them directly. In the midst of the hum and chatter, Emmeline sided up closer to Ali and said in a low voice, "You know, if you'd like to look at the museum in privacy, I can show you around tonight after hours." She almost whispered it to him, grinning mischievously as she said the words.
The words registered in Ali's body with a flush of excitement. Was she really asking him what he thought she was asking him? Even with his limited fluency in European customs, he could understand the implication of Emmeline's offer. A man and a woman, alone together in a museum. His eyes flicked up and down her figure, lingering on the curves of her breasts, her lips, her corseted waist. For a minute, he could not believe his luck, that this beautiful woman would offer herself to him, so easily and so casually.
But he stopped himself. "Your husband?" He said, raising his eyebrows.
She met his gaze. "My husband will be otherwise engaged," she said flatly. "He will not miss me."